Friday, September 30, 2005
Wasted
It's another wasted day at home.. doing ALMOST nothing AGAIn.
I was bent on going back to school to do my readings and research and stuffs but remembering the fact that I drove the girl sitting beside me away in the library with my coughs and stuffs, I thought I should really spare the people the agony *no kidding* and decided to stay home. And So as usual the day was wasted. NABEH.
Yesterday I went to YIH to see a doctor. And it took only 15 mins. Registering, waiting, see doctor, collect medicine. All in 15 mins. Can you believe that? So, if you want to see a doctor FAST, go at around slightly before 12. I guess that's when they can't wait to go for lunch so everything is chop chop. hur hur..
I thought I lost my bus pass yesterday. Turned out it was hidding in some obscure corner oh Hee-goer. I saw another gurl carrying a Hee-goer and was thoroughly disguested. She is a nerd caan.
The blardy cough is not getting any better. I should start considering to remove my lungs. My ear drum is hurting again. This time is the left's turn.
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I was bent on going back to school to do my readings and research and stuffs but remembering the fact that I drove the girl sitting beside me away in the library with my coughs and stuffs, I thought I should really spare the people the agony *no kidding* and decided to stay home. And So as usual the day was wasted. NABEH.
Yesterday I went to YIH to see a doctor. And it took only 15 mins. Registering, waiting, see doctor, collect medicine. All in 15 mins. Can you believe that? So, if you want to see a doctor FAST, go at around slightly before 12. I guess that's when they can't wait to go for lunch so everything is chop chop. hur hur..
I thought I lost my bus pass yesterday. Turned out it was hidding in some obscure corner oh Hee-goer. I saw another gurl carrying a Hee-goer and was thoroughly disguested. She is a nerd caan.
The blardy cough is not getting any better. I should start considering to remove my lungs. My ear drum is hurting again. This time is the left's turn.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
*cough* *cough* *cough*
I used up 4 packets of tissue paper over a 3 hour lesson. I hate to kill so many trees.
Today I had to cancel my tuitions cos' I was really sick after class. My momma thinks I must have been jinxed. Personally I think it's school. hur hur..
I must thank Biling today for helping me disseminate my surveys and I managed to compile it and sent it out this evening.
Somehow, I think I was quite blessed today. I mean since I am sick and yet I was able to complete my surveys and post a post on the forum for the class tomorrow. So Thank God.
Have you ever blown your nose so many times that your ear drums hurt? OH my.. I hate situations like this. NABEH.
I am contemplating whether to get an MC tomorrow. I must be strong.
What the hell is wrong with me? *I never tell racist jokes anymore what*
Oh I had Linguine today from BP Plaza, it's called Pasta in a cup. Quite nice, check it out if you can!
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Today I had to cancel my tuitions cos' I was really sick after class. My momma thinks I must have been jinxed. Personally I think it's school. hur hur..
I must thank Biling today for helping me disseminate my surveys and I managed to compile it and sent it out this evening.
Somehow, I think I was quite blessed today. I mean since I am sick and yet I was able to complete my surveys and post a post on the forum for the class tomorrow. So Thank God.
Have you ever blown your nose so many times that your ear drums hurt? OH my.. I hate situations like this. NABEH.
I am contemplating whether to get an MC tomorrow. I must be strong.
What the hell is wrong with me? *I never tell racist jokes anymore what*
Oh I had Linguine today from BP Plaza, it's called Pasta in a cup. Quite nice, check it out if you can!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
*coughs*
The one thing I hate taking is cough syrup. Which is why my coughs usually take f.or.e.v.e.r to recover. Unless VERY necessary, I tend to resist cough syrup at any cost. So anyway, I shall force the Woods syrup down my throat before I go to bed tonight, so that I get to sleep peacefully, at least.
It's another wasted week and I have yet to write my 20-page paper. I AM SO GOING TO DIE. And I can't find statistics to TV ratings. HOW???
I should be spending Christmas this year with Mickey and Minnie and Donald and Daisy and Chip and Dale and Pooh and Tigger and of cos' Sarah and Daniel in HongKong this year. I better not die before then. HUR HUR.
I hate it when I'm sick.
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It's another wasted week and I have yet to write my 20-page paper. I AM SO GOING TO DIE. And I can't find statistics to TV ratings. HOW???
I should be spending Christmas this year with Mickey and Minnie and Donald and Daisy and Chip and Dale and Pooh and Tigger and of cos' Sarah and Daniel in HongKong this year. I better not die before then. HUR HUR.
I hate it when I'm sick.
Thou shall not forgive
My brother finished up my pint of Ben and Jerry's ice cream, in his room with his girlfriend. FUCK. I only had 2 scoops since I am sick AGAIN. And this is not the first time he did that. AND he never replenish as he said he would. FUCK.
Speaking of which, I am sick again. It's so weird that the harder we try to prevent things from happening, the more likely it is to come FAST. I gave swimming with the buangsters on Wednesday a miss and ended up sick ANYWAY on Thursday, and the rest of the weekend... which is like now. And my skin is stinging AGAIN. FUCK.
There were somethings that I was preventing for 6 long years. It happened anyway. And somehow, it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy when I think back.OH WELL. whatever, it happened anyway.
Watched a pretty nice Hongkie movie on TV, Juliet in Love..A little morbid, but I enjoyed it thoroughly. Since I can't have supper with Buangsters Supper Club as a result of rising temperature, the movie came as a nice consolation. AND THEN my brother had to bring out the empty pint. FUCK.
At that right moment, she was there and you needed someone to be there. And I, was soaring and pretending I didn't care..
p/s: there was a wedding dinner UNDER MY BLOCK and the suckling pig smelt.. HEAVENLY. Nabeh, anyone getting married soon? Like.. tomorrow??
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Speaking of which, I am sick again. It's so weird that the harder we try to prevent things from happening, the more likely it is to come FAST. I gave swimming with the buangsters on Wednesday a miss and ended up sick ANYWAY on Thursday, and the rest of the weekend... which is like now. And my skin is stinging AGAIN. FUCK.
There were somethings that I was preventing for 6 long years. It happened anyway. And somehow, it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy when I think back.OH WELL. whatever, it happened anyway.
Watched a pretty nice Hongkie movie on TV, Juliet in Love..A little morbid, but I enjoyed it thoroughly. Since I can't have supper with Buangsters Supper Club as a result of rising temperature, the movie came as a nice consolation. AND THEN my brother had to bring out the empty pint. FUCK.
At that right moment, she was there and you needed someone to be there. And I, was soaring and pretending I didn't care..
p/s: there was a wedding dinner UNDER MY BLOCK and the suckling pig smelt.. HEAVENLY. Nabeh, anyone getting married soon? Like.. tomorrow??
Saturday, September 17, 2005
YAYEEE
before I get started, I should meet VERY less often with my happy gurl-friends, Coins and Biling cos at the rate we're eating when we meet, no amount of tummy trim or extrim or Xando sliming pills/coffee/whatever is going to save us..
ANyway we met up today so that I can go and get this:
Initially I wanted this:
But when we got there, the only thing that is nice about the bag is the color. *the real thing is in a brighter shade of green by the way*
And I then was so attracted by this:
again, the color is much brighter in real life..
So after much deliberation, I got this:
Hee-goer, because we figured this is the right size for me.
So anyway I am SO FUCKING broke. Don't bother asking me out.
After my shopping spree, we headed for the best satay in the west at Clementi. And we had Indian rojak, Hokkien Mee, Chicken chop as well. *which is why I so desperately need Tummytrim pills*
Very full. I think I am going to get nightmare tonight.
Oh I love my Crumpler.
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ANyway we met up today so that I can go and get this:
Initially I wanted this:
But when we got there, the only thing that is nice about the bag is the color. *the real thing is in a brighter shade of green by the way*
And I then was so attracted by this:
again, the color is much brighter in real life..
So after much deliberation, I got this:
Hee-goer, because we figured this is the right size for me.
So anyway I am SO FUCKING broke. Don't bother asking me out.
After my shopping spree, we headed for the best satay in the west at Clementi. And we had Indian rojak, Hokkien Mee, Chicken chop as well. *which is why I so desperately need Tummytrim pills*
Very full. I think I am going to get nightmare tonight.
Oh I love my Crumpler.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
it's 2 am and I'm suffering from Insomnia.
TA MA DE. I got tuition at 10am tomorrow lo. And I am going for breakfast with my parents before that caan.
Been pretty busy lately with projects, presentations, readings, readings and MORE readings. I only got one pair of eyes caan.
Recovering pretty well, though WBC did drop to a low of 1.7 initially. ANyway I am a survivor.
Nothing much to blog about at the moment about my oh-so-happening life. I hope to be able to swim again. SOON.
I wonder if it's because I'm getting old and had seen too much of the dark, evil world out there that I got very wary of going out at night. I mean, my paranoia is justified right, with all the murders and stuffs this day. But ain't we suppose to be a VERY safe country? VERY scary.. But then again, I always believe that it will happen if it's meant to be.
It's so weird that I learnt about the decapitated body found outside Orchard MRT station from WWS, who is in Brisbane now. Apparently, he learnt the news from another schoolmate, Hongen.
What is happening to our society this day? Is everyone too stressed up and the only viable solution is to either: end their own lives; or end it for others. Sick isn't it? I don't know what's on their minds, but when things go wrong for me, I think about my nice family and I know, I must not hurt myself so as not to hurt them. Maybe some people do things on the spur of the moment, but not everytime we can act impulsively one ok.. We do have our own social obligations to fulfill, "it's my life", that's just an urban legend. So to those thick-headed people still living in their own world, WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LO...
Was reading XX's blog the other day about her trip to KL. To a certain extent, I do agree with her. But I simply think she is too culturally-arrogant. I mean you can never assume the culture of a place and then simply expect to be accepted in the foreign culture right? She was talking about my favourite Petaling Street and the kind of shiet she got. OK, perhaps because she was talking about MY FAVOURITE place in KL, that's why I feel so defensive. Come on lah, Petaling Street is not like the sanitized Chinatown you find in Singapore lo. How can she dress like that and expect to be treated with decency? Haiya, some people simply don't know how to adapt themselves to different cultures. And how can she ask her readers to defend her, as if waging a war like that? That is really immature lo... Anyway, even Ronald McDonalds knows how to adapt to different cultures can.. See this:
Sawadee
On the other side of the globe, Relief efforts are still going on for Hurricane Katrina. It's so ironic, no matter how strong you are economically or 'physically', you can never go against the laws of nature. I hope things will get better quickly so that people can go back to their normal lives, which I think will be very difficult. I thank God for keeping my life so blessed.
I had been craving for Satay since like.. after the time I had Satay at Clementi with Choo. Hur hur. That was last semester. And talking about food, I think I am hungry again. Ta Ma De.
Tonight, *and hopefully I will remember as well on all other nights* I pray that God will show mercy on the world *Mo, don't laugh*. Let the world be a better place to live in and everyone can live happily and peacefully. Capitalism and consumerism is evil. *I am not subversive, please don't spy on me* Amen.
Ok, I must be tired, but I am not joking about the prayer ok.. Though I didn't do a good version I know.
Oh well.. it's 3 am now and I am more or les done with my mindless verbose. I'm going Sheng Shiong for 'supermarketing' with my parents tomorrow. I am so going to buy Chips Ahoy!, Oreos, more Chocolates, potato chips, kiam serng ti*sour plums, etc*. Food, JUNK food.
Daily nonsense *I realised that I've stopped doing this for a long time*:
I would have been the happiest girl on earth if I haven't met you.
She calls out to the man on the street
"Sir, can you help me?It's cold and I've nowhere to sleep,
Is there somewhere you can tell me?"
He walks on, doesn't look back
He pretends he can't hear her
Starts to whistle as he crosses the street
She's embarrassed to be there
Oh, think twice,
'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh, think twice, 'cause it's another day for you,You and me in paradise
She calls out to the man on the street
He can see she's been crying
She's got blisters on the soles of her feet
She can't walk but she's trying
Oh, think twice,'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh, think twice, it's just another day for you,You and me in paradise(Just think about it)
Oh lord, is there nothing more anybody can do
Oh lord, there must be something you can say
You can tell from the lines on her face
You can see that she's been there
Probably been moved on from every place
But she didn't fit in there
Oh, think twice,'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh think twice, it's just another day for you,You and me in paradise
It's just another day for you and me in paradise
It's just another day for you and me in paradise
Always a heart-wrenching song for me..
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Been pretty busy lately with projects, presentations, readings, readings and MORE readings. I only got one pair of eyes caan.
Recovering pretty well, though WBC did drop to a low of 1.7 initially. ANyway I am a survivor.
Nothing much to blog about at the moment about my oh-so-happening life. I hope to be able to swim again. SOON.
I wonder if it's because I'm getting old and had seen too much of the dark, evil world out there that I got very wary of going out at night. I mean, my paranoia is justified right, with all the murders and stuffs this day. But ain't we suppose to be a VERY safe country? VERY scary.. But then again, I always believe that it will happen if it's meant to be.
It's so weird that I learnt about the decapitated body found outside Orchard MRT station from WWS, who is in Brisbane now. Apparently, he learnt the news from another schoolmate, Hongen.
What is happening to our society this day? Is everyone too stressed up and the only viable solution is to either: end their own lives; or end it for others. Sick isn't it? I don't know what's on their minds, but when things go wrong for me, I think about my nice family and I know, I must not hurt myself so as not to hurt them. Maybe some people do things on the spur of the moment, but not everytime we can act impulsively one ok.. We do have our own social obligations to fulfill, "it's my life", that's just an urban legend. So to those thick-headed people still living in their own world, WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LO...
Was reading XX's blog the other day about her trip to KL. To a certain extent, I do agree with her. But I simply think she is too culturally-arrogant. I mean you can never assume the culture of a place and then simply expect to be accepted in the foreign culture right? She was talking about my favourite Petaling Street and the kind of shiet she got. OK, perhaps because she was talking about MY FAVOURITE place in KL, that's why I feel so defensive. Come on lah, Petaling Street is not like the sanitized Chinatown you find in Singapore lo. How can she dress like that and expect to be treated with decency? Haiya, some people simply don't know how to adapt themselves to different cultures. And how can she ask her readers to defend her, as if waging a war like that? That is really immature lo... Anyway, even Ronald McDonalds knows how to adapt to different cultures can.. See this:
Sawadee
On the other side of the globe, Relief efforts are still going on for Hurricane Katrina. It's so ironic, no matter how strong you are economically or 'physically', you can never go against the laws of nature. I hope things will get better quickly so that people can go back to their normal lives, which I think will be very difficult. I thank God for keeping my life so blessed.
I had been craving for Satay since like.. after the time I had Satay at Clementi with Choo. Hur hur. That was last semester. And talking about food, I think I am hungry again. Ta Ma De.
Tonight, *and hopefully I will remember as well on all other nights* I pray that God will show mercy on the world *Mo, don't laugh*. Let the world be a better place to live in and everyone can live happily and peacefully. Capitalism and consumerism is evil. *I am not subversive, please don't spy on me* Amen.
Ok, I must be tired, but I am not joking about the prayer ok.. Though I didn't do a good version I know.
Oh well.. it's 3 am now and I am more or les done with my mindless verbose. I'm going Sheng Shiong for 'supermarketing' with my parents tomorrow. I am so going to buy Chips Ahoy!, Oreos, more Chocolates, potato chips, kiam serng ti*sour plums, etc*. Food, JUNK food.
Daily nonsense *I realised that I've stopped doing this for a long time*:
I would have been the happiest girl on earth if I haven't met you.
She calls out to the man on the street
"Sir, can you help me?It's cold and I've nowhere to sleep,
Is there somewhere you can tell me?"
He walks on, doesn't look back
He pretends he can't hear her
Starts to whistle as he crosses the street
She's embarrassed to be there
Oh, think twice,
'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh, think twice, 'cause it's another day for you,You and me in paradise
She calls out to the man on the street
He can see she's been crying
She's got blisters on the soles of her feet
She can't walk but she's trying
Oh, think twice,'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh, think twice, it's just another day for you,You and me in paradise(Just think about it)
Oh lord, is there nothing more anybody can do
Oh lord, there must be something you can say
You can tell from the lines on her face
You can see that she's been there
Probably been moved on from every place
But she didn't fit in there
Oh, think twice,'cause it's another day for You and me in paradise
Oh think twice, it's just another day for you,You and me in paradise
It's just another day for you and me in paradise
It's just another day for you and me in paradise
Always a heart-wrenching song for me..
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |