Saturday, March 28, 2009
-.-(Part 2)
It's 6.31 on a nice Saturday evening and I am here in the office eating cold fried chai tau kway. My arse hurts for sitting here since 10am. The work is never complete.
Seriously, take me away!!!!
Friday, March 27, 2009
March 2008
March 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
The report card...
My 'sales' report in my country specific market is almost out and things are doing rather badly. I was pretty nonchalent about it until a few people think it's quite a big deal. I don't know, I just think it's the bad economy, strong currency and tough competition. So chill, I know I did what I could.
In other news, I woke up with a terrible headache (all thanks to the whole durian and Chipster I had yesterday) and almost fell flat on my face while trotting across the track towards the office this morning. It's amazing how work can make you forget your sufferings. The headache came back after I trotted across the track back to bus-stop again.
The 12-hour shifts are back. Gah!
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In other news, I woke up with a terrible headache (all thanks to the whole durian and Chipster I had yesterday) and almost fell flat on my face while trotting across the track towards the office this morning. It's amazing how work can make you forget your sufferings. The headache came back after I trotted across the track back to bus-stop again.
The 12-hour shifts are back. Gah!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Horrid!
I can't check in my Sunday flight back home which means I might end up sitting in the middle of 2 smelly people!!! And I paid $5 just to use 1/2 hour of internet and I did not get to achieve my main objective!! I DON'T WANT TO SIT IN THE MIDDLE OF 2 SMELLY PEOPLE!!!!!!
Forgive me, I am just bored and the music from the club next door is inviting me for a drink. MehHHh..
In other news, I succumbed to temptation today. I am so horrible.
Gawd, 1/2 hour's almost up and I have yet to check my mail.
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Forgive me, I am just bored and the music from the club next door is inviting me for a drink. MehHHh..
In other news, I succumbed to temptation today. I am so horrible.
Gawd, 1/2 hour's almost up and I have yet to check my mail.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Money is not my friend..
Monday, March 16, 2009
I love my lappie
The IT show's come and gone and I've got nothing. I was lazy reluctant to let go of lappie and I am simply looking for something worthy enough to replace lappie. I need to be more decisive before lappie goes! Bah!
In other news, Buddy thinks I should change my middle name to 'CatE'. MeHhh.
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In other news, Buddy thinks I should change my middle name to 'CatE'. MeHhh.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
-.-
It's 5pm on a nice Saturday afternoon and here I am in the office eating tau sa piah and trying to finish my work. Due to some company-wide event, I had to start work since 8am this morning.
The weekends are becoming more and more precious.
Take me awayyyyyyy~~~
Friday, March 13, 2009
Childish
There's some petty stuffs in the office and I think it's getting on my nerves.
It is ok to be childish(actually it's not really ok for a 27 yr old man to be childish but well) but to make a girl cry because of your ridiculously stupid so-called 'philosophy/principle', I really think you should just go and eat shit and die.
WTH. Me no like this.
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It is ok to be childish(actually it's not really ok for a 27 yr old man to be childish but well) but to make a girl cry because of your ridiculously stupid so-called 'philosophy/principle', I really think you should just go and eat shit and die.
WTH. Me no like this.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Embarrassing..
I had an embarrassing experience at the pool today and nearly got drowned. I don't exactly know why I panicked and lost the ability to think. Very bad. I hope the lifeguards will not remember me after today. Bah!
In other news, Penang was good as I was able to not dwell on my unhappyness that had been bugging me for weeks. But I guess the food is not good enough to stop me from wondering whether it is too late to invite someone 3 weeks before the wedding.
It makes me wonder if I am a table-filler, a forgotten but suddenly-remembered dear friend, or 3 weeks is just the right time. I can't help being so cynical!
So now I am back to reality and the delete button solution to my unhappyness can't exactly be executed because being equally sentimental(to my cynism), I can't bring myself to do it.
No wonder I can never do happy.
In other other other news, my first friend in the office aka my neighbour-and-bus-partner is leaving for greener pastures. *Brawls* I'll miss you babe!
Another commented that I have been temperamental lately and told me not to worry too much about work. I think work is the last thing on earth I will worry about really. I think he is just worried that if I snap, he will have no one in the office to enjoy sinful food with. hur hur.
I need to do happy so give me my fluoxetines.
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In other news, Penang was good as I was able to not dwell on my unhappyness that had been bugging me for weeks. But I guess the food is not good enough to stop me from wondering whether it is too late to invite someone 3 weeks before the wedding.
It makes me wonder if I am a table-filler, a forgotten but suddenly-remembered dear friend, or 3 weeks is just the right time. I can't help being so cynical!
So now I am back to reality and the delete button solution to my unhappyness can't exactly be executed because being equally sentimental(to my cynism), I can't bring myself to do it.
No wonder I can never do happy.
In other other other news, my first friend in the office aka my neighbour-and-bus-partner is leaving for greener pastures. *Brawls* I'll miss you babe!
Another commented that I have been temperamental lately and told me not to worry too much about work. I think work is the last thing on earth I will worry about really. I think he is just worried that if I snap, he will have no one in the office to enjoy sinful food with. hur hur.
I need to do happy so give me my fluoxetines.
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Dear you...
when you left (or if you insist, I made you leave) and we agreed on 'still friends', I had the idea of keeping in touch in the most distant way; I mean occasional messages, rare phonecalls and NO wedding invites. I'm supposed to find out about your wedding sometime after the actual event and then mope and feel bitter about you striking me off your invite list.
And you broke my self-imposed agreement. And I am moping and feeling bitter.
Maybe you are right. I can never be pleased. Maybe, I just can't do happy.
Dear you, please do not think that my work is an excuse to un-attend your wedding. I will be in Sabah, really.
Dear you, I hope she loves you for who you are and not what you are. I hope you not be driving Meanie on your wedding day.
Dear you, I'm saying this again. I'll always respect your decision and you will always have my most sincere blessings.
Dear you, thank you.
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And you broke my self-imposed agreement. And I am moping and feeling bitter.
Maybe you are right. I can never be pleased. Maybe, I just can't do happy.
Dear you, please do not think that my work is an excuse to un-attend your wedding. I will be in Sabah, really.
Dear you, I hope she loves you for who you are and not what you are. I hope you not be driving Meanie on your wedding day.
Dear you, I'm saying this again. I'll always respect your decision and you will always have my most sincere blessings.
Dear you, thank you.
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |