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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Before the year ends... 

I'm sure I won't be blogging tomorrow since I've got to work at Reading Room for the last time..

Anyway, let us take a few moments to remember those unfortunate souls who lost their lives in the recent catastrophe.. May your souls rest in peace.

Went back to KL to get my ipod and some cash for my Auzzie trip.. The Tsunami news is on every news channel on Astro *SCV equivalent* and it's rather disturbing to watch the people getting washed away and stuffs..It made me aware of how fortunate I am.. My loved ones are safe, I've got a sturdy shelter over my head, nice clothes, ample food.. Why should I be whining about atomic stuffs like not having enough money to splurge, blood tests and long journeys to hospital, petty arguments with people.. Right, I should stop dwelling on the heart-rending fact that we are so over, I should be grateful that he is well and alive and loved by not just me.. I should stop lusting after sunshine, stop envying the millionaires.. yada yada yada..

Yeah, and I will have a better idea of what I want to do with MY life from now on.. and I only have me, myself to blame if I end up wasted. I shall be satisfied with what is given to me and whine less.. cease seeking material wants.. and uh... Carpe Diem?

oh well, time to go to bed.. once again. Thank God that I'm alive. God bless.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

Let me sleep... 

Due to my odd working hours, my biological clock refused to rest.. which is why I am still typing this blog and uploading some pics from my last outing with the happy gang.. *oops, mum woke up and found that I am stil awake.. wahahaha*

Well anyway, there was a 'Buangster AGM' aka Buangster Annual General Meeting.. hur hurr.. it was crowded everywhere and we settled for dinner and Crystal Jade.. Thanks to JL and prolly TCS for the nice Astro Boy stuffs and BFSW and Yuans for the... container? hur hurr...It was pretty enjoyable with the same jokes on the same people *aka me, and some unfrequent times, others*

Today is Nanhua day.. Saw a couple of Nanhua people and bumped into Shimin, a primary schoolmate who remembers me.. hur hurr.. but it was quite dumb when we bumped into each other.. hur hurrr... Bumped into Linying as well and she 'escorted' me to the cinema since I was not sure of my way there..

Um... so pictures of last outing: A drain's birthday.


My PIMPLE~~~
Anyway a close-up of Francis for those who haven't seen him in a while...



Birthday Boy offering the one and only strawberry, rather eagerly..


Heh..


Some happy gurlies~



Happy gurls shooting an ad for the cake


So happy~


CHEEEEESE~


So cosy..


ZZZzzZZz


2 lazy hogs...


See no evil, Speak no evil, Hear no evil!!!


Using 'skycam'


Bored...


Very bored...


ULTRA bored...
Actually no, it's just him refusing to take a decent picture with me..


December Happys


Before


After?


Kitty Kat.. hur hurrr


Oh well.. time to go home...

Yup.. more or less that's it..

Crap for today:
I've been wondering how much it takes to remove a person from the centre of someone's universe.. and I realise it takes some fate minus some love, some luck and very little time. And you could be dumped 8923056543 feet umder, chucked to neverland and be forgotten for the rest of your life.. *I'm not talking about my uncle by the way..*
Much as I want you to be happy, I still refuse to accept your decision..



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Monday, December 20, 2004

Hur hur hurrrr 

Uploaded some rather recent pics.. *see, I did not lose weight, pretty much the same*
Anyway, it's been a busy week lately.. working like 4-5 days each week.. getting very used to it again, but not falling in love with it..

Birthday is a time when you know who loves you and who don't.. hur hurr.. My uncle forgot about my birthday COMPLETELY but I shall forgive him cos' he must still be damn excited about my new cousin Daniel and given the fact that he got my Sex and the City DVD and my ipod.. hur hur hurrrrr

X'ms is coming.. not sure if it's because I was *and still is* busy with work that I don't feel it at all.. or maybe what had happened to me over the past few years has left me disillusioned. Whichever the case, I'll be working all Christmas so please refrain from asking me out. *I hate to scream at people over the phone*

Will be heading KL on the 27th.. Hope my ipod is still there and not taken over by some other cousins.. hur hur hur hurrrrr
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Burfdae pics~ 


Heppy Burfdaeeeeee to meeeeeee~~~~


The candle is huuuuge~


Biling and me with my lil' birthday cake.. with WWS's hand supporting my candle.. hur hur hurrrr...


Vouchers for my phone~~~


Wenwei: Shit! why didn't I get these?!!
'Christine': hur hur hurrr... because you are not as kind.. ainit obvious??


Tienhong and meeeee~~


WWS: Grrrrr... must I take picture with you??!



*shocked*



Who's got more teeth??


Wenwei: why do I have to wait so long for my turn?? NOT FAIR!


Bitch and Slut!!!


Fad and Bert~


Four earthly.. uh... Dumplings?


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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Some random pics found in my folder.. 


'Joey' me and Daphey


Huis, Me and 'Christine'


Favourite bag *last season*


birthday present *2004*


Present's backside


Cute but not-so-useful camera


Happy Gurlies at Marche


Kewt.. *I mean the topless one*

hur hur hurrrrr... off to work.. adieus!
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Monday, December 13, 2004

Some long overdue pics.. 

The 'dramatic' chalet was during..was July or August? whatever.. anyway, some pics..


Biling Huis and Me~~


Daph: I'm doing me job~~ Francis: OH PURLeees


Pretty nice food huh..


We did our jobs too~


Forever Young~~


Let me see....


'Joey' self-entertaining


badly traumatised...


Singapore's first Casino.. hur hurrrr


Heaven~

Yep, that's about it.. was too busy to upload it, so now..

OH OH, Happy belated to Taufik too~~ and thanks to those who flooded my inbox.. hur hur hurrrrr...

p/s: Birthday pics will be uploaded.. soon


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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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