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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Busy, busy week 

Hello my 5 faithful readers! It's almost midnight, and as you stalkers might notice, it's wayeeeeeeeee past my very important bedtime. You see, it's been eventful week so far rushing silly data (which simply translates to brainless data entry, really) for The Big Boss. And now I am rushing for my own life-changing project which I only have till Friday to complete, which is why I am still here in the middle of the night, when I should be sleeping and dreaming (about work lately. shiet)

Anyway, while setting up some stuffs so that I can proceed to work on my life-changing project (damn I hate this), I've decided to share with you what I did this evening. I've attended a local musical and it's gooooood! Snow White is a pandomine(is it spelt like that??) produced by Wild Rice theatre starring S'bastian Tan, Dwayne Tan and Elena Wang.

Snow White, as the name suggests is about the evil and vain godmother and the nice, sweet Snow White, and the himbo prince. hur hur. But one should never walk out of theatre thinking it's another fairy tale, shouldn't he (or her, if you insist)? So anyway, besides the usual satirical stuffs that's written to tire your brain by making it work, there's this cheesy allegoric stuff about loving yourself and tolerance. Anyway, it's all in all a very entertaining production and kudos to the production for their hardwork! I'm sure the cross dressers had a hard time with their heels. So go watch it if you've got time!

Oh anyway I was supposed to share with you about the great busy week of mine. Pobably as a reward for my kindness and sweetness, I've got movies dates tomorrow and Friday (free tickets, yayeeee!)! Wooot! And it's the LEE guitars concert on Sunday! Cheer Chen and Tanya Chua and Zhang Zhen Yue you know! Go get the tickets if you haven't got yours!





对于失去的,我不想钻牛角尖。我想既然开心是一天,不开心也是一天,我又何必逼自己承担你犯下的错。你想怎样就怎样吧,我尽量不去想太多。让我再次衷心的祝福你。。
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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Happiness is.. 

Sitting around with a group of people whom you love and loves you, simply enjoying the conversation.. I never knew I missed them so much until today! Anyway, we will be meeting up again next week for Lee Guitars concert! A typical catching up session will include conversations like this:

Ellie: Wah! So cheap hor the thumbdrive ($9.90 for 1GB)
*everyone agrees in unison, mumble mumble*
Donut: Yah and the storage gets bigger, they even have 500GB one!
Donut leads Coins to see the 500GB thumbdrive while Ellie turns around and whispers to Unbimbo
Ellie: If she's going to show me an external disk, I am going to whack her lo..
Just as Ellie finishes her sentence, we hear Coins asking ingenuously
Coins: Isn't that an external hard disk?

It amazes me how we can read minds so well...

In other news, I bought The Best of Radiohead CD today!*you can start placing your orders if you are interested* Actually I was torn between
Manic Street Preachers and Radiohead when I was at the CD store. Both I bought their albums and got robbed along the way (anyway I managed to rob Greenday's Kerplunk CD and Korn's Life Is Peachy). *Anyway, whoever got my Ok Computer or Know Your Enemy album, if you are no longer listening to them, please recycle by returning them to me.thankyouvermuch.*

As I was saying, I decided to get Radiohead ultimately because it's 2CDs for the price of once. hur hur. After I have decided on Radiohead and taking a last look at MSP's album, I overhead the 3 of them discussing about another greatest hits that got me into another dilemma. 南拳妈妈's 金选集!Of cos' it took another round of debate before Radiohead ultimately triumph over 南拳妈妈. So much for my mini life-changing decision at the CD store.

I'm done with the book
State of the Union and moved on to Fforde's book! *I'm glad I can still remember the characters afetr such a long hiatus!* Anyway, State of the Union, in my humblest opinion, is quite a good read. It talks about family, about friends, about love, about marriage, about boredom, about fidelity (or infidelity), about religion, about politics, about money, justice, and there's suspense blah blah..No wonder it's so thick (598 pages)! Yup, I thoroughly enjoyed it thought I could not wait to read till the ending so I cheated by flipping to the end. hur hur. All in all, I think I enjoyed my 2nd Douglas Kennedy book and will prolly be reading a 3rd one soon.

I shall conclude my entry and a very joyful day with my favourite song from Mayday, a little tribute to my chummies who have this amazing power to make me forget the things I hate to remember..






I decided to include I love you 無望 as well, though 志明与春娇 definitely wins hands down. And you will notice that I've used concert clips for both mainly because I think they look pretty dorky in 志明与春娇 MTV. Hur hur. Anyway I hope they will sing 志明与春娇 at the concert, which I think is hardly possible. Now stop screaming already!
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Thursday, November 20, 2008

We all have our imaginery monsters to grapple with... 

Our self-imposed sentence to live with, our self-constructed dungeons we shut ourselves in...

Little setbacks are excuses we make for ourselves to seek solace away from our self-created melodrama, by shutting out everything around us, including people who means the most to us. And sometimes, we return a different person, not knowing if we could be the same person we once were anymore.


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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

The 'alone-time' day 




I had to have my eyes dilated at Clinic 1A yesterday and I decided to skip work and have some time alone. Not like I did not have 'alone-time' in China or Hong Kong, but I thought I just needed more 'alone-times' to figure out if I need to find alternative sources of prozacs or not.
So anyway, I went Christmas shopping yesterday only to find that Taka has not started giving away the paper bags and wrappers my Donut designed. I was actually quite looking forward to seeing it. I didn't get anything in the end cos' I figured it's still early and that I have done some shopping in Hong Kong already. So most of the time, I was Christmas window shopping for myself. I shortlisted a 'Joker- Why so serious' jacket/sweaterwhich I so totally don't need and the color-ash does not look good on me(but it is so freaking cool), a Calvin Klein bag-though I can't decide which size I should get and a Longchamp. Decisions, decisions. Then I thought maybe I should put them on hold and finally get a Kate Spade which I have been lusting for since last century. Damn I hate consumerism.

In other news, Jasper Fforde's new book is out in the library and I managed to grab it before anyone else does. Woot! Anyway, I am not starting it yet as I am reading another book by Douglas Kennedy, an author I discovered some time ago. I'll keep Fforde's book for later. I hope my anticipation is worth it. Hur hur. And also in other other news, I think Pink's got a new album. I particularly love it when artistes have an album after a bad relationship. Imagine the angst, the sorrow, the bitterness! *whistles*


In other other news, work is piling out and I have completed 7/140 forms, which makes that 5%. I have 10 days to complete the rest of the 95%. I suspect more will come. Manpower allocation 3-4 months ahead isn't fun either. You never know what wil happen then. Not too stressful (yet) but it gets frustrating when you work for people who have either too much on their minds to remember their own words or only have shit in the brain. Either way, their ears are blocked . So you can only hope their eyes can see the right things.

Bah.Even I am sick of my own complaints. *I am becoming a whiner myself! WTF?!* Got to stop before I become the annoying prick in the arse I so despise.

Chak!

Me and my Wanton mee during one of those 'alone-times' at Tsim Sha Tsui . I think this is getting depressing. I think I need a good holiday (again). Take me awayyyyyy!!!

In other, other, other news, anyone going/ wants to go on the 25th?


Decisions, decisions...


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Sunday, November 16, 2008

Today is your birthday... 


I don't even know what music you liked, if you dig Bjork like I used to.. I guess that's cos' our conversations always revolved around relationships and all that rebellious stuffs we did.. It's been years since we last talked. I missed you.. I saw you a couple of times at the mall and on the bus.. I couldn't bring myself to say hello. I couldn't think of anything besides hello. I missed you.. I really do.

One sad thing about growing up is that we don't always get to keep our friends. When you left for Perth, I knew things will no longer be the way they were. The walks in the rain, the lunches at my place, the calls from your parents. I can still remember your crushes, I hope you don't remember mine. I try not to dwell on the past. Cos' it always ended up remembering how we drifted.But today, I remembered your birthday.

Perhaps we were just to preoccupied with our own lives.. Perhaps I should have tried harder.. Perhaps it's just growing up. So anyway, my very dear friend, if you ever chance upon this.. I hope you had a wonderful time. I supposed you are partying the night a way like you used to. Perhaps you have grown out of it too. Whatever it is, Happy Birthday my only Chindian friend!


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Sunday, November 02, 2008

大娘回来了! 


It's back to reality once again. I am so broken...

One of my favouritest song right now:


Anyway I think Britney Spears (I shall no longer call her Shitney Spears) is making a pretty decent comeback!


I think I am in love! Time to hit the CD store~
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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