Thursday, February 24, 2005
The perils of communal living *aka the fridge's no longer safe part 3 and 4*
yesterday my kueh lapis with prunes *I must stress* and honey cake got stolen from the common fridge in the pantry. FUCK YOU BITCH. so I shifted my Haagen Daz ice cream to level four fridge cos Choo and I figured that it's safer there.. WHICH IS SO FUCKING WRONG. In less than 24hrs, the whole pint was missing.. WHOLE FUCKING PINT.
Whoever stole my food, hope u laosai for the rest of your life. *this is so FUCKING traumatising, and I am not exagerrating* anyway to prevent myself from any further blows, I removed my Durian mousse cake from the fridge and stuffed it down my throat. and like I told Mo, I am satisfied even if I puke later.
I sincerely hope the person(s) who STOLE my food is some foreigner who can't afford anything other than instant noodles, at least that makes me feel more...balanced.
*at least it's for a good cause*
All these depressing trivials aside..
I went to buy a bao before coming back for dinner and the auntie made a mistake. So I told her it's ok. As I was leaving I heard the other auntie telling her it's easier to serve students than the office people..They are also very fussy..
And I wonder, weren't those people students once? So if auntie's theory is true, what happened along the way? Are the simply so stressed up in their office that it's natural for them to take it out on those aunties? or are they so caught up in the rat race that they forgot to take a step back and retrieve their humility that they shelved aside before the go to work every morning? Where's the love, bro?
I mean this is another depressing thought isn't it? People get to wound up in your own misery that they neglect everything else. They strive so hard in the vertical marathons that they forget to help (or at least, notice) people they meet along the way. I don't know, I just thought it doesn't hurt to be a little kinder, to spare a thought for others, to show gratitude for what you have and what's been done for you.
I beging to cringe at the thought of stepping into the working world. Will I, as I preach about humility and all, be turned into a self-centred, unfeeling, masquerading prima donna I so deplore. And will I scoff at my own unworldly beliefs that I hold this very moment? *scary*
I sincerely wish I can remain the way I am. To feel pain when I see people suffering, to share the hurt of others, to be grateful to be alive to see the beautiful colors of the world.
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Whoever stole my food, hope u laosai for the rest of your life. *this is so FUCKING traumatising, and I am not exagerrating* anyway to prevent myself from any further blows, I removed my Durian mousse cake from the fridge and stuffed it down my throat. and like I told Mo, I am satisfied even if I puke later.
I sincerely hope the person(s) who STOLE my food is some foreigner who can't afford anything other than instant noodles, at least that makes me feel more...balanced.
*at least it's for a good cause*
All these depressing trivials aside..
I went to buy a bao before coming back for dinner and the auntie made a mistake. So I told her it's ok. As I was leaving I heard the other auntie telling her it's easier to serve students than the office people..They are also very fussy..
And I wonder, weren't those people students once? So if auntie's theory is true, what happened along the way? Are the simply so stressed up in their office that it's natural for them to take it out on those aunties? or are they so caught up in the rat race that they forgot to take a step back and retrieve their humility that they shelved aside before the go to work every morning? Where's the love, bro?
I mean this is another depressing thought isn't it? People get to wound up in your own misery that they neglect everything else. They strive so hard in the vertical marathons that they forget to help (or at least, notice) people they meet along the way. I don't know, I just thought it doesn't hurt to be a little kinder, to spare a thought for others, to show gratitude for what you have and what's been done for you.
I beging to cringe at the thought of stepping into the working world. Will I, as I preach about humility and all, be turned into a self-centred, unfeeling, masquerading prima donna I so deplore. And will I scoff at my own unworldly beliefs that I hold this very moment? *scary*
I sincerely wish I can remain the way I am. To feel pain when I see people suffering, to share the hurt of others, to be grateful to be alive to see the beautiful colors of the world.
Friday, February 18, 2005
The fridge's no longer save..(PART II)
YEP... There actually is a part 2 to this..SOMEONE drank my ribena. The premixed Ribena I bought and filled into my 1.5l green tea bottle was suppose to be about 2/3 full since I have yet to drink any from it. And guess wat? It's only got 1/4 left.. MEANING THAT BITCH DRANK MORE THAN 1/2 OF MY RIBENA.. I am SERIOUSLY contemplating to adopt Bestest's suggestion.. DAMNIT U SLUT... Hope you laosai for the rest of your life whenever you drink Ribena!!!!!!!
Ok, enough of petty stuffs. Just got back home. Went for Career Fair today and boy, what a fruitful trip it was.. In terms of the freebies.. hur hur hurrr... I got 2 pieces of chocolates and a tin from Singtel, some post-its, some writing pads, a water bottle, some bags and Nth number of rough paper for table mat. hur hur hurrrr... and the number of PRCs there makes me wonder if I'm actually in NU Singapore.. hur hurr...
had our Friday lunch with GX and TCS . LiuJing was here and HongEn joined us as well. Again, we headed for the '超级无敌便宜' Japanese Food and we got another discount card again. Since I misplaced the first one, I let TCS keep the new one.. since he always suggest to eat there..
After seeing Choo's rather neat room, I was so motivated that I went to tidy up my room. Though it can not match hers, but I think I did a pretty nice job. hur hur.. so proud of myself..
The previous week was somewhat an emotional roller-coaster ride. Not too sure what triggered the whole thing all over again but I think it was rather bad.. but still, I am surviving and soon things will be fine again I'm sure.
Met Ray at the library on Tuesday at 10 again. He told me he just knew I will be there at the linc stations looking for books at that time.. hur hur hurrr..anyway he came to relay Victor's message which I already gotten on Saturday at KTV.. and he was telling me about the work place and his tips and stuffs.. Much as I was tempted by the tips, I am level-headed enough to know that is not good for me.
Been some time since I listen to 98.7 and today while 95 wasn't playing music that I like, I switched over and hey, they were playing pretty decent stuffs.. hur hur hurr...and among those songs, one is still linger in the empty spaces within my skull.. over and over again...
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leavin
Ooh man she's leavin
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again (yeah)
And I can't take it (yeah) I can't shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playin my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leavin
Ooh man she's leavin
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime I close my eyes I lock it down
I can't go on not loving you
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, (yeah)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head
Nelly and Tim Mcgraw.. Smooth and nice~
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Ok, enough of petty stuffs. Just got back home. Went for Career Fair today and boy, what a fruitful trip it was.. In terms of the freebies.. hur hur hurrr... I got 2 pieces of chocolates and a tin from Singtel, some post-its, some writing pads, a water bottle, some bags and Nth number of rough paper for table mat. hur hur hurrrr... and the number of PRCs there makes me wonder if I'm actually in NU Singapore.. hur hurr...
had our Friday lunch with GX and TCS . LiuJing was here and HongEn joined us as well. Again, we headed for the '超级无敌便宜' Japanese Food and we got another discount card again. Since I misplaced the first one, I let TCS keep the new one.. since he always suggest to eat there..
After seeing Choo's rather neat room, I was so motivated that I went to tidy up my room. Though it can not match hers, but I think I did a pretty nice job. hur hur.. so proud of myself..
The previous week was somewhat an emotional roller-coaster ride. Not too sure what triggered the whole thing all over again but I think it was rather bad.. but still, I am surviving and soon things will be fine again I'm sure.
Met Ray at the library on Tuesday at 10 again. He told me he just knew I will be there at the linc stations looking for books at that time.. hur hur hurrr..anyway he came to relay Victor's message which I already gotten on Saturday at KTV.. and he was telling me about the work place and his tips and stuffs.. Much as I was tempted by the tips, I am level-headed enough to know that is not good for me.
Been some time since I listen to 98.7 and today while 95 wasn't playing music that I like, I switched over and hey, they were playing pretty decent stuffs.. hur hur hurr...and among those songs, one is still linger in the empty spaces within my skull.. over and over again...
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause it's all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it yeah I can't shake it
Nooo
I can't wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she's leavin
Ooh man she's leavin
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again (yeah)
And I can't take it (yeah) I can't shake it
Nooo
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I made keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playin my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she's leavin
Ooh man she's leavin
I don't know what else to do
(I Can't go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Now that I've realized that I'm going down
From all this pain you've put me through
Everytime I close my eyes I lock it down
I can't go on not loving you
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, (yeah)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can't take it I can't shake it
Nooo
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh
uh
Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it's all in my head
Nelly and Tim Mcgraw.. Smooth and nice~
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
GAH!
Today is a bad day. *chants 8934682563674894 times*
Woke up with a terrible sore throat with cough. So I went over to YIH to see a doctor.. I was there are 8.45, it opens at 8.30.. and I had to wait till 9.20 before I got to see the doctor.. anyway I spent 7bucks on the cough syrup and lozenges.. damnit..AND MO, YOU OWE ME 7 BUCKS!!!!
It was 'send WWS' day yesterday, so I met up with my happy gang at suntec for dinner before heading down airport.and along the way, Coins and I were tempted by the Salmon Sushi. So Huis came down and three of us, not hungry *ok,'cept me' gobbled down the box og 12 pieces of MAKI *only lah*.. anyway we got tempted again by the Royce chocolate so we got a box of chocolate potato chips, *to quote MYSELF: taste like uh...chocolate... and some potato* and that's where my sore throat came from I suppose... hur hurhurrrrr
Yesterday was rather crowded at the airport since many kids are leaving for Australia.. anyway, bored my and Huis started taking silly pictures of ourselves again.. *shall post it next time since I didn'tbring my cable along* and TOADY, as EXTRA as he can be, insisted on rushingdown from Jurong East at around 10.15 though everyone asked him not to bother.. and guess what, he met us when we were going to board the cab.. much to the dismay of people staying near him.. hur hur hurrr....
Yup... so the aftermath of sending WWS off *actually it's the potatochips and chocolate , lethal combination*is a cough, sore throat and not too sure why, and aching body..hur hur hurrr..hope all'swell for u o'er there, stranger!!
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Woke up with a terrible sore throat with cough. So I went over to YIH to see a doctor.. I was there are 8.45, it opens at 8.30.. and I had to wait till 9.20 before I got to see the doctor.. anyway I spent 7bucks on the cough syrup and lozenges.. damnit..AND MO, YOU OWE ME 7 BUCKS!!!!
It was 'send WWS' day yesterday, so I met up with my happy gang at suntec for dinner before heading down airport.and along the way, Coins and I were tempted by the Salmon Sushi. So Huis came down and three of us, not hungry *ok,'cept me' gobbled down the box og 12 pieces of MAKI *only lah*.. anyway we got tempted again by the Royce chocolate so we got a box of chocolate potato chips, *to quote MYSELF: taste like uh...chocolate... and some potato* and that's where my sore throat came from I suppose... hur hurhurrrrr
Yesterday was rather crowded at the airport since many kids are leaving for Australia.. anyway, bored my and Huis started taking silly pictures of ourselves again.. *shall post it next time since I didn'tbring my cable along* and TOADY, as EXTRA as he can be, insisted on rushingdown from Jurong East at around 10.15 though everyone asked him not to bother.. and guess what, he met us when we were going to board the cab.. much to the dismay of people staying near him.. hur hur hurrr....
Yup... so the aftermath of sending WWS off *actually it's the potatochips and chocolate , lethal combination*is a cough, sore throat and not too sure why, and aching body..hur hur hurrr..hope all'swell for u o'er there, stranger!!
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Happy CNY~~
Seems like it's becoming a habit to clear my intestines as the clock strikes 12.. which was what I did.. and had a good shower.. hmmm...
Anyway, Happy CNY to all and hope you get all the AngBaos in the werld and strike 4D ever weekend and TOTO everytime and best grades blah blah blah... and uh uh... WORLD PEACE!!!! and uh.. best of health to all...=) And yah, hope we all finish our tutorials. projects in time.. Better, no more tutorials and projects and exams.. BLEH
Packing to go back to Malaysia again.. *yawns*
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Anyway, Happy CNY to all and hope you get all the AngBaos in the werld and strike 4D ever weekend and TOTO everytime and best grades blah blah blah... and uh uh... WORLD PEACE!!!! and uh.. best of health to all...=) And yah, hope we all finish our tutorials. projects in time.. Better, no more tutorials and projects and exams.. BLEH
Packing to go back to Malaysia again.. *yawns*
Sunday, February 06, 2005
The fridge's no longer safe...
I am currently moping over the loss of 1/2 bar of Praline Chocs left in the fridge in 7th storey, Pantry 2, KFH.. DAMNIT, WHOEVER ATE THE 1/2 BAR of choc flown in from Brisbane, SCREW YEWWWWW and hope u get constipation whenever you eat chocolates for the rest of your life!! okay, I might be over-reacting, and a tad too mean.. but still, SCREW YEWWWW THIEF!!!!!! *hey, I only bought THAT ONE PRECIOUS bar ok...*
Anyway I forgot to bring my keys home and was locked out for like... 5 minutes? before I walked over to Gram's place to take the spare keys.. hur hurrrr *MY CHOCOLATESS*
Went shopping at ShengShiong again to shop.. and I bought a truckload of chocolates *neh, just kidding* and some snacks and some drinks for my room.. You know, my hostel room also open for new year visiting, no angbaos given though. But all Angbaos *with money, not AngbAo ZUA like my new student likes to give me* will be received with wide open arms.. hur hur hurrr
wana post some pics before I go since I can't log on 'HELLO!' in hostel room. So presenting uh.. Brisbane Photo~!! * and damn, I didn't even bother to take a picture of the bar of chocs..*
UPDATE: something was wrongwith either blogger or hello and the pictures did not appear.. will upload them again when I am free.. hur hurhurrr...
Oh Happy 23rd OLDCoins~~
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Anyway I forgot to bring my keys home and was locked out for like... 5 minutes? before I walked over to Gram's place to take the spare keys.. hur hurrrr *MY CHOCOLATESS*
Went shopping at ShengShiong again to shop.. and I bought a truckload of chocolates *neh, just kidding* and some snacks and some drinks for my room.. You know, my hostel room also open for new year visiting, no angbaos given though. But all Angbaos *with money, not AngbAo ZUA like my new student likes to give me* will be received with wide open arms.. hur hur hurrr
wana post some pics before I go since I can't log on 'HELLO!' in hostel room. So presenting uh.. Brisbane Photo~!! * and damn, I didn't even bother to take a picture of the bar of chocs..*
UPDATE: something was wrongwith either blogger or hello and the pictures did not appear.. will upload them again when I am free.. hur hurhurrr...
Oh Happy 23rd OLDCoins~~
Thursday, February 03, 2005
*burp*
Just got back from Clementi after meeting Gwyn and Feng for dinner at the Japanese Food place *again*.. I bought 4 mangoes, 1 hairband, 1 top, 2 bottles for my perfume, 2 bottles of drinks on my way back.*I must never go Clementi*
Had a pretty bad day.Printer was down and is still down. Think I will try to bring the home cable and see if the problem lies there. Then I had panadol overdose. It's the time of the month AGAIN.. Due to the overdoes, I was feeling nauseous the whole time but since I had to last till 5, I refused to puke out the peanut butter jelly sandwich I had in the morning.. hur hurrrr..and I finally puked at 2, before my lecture.. and I forgot my jacket, and I was freezing and hungry and high and sick and I really thought I was going to pass out. But *tadaaaaa* I didn't.
So I managed to make my way to meet my pals GwynBubblesLow and Feng. And on my way, I was 'harrassed' mentally by this stupid Secondary school kid who tried to sell me this donation ticket. I was deeply traumatised by how rude these people could get.. And I am talking about educated people who's been taught moral education in school.
Oh well..*shrugs*
it was a nice meeting with Gwyn and Feng. Glad that Gwyn is so.. blissful now and I sincerely hope it lasts... While we're at it, lemme dedicate one of my favourite songs, one which I think is SUPER romantic and TAUFFFIIIIKKKKK did a great cover of it..
Let's stay together.
Anyway to all couples, please stay blissfully together ok?
I'm so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me
'Cause you make me
Feel so brand new
And I want to spend
My life with you
Since, since we've been together
Loving you forever
Is what I need
Let me be the one you
Come running to
And I'll never be untrue ooh baby
[Chorus:]
Let's, let's stay together
Lovin' you whether, whether
Times are good or bad,
Happy or sad
Good or bad, happy or sad
Why, somebody tell me
Why people break up?
Turn around and make up
I just can't see
You'd never do that to me
Would you, baby?
Staying around you is all I see
Here's what I want to do
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Had a pretty bad day.Printer was down and is still down. Think I will try to bring the home cable and see if the problem lies there. Then I had panadol overdose. It's the time of the month AGAIN.. Due to the overdoes, I was feeling nauseous the whole time but since I had to last till 5, I refused to puke out the peanut butter jelly sandwich I had in the morning.. hur hurrrr..and I finally puked at 2, before my lecture.. and I forgot my jacket, and I was freezing and hungry and high and sick and I really thought I was going to pass out. But *tadaaaaa* I didn't.
So I managed to make my way to meet my pals GwynBubblesLow and Feng. And on my way, I was 'harrassed' mentally by this stupid Secondary school kid who tried to sell me this donation ticket. I was deeply traumatised by how rude these people could get.. And I am talking about educated people who's been taught moral education in school.
Oh well..*shrugs*
it was a nice meeting with Gwyn and Feng. Glad that Gwyn is so.. blissful now and I sincerely hope it lasts... While we're at it, lemme dedicate one of my favourite songs, one which I think is SUPER romantic and TAUFFFIIIIKKKKK did a great cover of it..
Let's stay together.
Anyway to all couples, please stay blissfully together ok?
I'm so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me
'Cause you make me
Feel so brand new
And I want to spend
My life with you
Since, since we've been together
Loving you forever
Is what I need
Let me be the one you
Come running to
And I'll never be untrue ooh baby
[Chorus:]
Let's, let's stay together
Lovin' you whether, whether
Times are good or bad,
Happy or sad
Good or bad, happy or sad
Why, somebody tell me
Why people break up?
Turn around and make up
I just can't see
You'd never do that to me
Would you, baby?
Staying around you is all I see
Here's what I want to do
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |