A life TOO ordinary..

*yes, I finally woke up before my class starts*

Here are some photos loaded from my mobile which I took sometime ago. Since I love to show them off to friends when I meet them, I decided this can reach a larger audience.. hur hur... PROUDLY presenting..

MY vainpot.



my vainpot who can't really open her mouth because..



same pose,mouth open. wahaha



THE reason becomes quite apparent here..


silly monkey..



Boo!!



HUr hur hurr...that's the reason~

hur hur hurr... off to school now...ZZzzZZz

Met up with a close friend of mine from JI. For the sake of privacy, let's call her 'Susan' *Junling: wahahhahaha*. Anyway Susan is going through this quarter-life crisis where she's not sure where to go, what to do, yada yada yada. Who doesn't? I guess I am lucky cos' I can see my options rather clearly, at least for now. To do, or not to do. To work, or not to work. Simple things like that. I guess you can only consider lost when there's nothing ahead of you. She is dating two guys now, clubs every other day, smokes like there's no tomorrow.. I'm seriously quite worried for her. And she's got her parents to take care of.. A housing loan.. A part time degree course, a sucky job.. I think I should meet up with her more often...

Met up with THE couple aka Susan Angeline Reta(rded) and Garry TCS..we had jap food and the 'chao ji wu di pian yi' place at Clementi. We were discussing about places to go in June, including : Bangkok, Hongkong, Taiwan.. TCS was not very keen on the idea of HongKong or Bangkok cos he can foresee what's in stall for him*and the other guys* if we were to go there. muahahahhahhahahahha

One of Junling's post left me wondering how a 'perfect' friendship should be.. I always believed in absolute honesty and trust. But Coins thinks that sometimes the truth can be very hurtful. And I can't deny that. But I will rather my friends, or people I consider friends to be truthful with me about my flaws and querks rather than let me have my way and end up erring for the rest of my life and I believe that it's only fair that they receive the same treatment. Such utopian, noble definition perhaps can only work with me and my clone.. if there ever is one..

I told Coins about my current philosophy: Enjoy it while it lasts.. Something I derived during my holidays.. It does not take a rocket scientist to figure out the what that means, but to actually be able to live up to it, I guess will require quite a bit of effort. And I am trying.. As hard as I can to forget to worry about the uncertainties that's ahead of me.. The dangers I need to face, the agony I need to endure.. Perhaps it's a form a denial, I'll fully reflect the escapist in me.. But no, I won't care how you are going to look at me. Leave me alone and let me indulge.

It's going to be another busy week since there's a cook-in on Thursday and a chalet on Saturday. Lots of preparations and stuffs.. Got to shift my tuition away so as to accomodate the preparation. I like~~

I've missed yet another IF3880A lecture cos' I refused to lift my butt out of my bed at 7.00am and ended up snoozing till like 9? oh well..this is the third lecture already. UMMMM... Maybe I'm fated to withdraw from it afterall.. hur hur hur hurrr...

There are always many thoughts in my head when I am travelling from one place to another but it seems that times like this, I can never remember those thoughts.. so I decided to jot down some stuffs in my handphone. And here is one in CHINESE *I got A2 (twice) for my A levels OKAEEEE*:


我开始怀念我们不曾有过的甜蜜，
期待不会实现的美好将来。
我 正在追求不存在的幸福。

有一天，若你决定扰乱我这美丽的思绪，
至少可以庆幸还剩下一点回忆。

Don't let me fall, if you are not prepared to be there to catch me when I fall.

Talking about no one in particular.. so don't get too paranoid..

Some post that I wrote on paper when I didn't have access to computer..


What do you do when you've got no TV, no computer and the construction outside you window is too noisy for you to sleep or read your assigned readings?You can:

- Listen to the radio with you HP
- SMS your friends and hope they reply
- Think about what to cook for your friend who's going overseas and hopes NOT to come back
- Fret about your financial status
- Drink Cheng Tng
-Plan your timetable and hope you get your way *apparently NOT*
- Admire the fine job you done at your timetable
- Think of what to have for dinner
- Visualise the route to take to work so you won't end up at your old workplace
- Use HP to take bored photos of yourself and delete them so no one discovers them and laugh
or get a shock
- Make a list of things you need to bring from home or things you are going to make your
parents pay for your stay at the hostel
- Think about my vainpot and laugh at the silly things she did/said
- Appropriate the measly amount I get when I quit nightlife
- Curse myself for misplacing lappie's charger when I shifted home the other time
- Continuing to curse myself for not bringing the TV first
- Call momma to disturb her
- 'Envisage' the prospects of an honours degree, or rather, the lack of it
- Wonder why I didn't bother to pack up my room during the holis
- Amuse myself by packing and repacking the miserable amount of clothes I dumped into my
bag 5 minutes before my parents sent me back to hostel
- Roll in bed
- Write this so that I get to type out the boliao things I can come up with

GAH!

After 3 weeks of watching, observing, bidding and uh... scheming, my timetable's is actually finalised..yes, 3 weeks.. that's how long I take on the average to get my modules and negotiate tutorial slots and stuffs..5-day week, 6 modules.. could've been 4-day.. but one lecturer was smarter than others.. hur hurhurrrr...

Actually I am not too sure what I am doing to myself with 6 modules inclusive of a 4000-lvl.. maybe get grades so bad I don't qualify for Honours next semester? hur hur hurr... then again, I won't be passing with merit if I don't qualify for honours.. haiyos! oh well, just hope I can cope and don't got crazy... I still have about a week to think if I want to withdraw from any modules..

Coins paid me a visit on Wednesday to crash lecture.. and I brought her to our famous canteen to have dinner.. we talked quite abit about stuffs like relationships, friendships blah blah blah..

Very tired. I wana sleep again.. continue next time.. BLeh

14.05: My bro called me to ask if I will be home tonight. Turns out I forgot about momma's birthday.

hur hur hurrr... it's MY official start of a brand new semester *yeah yeah,I know school started a week ago, shut up you bugger!* anyway, I just attended IF4202 class, which I quite enjoyed 'cept for certain times I got lost in the abyss of theories and concepts and readings that don't seem English to me..

So that's a tough class..*it's 4000, waddya expect* hur hur hurrr... and I've got another 2 3000-level modules.. this is damn pathetic since I can't get any 2000 modules I bidded for... So now I am facing a dilemma.. whether to quit and focus on my school stuff.. and I can hear most of my readers telling me to quit my job.. it'd be an easier choice if no money is involved.. yes, that is a complicated issue, ain't it? without my job, I would be giving up an average of $100/week.. which means I have to give up shopping and buying CDs, eating, blah blah blah.. too much for me to handle and I will end up miserable, resulting in more visits to Dr. Kwek's office..but if I work, I willl be stressed up and busy, no social life and will still end up at Dr. Kwek's office.. wahahaha.. AND if I don't work, I won't have the money to travel in June.. and I should not keep hoping that momma will pay for my travel expenses.. I should not try to puch myluck further.. hur hur hurrrr...

so is there anyway to negotiate this?

I've worked out my timetable, taking away time in school, revising, tuition, work and home, I'm left with about 5 2/10hours each day to sleep.. hur hur hurr... I must be Astro-mama to survive this.. oh well..

I better find a rich man to marry me SOON...

BTW, passport's been found stuffed inside a document folder.. hur hurrrr... but now my lappie charger is missing... and I have got only 20% of battery left.. hur hur hurrr..

Better run for now.. Adieus!

Tag me if you have any good suggestions on what Ellie should do ok?

In the midst of unpacking and throwing away junk, I misplaced my passport. My precious passport that contains memories of lands I set foot on, countless adventures and not forgetting shopping escapades. Last seen at home like 2 days ago? Hope it did not drop into the bin and gotten thrown away with the rest of the junk.. For Chrissake, my passport is NOT junk.. And I so need it so that I can go back to KL during Chinese New Year. DAMN.. Hope momma kept it for me.. which is very unlikely... URGH... MY PASSPORT~~~

So if I were to apply for a new passport, I need to pay $70 + $50(replacement fee) and on top of that make a police report.. and I'm going to sound DAMN stupid. Imagine this:

Policeman Ah Chai: So, describe the day you lost your passport...
Stupid me: Uh.. actually I just got back from a trip and was unpacking my stuffs.. I left my
SOMEwhere and forgot where I left it.. I'm afraid I dumped it with some of my
rubbish and sent it down the chute. And I checked with my parents, they did not
detain my passport to prevent me from leaving the country *again*. uh.. I seriously
think I threw my passport away
Policeman Ah Chai: mmmmm... *biting his lips trying hard not to laugh at my stupidity*


OH WELL... Better collect my cheque so that I can repay WWS and then make a new passport so that I can go back to KL to collect AngBaos.. -_-

Side note:
CORS bidding is VERY bad.. I end up taking 2 3000-ICM modules and 1 4000.. DAMNIT.

Momma is pestering me to do honours.. hmm.. maybe I can negotiate for an extended stay at the hostel, a trip to Pennsylvania, more allowance, a car, yada yada yada...

I've been avoiding news at all cost cos' everything is so depressing.. Urgh, God save the world, please.

"You can be lonely even when you're loved by many people, since you're still not anybody's one and only."
-- The Diary of Anne Frank

How many times can I run away from my problems? only God will know.. and I'll just keep running..

My body is tired, I'm out of breath. Tough luck, I run into new problems while escaping again. When will this vicious cycle come to an end?
The quicksand's got me sucked into this bottomless pit.I need strength, some hope and perhaps a strong helping hand..

Pics of Buangsters AGM..


THE bored couple, or rather, famished couple


Notice 'something' by the side?


LoooOok at me~


Anti-social preeks


Ummm...wtf??!


Food's coming~


NEVER ask TCS to be your photographer.. and we NEVER learn.. DAMN


Damnit.. you are so going to dieeeee


Getting ready..


tadaaaaahhh~~


Me and JL~


Final Group Shot

Yep.. That's about all that's worth loading.. hur hur hurrrr...