A life TOO ordinary..

Dear students,
If you are considering applying for our master's program, here is some information about the deadlines.
Intake Application Deadline Semester I (August) 30th November Semester II (January) 31st May
If you expect to complete your Honours year at the end of Semester II, 2005-2006, you have until the end of this month, 30 November 2005, to submit your application for the August 2006 intake.
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Dr. Millie Rivera CNM Head

After what they've done to me, I am swearing off studying. *so if you see me continuing studies after June 2006, go ahead and laugh your head off, I deserve it*

Every place holds a certain memory to different people. The central library is definitely one of those places for me. Remember how me and Fangjing would "happen" at the library, display our sweets and goodies.. That was before the library was renovated and we were in our 1st sem in NUS. Time flies. I mugged in Science library for 2 sems with the buangsters. I miss you Junling.. And Mo, and TCS and GX and *ahem* cyclist. How time flies..

And now, I miss CHOO terribly. Yes, if you are reading this, I MISS YOU!!! Missed the times we would be the first to arrive at the library and the last to leave. Missed the times u filled me with endless gossips of your mom, sis, aunt, cousin, neighbour, celebrities. Missed the times we go Clementi on Sundays, the times we frequent your lover's stall.. Of cos I missed the times Jasmine was with us, or Yen..

Today when I was folding my legs while studying, I thought of Yen who likes to squat on chairs, or anywhere for that matter.. I remember Jasmine and her very cute *in her opinion ONLy* lecturer, and whenever I see Clement, I remember Weiquan..

Perhaps it's time to source for a new spot so that I won't miss these people whenever I mug...

p/s: this might turn out to be a rather, uninpsiring *though I am not saying that I've been inspiring in any way* post, so anyway, I am just noting it down so that I can ponder over it when I have the time, say, in December.

I was talking to my bestest just within an hour ago and I was telling him about the most important thing in my life, which he figured out without much effort- sleep. And I actually suprised, or maybe shocked myself by the fact that I sincerely regard sleep as the most important thing in my life, over studies, money, love, blah blah blah. And I begin to wonder: is that all to my life?

I used to despise, ok maybe not despise but feel sorry for people who find no meaning in life, nothing to look forward to, no hopes for the future. I was an optimist, I wouldn't say I am not now, but I guess the colors of life are beginning to fade as I feel increasingly jaded. Or perhaps that there's just too many been-there-done-thats that even if I were to die tomorrow, I wouldn't think that I've missed anything. I hope that's the reason. I mean, what scares me is the fact that all I want in life NOW is just to get all the sleep I want, and even if I were to die in my sleep or just die tomorrow, I will have no regrets. This is really ridiculous. How can I not fear/dread death at this 'tender' age of *ahem* 22?

Oh well, this is a rather incoherent, uninpiring post that I am writing just before I am going to bed to sleep. I do wish to come back to this after my exams and find out what the hellll is wrong with me. No, I am not suicidal do not I have any intention to cause a premature end to my life, I just... do not mind dying if I have to now. Which is a rather disturbing thought, I feel. So yep, don't have to ask me if I am ok, I am.

Sidenote: I was tempted by one of Huanlin's post on Stefanie Sun's new song. So I was busy downloading to her songs in school today and I must admit I am a bleddy sucker for ballads. Though I admit all the songs are nice but I after listening to all of them, I ended up repeating 眼泪成诗 9079832649386 times with no intention to stop it at all. BLEUGH.

Another sidenote: Today during dinner time, I met Xiao Chuan on my way to the canteen. Here's how the conversation went:

Me: you just came from the canteen ah? the stalls still open or not?
XC: No lah, nothing left liao. No more food left, go eat mac lah..
me: u sure or not? don't bluff me leh
XC: ya, no more liao
Me:ok lo.. you going back to study ah? sit where? blah blah blah
XC: yah, I am studying at blah blah blah
me: ok lo. bye

Me turns to friend, BL
me: let's go and check it out, maybe he lying to me
BL: But, why would he wan to do that?? *burst out laughing*

Anyway I did not go and check in the end lah.. maybe... he works for Mac? I had dinner and Munchie Monkies though.

郭美美's got a new song. I can almost hear the CD shops blasting that bleddy song man.. Nothing against her but, seriously.. just that bleddy Rat song. I hope they will cut down on the advertising..

Was in school today and my class was canclled. So I went to YIH to collect some money from the U Health Service and proceeded to use the computer there. What a complete waste of my youth..

How true is that? I don't know, I just got this from a friend's MSN nick, which I thought is pretty interesting.. hur hur

The week came and almost went, and I am still stuck with the same amount of work I had, some 7 days ago. hur hur...

Met up with the buangsters on Wednesday night at Adam Road's hawker which was not a very good choice since the Muslim stalls were not open for obvious reasons. Anyway it's always nice to hang out with peeps who love to laugh at you. Supper was so-so but I guess the food's secondary..

Well, long weeks ahead. How I wish it's 2nd December tomorrow..