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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

On his way back on SQ*** 

Much as we enjoy dissing the hell out of each other, WWS is indeed a very good friend of mine *and I hope it's mutual*. So after his one plus plus month stint here, he is back down under to pursue his first class honours and probably a babe as well. So all the best to you my friend, the
好人, '亲爱的', stranger, acquaintance, unworthy servant, and the non-exhaustive list of names we called each other over the past decade. See you in a years time, and if things go well, see you in 6 months time. Whatever it is.

Just got back from Chinese reuinion dinner from my GRam's place. SO noisy. Why can't everyone just eat in peace. TSK. don't understand. Wasup since 6 this morning because I wanted to tag along to collect..

Not to 拜拜 but to eat. hur hurrr.. it's... Yummylicious can.. crispy skin, tender and juicy meat. YUM~. Just that the head looks abit disturbing. But still. YUM. So happy Chinese New Year all readers, should you be in Singapore, UK, down under or the big US of A, blah blah blah.. Have a wonderful and propersous year ahead lah.. Anyway by afternoon, many places are having sale.. like 20% off for Angie's choice, cake shops selling 3 for $10. So next time, wait till the last minute yeah...


Very sleepy. And I can't understand why I feel so lethagic even after my afternoon nap. TSK. VERY old liao.

Just messaged Sue Li to go back to PD early before I bore myself to death. just realised I missed out many things. TSK. Should I bring my swimming costume? My readings? My books? TSK.

Anyway
新年快乐 万事如意

恭喜发财 万象更新
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Abused.. 

Yesterday's lunch was supposed to be joined by TCS and WWS but the former had a project consultation and the latter decided to 'unwelcome' me. So today, knowing that WWS will miss me terribly when he returns to Brisbane, I asked him out for lunch again, and ended up being physically, mentally and emotionally abused by him for the whole afternoon. *gah!*

Anyway lunch was at the Hawker Centre opposite Ginza cos' he drove and the chicken rice rocks! It's the same one we did the SCC review. And then WWS wanted to have a haircut, so we went to the hairdresser at Ginza, and spent like 2 hours there. The result? Well, catch him before he leaves on a jet plane on Saturday! Anyway I think it's not bad lah, makes him look fresher. But his Momma thinks otherwise. hur hur..

Then off we go to Queensway to get him some clothes, underwear, shorts, yada yada yada. No lah, in the end he only got a shirt. TSK. Waste my time... should buy more wat... Anyway since we were there, we went to buy the VERY nice 'Soon kuey'. YUmmylicious~ And for the first time, I drank Durian milkshake, so sweet I feel my throat hurting as I drink. But the fruit juice stall sells quite interesting stuffs, you guys should check it out~

There's a 20% sale at OP, so I asked him to drop me at Plaza so I could buy a couple of Tees for Sueli before she heads down under as well. I should have bought one for Chung also, think I will go again on Friday lah. Last school day of the week tomorrow. YAYEEEEE.

A few more days and I will be back in PD. I SO MISS MY OYSTER caaan!!! If Sueli would bring a pup back for me to play with. hur hur... I don't mind the hyperactive Whiskey, though Toddi is my favourite among the 3.

p/s: WWS asked what else he could do to improve himself, now that he's gotten his haircut. I was thinking quite hard, and I am not saying that he is perfect, but somehow I just couldn't pinpoint wat is wrong. Anyone?


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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

OhHhH shiet 

Had lunch with Mo, my BFSW, today and made a rather, uh.... incredible discovery. which till now, like I told JL, am still not sure if I should feel good about it or not. Anyway, to the person reading my blog, you MIGHT know who you are.. uh.. uh.. Happy New Year? So anyway, once again, I have totally proved how idiotic I am.. *And I mean no harm, even though I did try Google-earthing, hur hur*

Was in JB yesterday and boy, was the food good. And now we are 'fondly' known as Deviants, all thanks to Jason. So anyway, it was a fun and fruitful trip *for me*, though we were practically pennyless at the end of the day. Well, pictures with Zhao Hui, so hopefully I get to post them up next time.

It's the 3rd week already and I have yet to read any readings, follow up my ISM, do survey and interviews with kids, yada yada yada. I think my technophobia is coming back again.

OH and Happy birthday to Yen who turns 2* tomorrow.

p/s: I had the weirdest dream last night. I was happily in love with a prata man. *not the old man type lah.. a young prata man.* whahahahahaha
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Friday, January 13, 2006

吓死我了 


I could not sleep again last night and while lying on bed, I decided to take this out so that I will not forget on Saturday. ANd it was not in the bag where it is supposed to be. I panicked cos' there are 2 tickets inside and Hui will so kill me. Can you imagine someone at 1 am desperately looking for 2 concert tickets. Turns out the tickets dropped out of my bag and landed on the floor near my bed. THANK GOD. seriously if the tickets were lost, I won't have money to buy anymore.
吓死我了
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Back to school 

It never occurred to me this day will come so soon. And it did. And as a tradition since young, first day of school should start with new bag and new shoes. But because I was so NOT prepared, I was frantically searching for them last night. Actually not. I've got new bags and shoes stuffed in my closet. So I used the bag Choo and Yen gave me last birthday, the cornflakes box, and brought my new Adidas Team Brazil jacket and my old sandals cos I don't want to wear my new Birkis or new Adidas sneakers that I bought *mumbles* 2 years ago.. So a brand new start for a brand new sem. The lecture today was quite interesting. The lecturer is a very nice lady who prints almost everything for us and the class was really enjoyable.

Since it's a brand new start, I went to buy new stationeries like pen, glue, liquid paper, clips, highlighters. And hey, look what I've found!


So cute right the paper clips. Cannot resist.
And then I bought some painting stuffs for my cousins so that they have something constructive to do during new year. hur hur. SO fun, if only we had that when we were young-er.





ANd then, I bought pens for a friend. I was smiling when I saw the pens, kind of funny to see your friend's name on the pen, and it's not as if he's named Pental or Pilot.

Anyway the pens were sold in packets of 10 I think. I bought 2 packets, black and blue. hur hur. Enough for him to use for the coming school term. Pens in Australia also not cheap I think.

And as I was saying, the sweeeet strawberries from Korea. Bought them already. and here's how they look like:



VERY pretty right. And they are downright sweet. Worth every cent you paid for, ever the leaves are sweet. *NO la, just kidding. I Never eat the leaves hor* But anyway it's $12/box, can be found at Commonwealth market fruits stall. hur hur.


Going for tuition la. ZZZzZZZZ
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Things I missed 

I was supposed to be out with the TS girls but Fangjing and Lifeng couldn't make it so we postpone to a later date. Which I understand because things crop up, just as I wish people would understand that I did not choose to get sick and bail out ever so often. So anyway, this is the 2nd postpone with the girls so maybe the next time we meet will be like, after graduation. hur hur.
Then the supper trip. To bad, Grey Anatomy's started and Geylang is too crowded place to go on a public holi's eve. hur hur.

I am talking to Colin over the MSN and boy, talking to 'old' friends can really bring back memories. The topic of Sun Yanzi's concert made me search for my old ticket stubs and I really missed going to performances. Not those crass concerts but 'cultured' plays that we were coerced encouraged to attend. Those debates why the age limit for R(A) is 18 while film is 21. Those anticipation, those discussions. VERY fun. I missed those days before I started selling pieces of my worthless soul to my ex boss and become a dark, angry bitch. Which I am still, at this very moment. Which is why I can't stand every single thing. I hate it when people don't make an effort to be on time *I am not always punctual but I try VERY hard to be on time*, I hate it when people take things for granted AT THE FUCKING EXPENSE OF MY effort/money/happines/time/whateverrr. I am no fucking slave and I don't owe you anything. FUCK YOU. I have people who push and shove, I hate it when people enter the train without letting even the first person by the door to exit. I hate people who try to stand/walk in front of me, I hate people who talks to loudly, smells very badly, walks too slowly. I hate it when people think they are all-knowing, I hate those who ask too many questions, act too smart, assume too much. I hate it when people are manipulative, self-centred, hypocrtical. I hate it when people try too hard to imitate and pretend to be who they are not. I hate ignorant people, imbeciles who I wish would think more and speak less *and softer*. I hate it when people have no self-control, no self-discipline and act like kids. And I hate it when I realise that I am not perfect and as much as I hate them, such flaws do exist in me. I hate it that everything gets on my nerves and I hate it when I have no control over so many things.

OH, I was suppose to talk about things I missed. I missed my old self. And I missed shopping like there's no tomorrow. I missed Buangsters holiday trips. I missed my 1st three months at YJ. I missed my secondary school where I get to scream at 100 over people. I missed being rebellious and not have a care in the world. I missed not having to take medicine everyday. I missed not having constipation and eat alll the chilli in the world I want. I missed not getting sick ever so often. I missed the Nasi Padang the old Nenek used to sell at Hillview Market. I missed the chicken rice with Duck blood and nice Ah Char the old couple used to sell at Blk 17. I missed the beef tripe satay in KL, I missed my Grandpas, I missed the times when we were younger and would run around the house with my cousins. I missed the smelly pig farm. I missed the huge orchid farm. Sometimes, I missed being ignorant. I missed being able to overlook ignorance. I missed not having to worry about papers, deadlines and Cap scores. I missed 724. I missed the pantry, the toilet, the neighbours. I missed waiting for the bus in the morning opposite KFH. I missed walking back from class.

OH WELL. That is a long list of whines.

Time for bed. Breakfast tomrorow at Commonwealth market so that I can buy Korean strawberries. SWEEEEEET.




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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Last hour of school holiday. 

I was brushing my teeth getting ready to sleep and suddenly it dawned on me that....
SCHOOL IS STARTING OFFICIALLY IN 15 MINUTES OR SO. At that moment, I was wondering if I made a mistake, could it have been next week instead. BUT NO, it's tomorrow and I have one week to complete my ISM proposal, find a supervisor and submit it. KNN. And seems like all lecturers are pretty occupied. NABEH.NOOoOoO!!!!
And funny thing is, despite having a one month break, my classmates decide to go JB in the 2nd week of the sem. Talk about time management. hur hurr.. Maybe smart people think differently.

Someone sent me a ritish link on Korean and Malaysia cars. And the way the presented, these cars are worse off than scrape metal. WE ARE ALL DRIVING CRAP CARS!!! Ok, not we, I mean many people. TSK. Well, in case you are interested, here's the link:
Best cars
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Fucking cramp 

It did not come yesterday but arrived this morning and I fucking couldn't sleep for 4 hours. Which is ok if I didn't sleep at 3am this morning. So this is like so tormenting and I am so going to remove my womb. *funds anyone?*

Speaking of yesterday, we had a rather fun time having steamboat at Coin's house and the food was so much more than enough to feed another army. But then again, if the guys attempted to eat more, we wouldn't have so much food left. OH WELL.

I got a new Adidas Brazil team jacket from everyone and it is really pretty. No, I am no Brazil fan, just that it's got green on it. hur hur. Thanks all! Could've saved you all some money if I had told u all about the Crocs sandals. OH WELL.
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Thursday, January 05, 2006

HUR HUR HUR 

This is a week full of decisions. To do ISM(Independent Study Module), and attend SUN YANZI's concert with HUI. hur hur hur.. Ok, that's not a lot of decisions, but I'm going to that concert!! And tomorrow I will be buying Tix for Corrine May's concert. I MUST BE MAD.

ANyway, I am finally bleeding after anticipating it for a week. Nabeh, it's not fun cramping for 1 week lo..

ANyway, Steamboat on Saturday at Coin's house, looking forward.

Anyway, Major cramp on the way, shall blog next time.

*yawns*

sidenote:
I think Singaporeans are too quick to jump at anything and everything. I was reading this viewer's comments about this bodyart model featured on Superhost last week. I mean, nudity does not equate obscenity right? I mean, if you are gracious about it, explain it to the kids, quite ok right. By writing that letter, I think it's just showing how ignorant you are lo. Tsk. Don't know lah, just my humblest opinion. I mean, every small thing you complain, how do we progress?

And then there is the taxi driver who compared the cost of taxis in various cities like HongKong, London, Taiwan, Tokyo, New York and some nice cities la. No doubt Singapore is considered the cheapest among them, but he should bear in mind the cost of living is relatively different what. EVERYTHING is expensive in London, and Tokyo, so compare like that not fair right? Then why don't you compare with like Malaysia and Thailand and China? hur hur. And he is using it to defend BAD service attitude, not right, right? True the fares and some stuffs are controlled by Taxi operators but cannot push the blame to everyone else right. Bad service is bad service, no excuse one. ANd Taxi operators also never ask you to anyhow stop, block roads and prevent buses and cars from moving right? They also never ask you to anyhow drive and treat the road like your Grandpapa's one right? I know not all Taxi drivers are like that lah.. There are very nice uncles also one. hur hur.

And the spraying cans. Those foreign workers. TSK TSK. Why lydat. It's X'mas/New Year mah... why must make people unhappy and then tarnish your own reputation. Now people will think all foreign workers are molesters when most of them are here to earn a honest living. TSK.
Sometimes I think maybe the girls dressing is too suggestive. But then it's the body and we are relatively free country, we should dress in what we want and still be safe right? I mean what's the point of buying beautiful clothes and not able to wear them? SO, it must be the designers' fault to design such skimpy clothes. WE SHOULD BAN ALL SKIMPY CLOTHES. With regards to this, I am not saying the girls deserve it lah. I mean, surely the decently-dressed girls also kena. TSK. this is not very good. Those people should be locked up and shipped back to where they came from so that everyone can celebrate in peace.

oh well. VERY sleepy, pardon me for being incoherent. And turns out my side note is longer that my blog post. hur hur hur
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Sunday, January 01, 2006

The year that came and went.. 

Like everyone says, after you turn 20, each year will pass faster than the previous one. And it's only the third one and I'm feeling as if being thrown off the ride. Fast, too fast. Exactly one year ago, it's my last day of work at RR, all excited about Brisbane and Gold Coast. One year later, here I am typing the first entry of a new year, grounded at home due to some rather, 'personal' reasons. hur hur.

It seems, each day of this year simply crept in too fast for me to even think about how to react to it. Birthdays came and went, I remembered some, forgot many many. My own birthday came and went, so did X'mas and New Year's eve. And these days are no longer that anticipated as I would in the past. I guess age is really catching up. hur hur. Or maybe I've been so occupied with work for the past few years that I forgot how to celebrate these ocassions. Maybe I need time to orientate myself or something. hur hur.

It's been a long time since we had a X'mas tree at home. It must have been decades since we've got that X'mas tree beside the TV with LOADS of presents for me and my brother. How nice.. I still remember how fun it is to decorate the tree, despite the fact that we use the same decorations year after year, and how I dread removing the decorations and keeping the tree *not to much of festive mood, just too lazy to clear la*. SO anyway, I miss those X'mas-es.

Birthdays are no longer as exciting as it used to. Why should it be? Afterall, it merely marks the day you were born and how little you have achieved as a human over these years. No, no, morbid. Well, I don't know, I am not looking forward to presents and cakes and celebrations, I guess maybe I am on my way to attaining enlightenment. hur hur hurr.

So anyway, since it's a brand new day to a brand new year, I shall make some resolutions. And anyway since hardly anyone keeps them, you should not confront me with the following list if I should do something that contradicts the list. hur hur

1. Be more healthy
2. Love myself more
3. Study HARDER
4. Spread more love
5. Be nicer to people
6. Spend less
7. Drive again
8. Gossip less
9. Do more charity
10. Be more helpful
11. Travel more
12. Be more positive
13. Be more grateful
14. Visit my Grandmothers more
15. Be more self-disciplined

K lah. Guess that is all lah... not like I will remember this like 2 days later. hur hur hurrr

Oh anyway, I met up with CHoo, Jas and Yen yesterday at Ma Maison at Bugis. The food was not bad, and I think the price is pretty reasonable. I got my Birks from Jas and was telling them about my intention of getting Crocs. They don't seem to like the idea. hur hur.


Choo Me Yen


Me and Jas with the key


THE key..

Ok lah, that was how I spent the eve of New Year's eve. hur hur. And we spent about 45 minutes queueing up lo..
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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