Tuesday, September 08, 2009
I am not lazy!!!
I've been very tired lately. I need to sleep ALOT. I cannot walk for too far. Stairs can kill me. And it's not because I am lazy.
And I apologize if I lose my patience. It's really a symtom for my condition.
I am just sick. AGAIN. I am really not finding excuses.
Anyway I realise that after a long period of time being sick and alone and sleepy, I tend to like to talk. Like verbal diarrhea. And after a period of heartbreak, you tend to laugh a lot. No matter how trivia or retarded the joke is.
I guess it's good since I am back to my happy self again.
I hope I continue to lose weight. Whopeeee!
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And I apologize if I lose my patience. It's really a symtom for my condition.
I am just sick. AGAIN. I am really not finding excuses.
Anyway I realise that after a long period of time being sick and alone and sleepy, I tend to like to talk. Like verbal diarrhea. And after a period of heartbreak, you tend to laugh a lot. No matter how trivia or retarded the joke is.
I guess it's good since I am back to my happy self again.
I hope I continue to lose weight. Whopeeee!
| My declaration of Love |
| I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you... |