Friday, April 27, 2007
Bewilderment. *very random thoughts*
I haven't been able to think straight lately, prolly due to the obscene exploitation of my very puny brain the past 2 weeks. Shortlisting, calling, emailing, remembering, forgetting and not to mention screwing up. And answering beyond fucking stupid questions.
My patience for people is running thin. Very very thin. Like Whisper Ultra thin-thin. If only I could be so thin. And I sincerely hope I can contain myself and not become too ugly, not the literally ugly though. So I must learn to tolerate presumptuous people, insensitive people, self-centred people, cheapo people and the beyond fucking stupid people. *phew* LEAVE ME ALONE CAAAAN?!
Another of my colleague has just left for greener pastures today. It gets a little demoralising as the office will no longer be the same. One less cubicle to stroll to.. One less person to share my junk food. I so, so miss the days when they were all around. I'll miss you guys truly, madly, deeply caaaaan...
Anyway, on a sunnier note. I am going to buy new shoes tomorrow~ Yayeee!!! And I will be watching a film on Sunday~ Yayee!!! And there's labour day Holis~ YayeE!! It's May already~ Yayee!!! I had my Lamb stew from Secret Recipe today~ yayee!!!
Well, time for bed.
P/S: Do not ask me questions. I do not entertain questions. I do/eat/wear/say/shit whatever I like, because I like and there is not better reason for it. And I make no apologies for that. Why do people like to make assumptions and think that they know every single molecule of mine? Why do I have to explain my actions to people who are totally insignificant to me? We are not best friends, and I don't intend to act like we are either. I miss my friends..
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My patience for people is running thin. Very very thin. Like Whisper Ultra thin-thin. If only I could be so thin. And I sincerely hope I can contain myself and not become too ugly, not the literally ugly though. So I must learn to tolerate presumptuous people, insensitive people, self-centred people, cheapo people and the beyond fucking stupid people. *phew* LEAVE ME ALONE CAAAAN?!
Another of my colleague has just left for greener pastures today. It gets a little demoralising as the office will no longer be the same. One less cubicle to stroll to.. One less person to share my junk food. I so, so miss the days when they were all around. I'll miss you guys truly, madly, deeply caaaaan...
Anyway, on a sunnier note. I am going to buy new shoes tomorrow~ Yayeee!!! And I will be watching a film on Sunday~ Yayee!!! And there's labour day Holis~ YayeE!! It's May already~ Yayee!!! I had my Lamb stew from Secret Recipe today~ yayee!!!
Well, time for bed.
P/S: Do not ask me questions. I do not entertain questions. I do/eat/wear/say/shit whatever I like, because I like and there is not better reason for it. And I make no apologies for that. Why do people like to make assumptions and think that they know every single molecule of mine? Why do I have to explain my actions to people who are totally insignificant to me? We are not best friends, and I don't intend to act like we are either. I miss my friends..
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Blank
I went to the Plaza to feel some 'civilization' today. I felt like a total blank. Like nothing is interesting and nothing is worth any attention.
I walked into Popular bookshop hoping to find a book that intrigues me and make me spend some moolahs.
Well, I spend some money at the supermaket. I guess I have weird hobbies.
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I walked into Popular bookshop hoping to find a book that intrigues me and make me spend some moolahs.
Well, I spend some money at the supermaket. I guess I have weird hobbies.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Life's been...
well, I can't complain much.
I went to straighten my hair the other day and colored my hair to a darker shade because I will be meeting some important people in the coming week and I don't want to leave a too-bad impression. Yep, so Bestest, sorry I couldn't wait for you to laugh at me.
I've been forgetting things lately and I know what that means actually. *Breathe* I forgot to bring my money pouch which has my staff pass yesterday, and then I left my wallet in the office that same evening. Luckily I had my phone to call my colleague to save me. Thank goodness we left together.
I'm currently handling a new portfolio which I had no knowledge previously. I think I should be mroe serious about my work.
Anyway, I'll be back in KL for the weekend with some colleagues. Yayeeeee~
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I went to straighten my hair the other day and colored my hair to a darker shade because I will be meeting some important people in the coming week and I don't want to leave a too-bad impression. Yep, so Bestest, sorry I couldn't wait for you to laugh at me.
I've been forgetting things lately and I know what that means actually. *Breathe* I forgot to bring my money pouch which has my staff pass yesterday, and then I left my wallet in the office that same evening. Luckily I had my phone to call my colleague to save me. Thank goodness we left together.
I'm currently handling a new portfolio which I had no knowledge previously. I think I should be mroe serious about my work.
Anyway, I'll be back in KL for the weekend with some colleagues. Yayeeeee~
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |