A life TOO ordinary..

I am beginning to wonder what is the real me. Am I pretending to be who I am previously or am I pretending who I am now.

The eye test today went well. Tomorrow to RAI. 11.35am.

I've been sleeping for 8 hours everyday, and nothing beyond 8.

This serves as my reminder for upcoming events.

Meeting 'client' on Thur/ Fri
Meeting 'Angela Lim' on Saturday after Jovene Tan.

Settle:
School fees
Outreach claims

Most of my closest friends would have known that Lupus gave me a one-way ticket trip to Heaven's gates and I made a U-turn, if not for my family and friends who refused to let me give up. Thank you for all the cheers, the encouragement, the food, the magazines and not forgettting visiting me to hear myself hurl insults at you... I can never apologize and thank you enough.

Of cos, my family is the best. My uncles came from KL and thanks to them, I have a laptop to type this words of appreciation. I suppose I must have turned my parents' and brother's upside down. Even the sister-in-law is not spared by my 3am calls. I hope I did not affect the development of Baby Pang.

So anyway, I shall work hard on getting back my usual happy self cos' life is precious. I cannot imagine how heartbroken everyone will be if I entered the gates. I guess I only wanted an excuse to sleep on and ignore the world behind me.

Perhaps I have not made amends, perhaps I have greater things to do, which is why I am still here. =)

my closest friends and family would know what had happened.. it was a tiring episode, not forgetting an expensive lesson learnt. I cross path with death and back. so for now, my work is disrupted, school is put on hold, and am trying to piece the various of my life together again. I strive never to be warded again. oh well, time to prepare for my treatment. Brain Fry!!!