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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Voyage to the end of the room 

I've read a book some time ago and though there's not much plot to the story *in my humble opinion*, I find this book rather entertaining. And some parts of the book I find so well-written that I want to keep them here on my blog so that I can read them over and over and over again.

I think the paragraph describes rather aptly how we feel sometimes, or maybe most of the times...
Is the loss of the feeling that everything will be all right simply an indication that you've finally grown up or that you are not right in the head? I don't dream anymore. Or I do, but not with any conviction. It's like watching a football match when you don't support either team and you don't know any of the players and you don't have any interest in the sport: it passes the time, but you don't care.

And too many times, we try to erase the unhappy pasts that actually make up a huge part of who we are today...
Why is erasing desire seen as so important? If the subjugation of the self is the point of the self what's the point in having a self? It's like someone handing you a leaflet which says throw this leaflet away.

And while friends come and go, there will always be a group of people who will always be on your mind, no matter how far away we are from each other...
Yet nothing is more pleasing than to see someone whom you are pleased to see and who is pleased to see you; nothing more touching than someone whom you want to keep in touch with keeping in touch with you.

An awesome take on the choices we have in life...
You may not like the things you're choosing between, the options might both be so horrific that you don't feel it counts as a choice, but you always have a choice. You always have a choice. Always. It's like when you wake up in the morning and you're unemployed; you can get up, wash, shave and trudge around all day being humiliated by arseholes, or you can have a wank and go back to sleep.

Yep, so if you interested, do check out the book, Voyage to the end of the room by Tibor Fischer. Don't blame me if you find the book boring or whatsoever. Your choice.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

GAH!! 



Life's been so miserably busy after Chinese New Year that I barely got time to let out a nice warm fart. Ok, I am exagerrating. But yah, everyday I see forms, forms and more forms from jokers, jokers and more jokers. Gawd and it's not the full swing yet.. When will August be arriving?




Well, a few things happened lately (no I did not find a rich old dying man to marry me). The new car was involved in a car accident along the NS-hi-way in Malaysia when we were on our way back from PD. We were stuck at a garage for over 8 hours before we could make our way back to Singapore, at a hefty price. It was super KNN I tell you, and the orh ceh (bruise) on my shin has not recovered since that super sway day.




Yep, that's the front. Before you assume that it's nothing very serious, perhaps you would like to look at our almost non-existent boot. (and I am eternally grateful to the boot that sacrificed just so that I can remain un-squashed.)



yep, the car behind was so fast that it crashed straight into our boot. And it actually took the new car quite a bit of effort to detach itself from the car behind. And a piece of the Nissan's bumper was stuck to new car.

See the 'kim-moh' on the left? This is the super KNN man who quoted us a price and then conned us to a super ulu garage and then get his partner-in-crime *literally* to charge us a price 3 times the quoted amount. And he didn't dare to come back and verify. Nabeh. I hope all his 'kim-moh' and ugly teeth will fall off. stupid arsehole. Or may the money you make be conned by some cheap prostitutes who will use your money to pamper her loverboy.



Yep that was the smelly garage that I was stuck for over 8 hours. By the time we left, the stuck was dark and it was pitch black already. I hope the smelly garage collapses. Nabeh.

Yep apart for that unfortunate event (which saved me from having to drive back from Tuas which they always do every year, but actually I think I rather drive back from Tuas than to be stuck at the smelly garage), New Year was good. I got my DS Lite as a gift from Silly. I have yet to buy new games though. Like 2 days after New Year, I flew down to Medan for work. The food was good and the people were 'generally' nice ('cept for the few who tried to con my money, NABEH).

Haiyah, I will post up pictures of my 'SO-CUuuUUuUuTe' Daniel and the fire works at our backyard and Medan food and streets when I am more free la. Meanwhile allow me to excuse myself to go let out a nice warm fart while I still have the time.



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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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