A life TOO ordinary..

It's THAT week of the semester. EVerything is due. And you have not complete ANYTHING. So I am sure you understand how a little nudge can cause me to explode.

And little things do anger me. ALOT. Like ZHaohui who did not manage to catch what I said yesterday during lecture, and I actually got pissed a little. And yesterday I made a wrong choice of route, I was so pissed with myself I kicked a bottle on the floor so hard it flew at least 20m. But of course, there are some idiots who likes to infuriate you further, PURPOSELY. And amongst those, I HATE those who do not hear or read what I typed and then happily make their fucking assumption and proclaim it as universal truth. SO, if you happen to notice that I do not talk to you lately like I usually would, your guess is right. I AM FUCKING IGNORING YOU IMBECILES. *phew* Do I feel better, or do I feel better. SO a warning now, if you had asked me something and I replied and if you did not read it or catch it, try X 93942864923649264 not to ask me again, unless it is very urgent. The last person I screamed at was WWS.

ANYWAY, things did not go too well for me. My excel spreadsheet did not work when I went to see Dr. CHo, so I had to rush down to AS7 and key in data for 80 respondents. Each has about 50 answers. And I was sitting under the air con, without a jacket and it was raining outside. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT! Anyway I managed to get it done within 1 1/2 hour. THANK GOD.

And then I forgot some steps about the SPSS. And it seemed so easy when Dr Cho was showing me. NA BEH. Anyway, thanks to Jason, I managed to install the software into my comp. SO I do not have to go back to school tomorrow to do the stuff. *phew*

Today, there was an accident at Toa Payoh area. As a result, 151 was delayed. Luckily I boarded at Arts bus stop instead of Central library. And some people demanded an explanation from the driver. He was so poor thing, kept repeating "sorry sir" and explaining about the accident. And then this FUCKING FOREIGNER *I am just saying one, this is not a racist remark* was saying "I am a foreigner *an Asian, some thai/filipino/korean/indonesian/malaysian/wateverr* and this happens to this bus all the time. blah blah blah." AND THEN HE CONTINUED "I pity you Singaporeans *not saying to me but the Indian man beside me* no air con some more." Everyone, please repeat after me :" NAAAAA-BEEEEYYYYYYY."

I was like thinking "WTF", I certainly don't need your pity lo. I am sure your country's transport system is 943156464364646 more fucked up than ours. or if you want aircon, you can always take the cab, moron. Once, I was stranded on the bus for like 1/2 hour with my cousin in KL, because the stupid bus driver went for his dinner. THAT, deserves sympathy okaeeee. Anyway, if he is so displeased with the system, he can jolly well pack up and go home ok. He can ride his tricycle back there ALL HIS FUCKINE WANTS. ANd he was so rude to the bus driver, to think you are an educated person. FUCK. FUCKING ARSEHOLE. I hope he goes back to his home country and becomes a bus driver and gets fucked everyday for his inefficiency. PISSED. Only we can criticise ok, and we don't fucking need you pity.

Anyway, I do admit waiting for 151 is never the most enjoyable thing to do, especially during peak hours. SOmetimes it's like striking lottery if you get a relatively empty bus with seats. Sometimes you calculated your time so well, thinking it's off peak, and guess what, the bus is crowded! So I do understand the frustration of waiting for 151, and it does get a little warm. BUT it's not the bus driver's fault today that there was an accident and most 151 could not return to the terminal, so no 151 could go out of the terminal, hence they waited for 1 hour. If you are not happy with the service, you can always call up the bus company or write to straits times isn't it? I just felt bad for the bus driver. AND FUCKING HELL, it's not the Singaporeans' fault. FUCK.

So anyway, I am very pissed now by many people and many things. If you think u have angered me in some way, you can always offer me money or help me do my work to appease me. If you can't do either, PLEASE GO AWAY. And if you have offended me and can't offer me money or help, BUT you still owe me money/cd/food/things, PLEASE FUCKING RETURN them before YOU GO AWAY. yOU can come back and irritate me after April 27, when my mood will become very good and I won't even care if you stab me or something. So for now, if you think you are going to anger me AGAIN, PLEASE GO AWAYY.

One main reason for this tension is also looking for a new owner/space for my piano. Today on the bus I was so sad that I wanted to hug my piano and brawl. Of cos I did not.

*phew* I need to learn to relax.

Yeap, it's time of the Sem where my technophobia comes back. Or rather, just computer phobia. Work is piling again and I am still as lazy as ever. I've just started using my.. 2 year old ipod, and I think it is quite cool.

Life is OK... I anticipated for 2 weeks before I finally bleeded. The cramp came despite not driking anything cold for the whole of the 2-week anticipation. I still wish I don't have a womb. And by the way, do you know that your womb is only the size of a chicken egg? NABEH, and it can cause SoOoOOoo much distress every month. *sighs* I hate that space in my body. Oh by the amazing thing is that it can expand to up to the size of a newborn. Oh and we cramp due to a contraction of our womb, which is due to an increase in prostaglandin during that period of the month. So anyway, my theory is since the pain is caused by contraction of the womb, we should avoid cold stuffs and drink warm water to you know, reduce the contraction? Apparently, my theory is not quite supported.. OH WELL.. Oh anyway, all these interesting facts can be found in the syllabus of GEK1533. So if you've got the points, I would strongly recommend you to take it. Guys included.

On top of that, is anyone interested in buying a piano? The Gombak house will be sold and my spare piano there would have to go somewhere. I definitely have no space for 2 pianos in my room, and my parents are definitely NOT interested to bring back the old piano, and really, there simply is not space. SO, it is really really a painful decision *and I am tearing as I am typing this* to sell my precious "virgin" piano which I got when I was like 6, or 7. it's been with me for more than a decade, and though it is some cheap China-made piano, I really feel quite a lot for it. So, if anyone is interested to buy a piano, or better even, has space for me to deposit my piano *until I get my own house, which might take forever* please please please let me know. I will be eternally grateful. It does not need any electricity cos there's no heater inside so it is really, fuss-free. So the piano thing is really quite upsetting episode in my life now.. *HUGE SIGH*

yEP, another matter. Does anyone know of any vacancy for a temp job during May and June? At the rate I am going, my savings will not be substantial enough to go and enjoy myself in Melbourne in July, so I think the best solution is to get a temp job for the month of May and June. Since RR is no longer around, I need to find other alternative. yep, so if you know of somewhere I can find a temp job, do let me know yeah. I will be.. 1/4 eternally grateful. I am currently very cautious about what I spend since I need the money for my "graduation" trip, so donations are welcomed too~~ I will be 1/2 eternally grateful.

So anyway, to those who are free and have not done my surveys yet, there are currently 2 *and I hope it ends at 2* surveys that I need people to do.. So, please entertain yourselves if you can. *I will be 1/4 eternally grateful*

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Oh, to repay your kindness, let me share with you the joy of teaching.
The other day I was teaching my P1 girl, who speaks mainly Mandarin at home and we came across the word Giant.

Me: So you know what Giant is or not
She: Yah *and I was hoping she better don't tell me it's IMM*
Me: So what is it?
She: Giant 是那个 IMM lo...

*sigh*

Then on another ocassion, I asked her:

Me: 你知道什么是 fairy tale?
She: 知道, fairy tale 就是 fairy的 tail lo..*complete with action to indicate tail*

It was so funny, I had a hard time to control my laughter. Kids sometimes are so... innocent. And I used to have a student who sang the spongebob squarepants song for me just because we read about pineapple or something.. hur hurr...

We were talking about elections in class today. Yes, this time, I qualify to vote. And I will get to vote since I stay in Bukit Panjang. The rebel in me wants to do something. But let's face it, I should not jeopardize the comfort I have now. Yes, I know I sound like a "follower", but if doing so makes my life better, I don't see why not. Well, I will think about it when the time is nearer, right now I need to know how to find more kids to do my survey.

And today the first thing Brandon, my classmate, said to me when we bumped into each other in the lift was, " you aren't wearing your green shoes today huh?" *he meant crocs*. Actually I was wearing my green birkis lah, not crocs. Charissa was chuckling away beside him. To be "politically correct", he addded, " I used to think they are cool". NAbEh. Wat's with the "used to"?? And then today, Huanlin was telling her boyfriend Henry to look out for green crocs to identify me... Thanks huh... So everyone knows me by my green crocs. -_-

So anyway, since I am talking about my VERY nice green crocs again, might as well talk more about why I chose to buy such a bright-coloured, attention-seeking pair of footwear. Attention-seeking is NEVER my intention when I bought them. I bought them because they are green and I LOVE green, and that's the only shade of green they had at the bazaar where I bought them. And I wanted to buy Crocs since December cos I think they are very comfortable, and indeed they are. So I do get a little annoyed when strangers stare at my crocs like I am wearing something alien. I donch like. Though I don't mind my friends laughing at them from time to time. We are all entitled our opinions. You can think they are a fashion disaster, but that's not going to stop me from liking them. hur hurrr

P/S: The RED service provider has not replied. It's almost a month I think. I am going to switch to the Green one once my contract with the RED one ends. Stupid Singtel. They don't value me at all. Wait till I become a taitai..TSK.

P/S: A very significant reader seems to be missing. I asked Mo if he kidnapped him for my VERY belated birthday present. He thought I was telling him a joke. TSK. Maybe he decided to live with the stray cats.. *Mini SIGH*

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THANK YOU SO MUCH~~!!!! I need it by next week~~

It was a week ago when something went wrong with my SMS. They stopped coming in for 2 days. And everything came in on Wednesday. During my lecture. SO I was quite disturbed cos I was waiting for some replies from my group mates and friends.

I sent a complaint to my service provider, the RED one. I don't think it is unreasonable to ask for at least an explanation for this. I mean, it really did caused me inconvenience. I was not sure if I had to do my interview at 3 or 4. If it was 4, I had to arrange my tuition and stuffs. And I was wondering if my friend got my present. Nor do I know where to meet my other groupmates for another discussion. So I was quite inconvenienced.

SO after waiting for like almost a week, I got a reply, saying:

Thank you for writing to us.

We have noted your concerns on the SMS service. For us to look into further, we would appreciate it if you could provide me with the following information:

1) senders' mobile phone number.
2) senders' mobile phone brand & model.
3) date(s) & time of the SMSes which were sent to you.
4) the location where the SMSes were being sent.
5) the full name & NRIC number of the registered subscriber of the mobile service 97553719.
6) recipient's mobile phone brand & model.

We look forward to hearing from you. Have a nice evening in the meantime.

I mean like, how am I supposed to know? And the first reaction was to read and delete those misc. messages in case more are coming in. And how to recall who sent you those messages a week ago if they were so misc.? So I only gave her those significant ones that I was waiting for answer.. But really lah, who would go and remember? TSK.

So, my evening was not very good. I don't like the reply.

But, I called up my email service provider *since I only use the email and I don't use the dial up plan anymore, also the red one* regarding my problem with sending emails via that mailbox. The response was prompt and I thought it was very efficient. They directed me to the Green ISP. So I went to the website to look for technical support. There was none. SO I went around looking for their number. Somehow, I was never a consumer of the Green service provider, despite loving their color. So JL clever-ly provided me with the number and I waited for like 10 minutes before talking to an operator. Since I knew where the problem was, everything was very fast. Well, I am not 'delighted' but at least I was 'satisfied'. hur hur.

I was puking what I had in the morning like nobody's business. It happened after my 4264 class before I went to see Ingrid my supervisor. And I wonder if it's the thought of talking about my ISM that made me puke. Then I realised, I experienced the same thing exactly one week ago. It must be 4264 that is repulsive.

I am bleeding soon. I should not bleed today cos' it's Feng's big day and I've got a dinner to attend, it should not be tomorrow cos' I've got to finish up the ethics presentation, it should not be Thursday cos' I will be presenting and it should not be Friday cos' I need to accompany my momma somewhere, I should not be Saturday cos' I got 2 tuitions, it should not be Sunday cos' I need to finalise my survey questions. In short, I should not be bleeding AT ALL.

Mosaic Music Festival 2006
Mr A-Z Jason Mraz

Tickets SOLD OUT already. Which is good in a way, since I can't fork out the cash to go anyway. What's with this people? Is 2006 a year for great artistes/bands to come to Singapore. NABEH. If I had known, I would've been more frugal last year so that I will have money to attend them ALL. HMMPH!

It's the time of the month again. I wonder how many pills it takes to work this month.. I hate having a womb. I should save up for a vasectomy. Really.

Lately, little things bother me. A LOT. And I can only conclude is the amount of stress I am facing now. I'm still pretty lost about next week's presentation. SHIT.

To start my day, I met a, can I say female. She was sitting at the bas stop waiting for the bus. Then she took out her compact*you know, the make up thing with a mirror*, then she adjusted her hair, blah blah blah. Then she took out something else. AN EYELASH CURLER. I don't know why, but I was sOoOOo disturbed by the sight that I had to share it with my friend, JL. It's nothing offensive or anything, but I was just very disturbed. And JL suggested that I pull the curler from her while she was curling it. hur hur. I think it must be the stress or that I've been deprived of sleep for too long. Or perhaps I don't think students should put on so much make up when going to school. Or maybe I am PMS-ing. But I am quite suprised that I am so disturbed by that sight. And I was hoping that she is not my school mate. Luckily she's not. She got off a stop after Ngee Ann *sniggers*.

Think I better sleep now. How boliao can my entry get?