Saturday, November 19, 2016
There's something melancholic about tonight
It's a long time since I missed you. It must have been the beer. Perhaps it's the music. Perhaps I caught a glimpse of us. And I just want to let it out and cry.
I didn't want you. I just wanted to be with you. And even that you couldn't give.
Have you wondered how our realities change over time, and they become our distant memory? Do you think about me, do you feel the guilt, do you feel my hurt, even if it's a fleeting moment?
I had a good time tonight. I love how it reminds me of the good times, I hate how it reminds me of the good times. And I would like to do it all over again.
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I didn't want you. I just wanted to be with you. And even that you couldn't give.
Have you wondered how our realities change over time, and they become our distant memory? Do you think about me, do you feel the guilt, do you feel my hurt, even if it's a fleeting moment?
I had a good time tonight. I love how it reminds me of the good times, I hate how it reminds me of the good times. And I would like to do it all over again.
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |