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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

WeeEeeEeeEeeeeeee!!!!!!~~~ 

Yup, it's the end of another chapter and one more to go before I can officially dump the book.. hur hur hur hurrrrr..

Junling reminded me to update my blog..*you must have missed me alot yeah?* So anyway, here's some of my latest 'unhappenings'..

For the records, I've been staring incessantly at my books/notes/readings for the past 3 weeks? *yeah right* anyway, how interesting can mugging in Central Library or my room be? So I decided to spare my dear readers the agony..*I only share joyyyyyy*

So anyway, I became an avid shopper of Central Co-op, highest record of $20 worth of nonsense in a single day... hur hur hurrrrrand I can proudly declare that I've tried almost every single type of Meiji chocolate on the shelves in the co-op.. *yeah*

Besides mugging, I was preoccupied with my post-exams activities which include SG idol finals with Choo and Yen in my room, packing up my stuffs and moving home, Brisbane/Gold Coast trip and yes, WORK. hur hur hurrrrr..

Choo and Yen are coming to my room to watch SG idol together tomorrow to cheer for TAUFIIIIKKKK~yep.. andif Munchie Monkey will broadcast it, we will watch it there.. hur hur hurrr.. *can't wait* anyway, I got a feeling Sylvester will win.. much as I support TAUFIIIKKK~, I know this is all about popularity and $$, by the looks of it, Sylvester's insensible, irrational fans are more likely to cast more votes for him that TAUFIIIKKKK~'s fans would.. so oh well.. at least Clay Aiken is doingmuch better than Reuben? And I hope no one is going to turn this into another Chinese-Malay crap..

Will pack up my room tomorrow... Meeting WWS in my room later to plan for the big trip with him, Biling and his friend.. Leaving on 5th Jan *wat a nice time when the place will be BURNING* oh well.. so I can visit both dreamworld and movie world and bring a male koala home.. *my travel partners are quite worried about the latter* so we shall decide how to carry out my plan later.. hur hur hurrrr

My final activity for this month: WORK. My mum announced that she is not going to give me any money for the trip, which means I will have to earn my own travel expenses.. *how did I manage to spend the lump sum she gave me in June* Parents are evil, sometimes...

Oh talked about what I should do after I graduate.. was discussing this business venture with Biling.. It's prolly one unglam venture but I like~shall not divulge my great plan here or it might get stolen before I graduate and I will be left with nothing to do after I graduate.. hur hur hurrr..

Some people have been saying that bloggers are getting more and more trivia, blogging insignificant stuffs wasting bandwidth.. But hey, it's MY blog and I decide how I want it to be, so SHOOT me.. retards... it's just a shame my peabrain can't churn out all the philosophical stuffs you would like to read, so *BUGGER OFF*.. anyway another limitation of my peabrain is of course storage space..My RAM is not working and is affecting my hard disk as well and thus, I need this external thumb drive to remind me about the happy times I had with people. Got a problem with that? *go awaeeee leiiiii*

Before I forget, exmas this semester was kind of weird. Everything I studied was soo damn over-lapping that at times I feel lost doing my paper.. For all 5 papers, I spent too much time on the first and not enough time to complete the rest of the paper.* I guess I am THAT stubborn* Got snooped by a lecturer who based his compulsory question on a videohe showed *which I DID attend but again, it never entered my RAM and definitely not stored in my hard disk, and you don't save this type of 'significant' stuffs in thumbdrives* So all I could do was to outline the case to TRY and show that I was at the lecture.. hur hur hur hurrr...
Anyway, I don't know how I could make such a mistake, I went for one of my papers 24 hours earlier..*must be too excited about it* Yah and I'm thankful it's 24hours earlier and NOT later.. and I actually wrote the correct date on my calendar, to think I keep assuming that its a day before.. *Motherboard is failing me too*

Going to meet WWS soon..Bleurgh

OH OH, MSN 7.0 is fun~~
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Saturday, November 06, 2004

Job offer 

Got a call from an ex-colleague Vincent asking me when I graduate and stuffs.. and he offered me a job.. on a part-time basis first and then fulll-time when I graduate. Which I am not sure why I readily agreed.. hur hurrr.. oh well, at least I don't have to worry about job interviews and stuffs? It's doing what every family member in KL is doing or at least from what I gather, something similar.. so oh well, why not... I'll have to do it in KL if I can't find a job here anyway.. Not too sure if it's going to work, there's too much uncertainties.. who knows I might just drop dead and die tomorrow.. hur hur hurrr..

Blogged about my conversation with Miss Tan (my dance teacher) I bumped into on the bus one night while returning to hostel.. Aparrently the entry was swallowed by blogger.. DAMNIT.. hur hurr.. shall blog about it again some time.. hur hur hurrr..
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Friday, November 05, 2004

剪爱 

Bumped into Miss Tan my dance teacher from NanHua on my way to hostel the other day. We were talking about the good ol'times *which I never really had with her* and the people from the past.. hur hurrr.. people from the past..
She asked me if I know how the others are doing..those that she can still remember,and I told her know.. and then she asked me about my boyfriend, who is non-existent. hur hurrr.. she was asking me why I am not attached.. UH... it's just like asking me why do people go hungry, why am I born a gurl, why do gurls bleed, right?

hur hur hurrrr.. anyway I told her I don't have the time to date cos' I am working.. The very common reason I tell people.. or am I really that busy? or is it like Eve said, I am not trying hard enough to know people or some friends would say, I keep meeting the wrong people, or is it that I am always running and no one manage to catch up? Or do I really fear commitments? *hope not*
hur hur hurrr.. the bottomline is, I am not sure how to commit myself to someone else anymore.. Relationship no longer means going out and holding hands and endless mushy phonecalls.. At this stage, it involves the future.. I can't even see my own future, *if I do have one*, not to mention sharing it with anyone.
Anyway, I am fine. Before anyone starts asking that question. hur hur hurrrr.. I am quite satisfied with the way life turned out, at least for now.. So let my indulge in my silly crushes, to luxuriate in my big feasts, to gratify myself in all those ultra wasteful shopping trips, pamper myself with all the sleeping marathons, delight myself with endless travelling and let me wallow heartilly in self-pity, no, not self-pity.. uh.. uh... gloomy thoughts? Oh well, you get what I mean..
Anyway, a word of advise, if you can't change my mind, LEAVE ME ALONE. hur hur hurrr

Oh well, was ripping off some mp3 again and found this very nice song.. My lost youth~~~


人变了心 言而无信 人断了情 无谓伤心
我一直聆听 我闭上眼睛 不敢看你的表情
满天流星 无穷无尽 我的眼泪擦不干净
所以绝口不提 所以暗自反省
终于 我挣脱了爱情
把爱 剪碎了随风吹向大海
有许多事 让泪水洗过更明白
天真如我 张开双手以为撑得住未来
而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃
把爱 剪碎了随风吹向大海
越伤得深 越明白爱要放得开
是我不该 怎么我会眷着你眷成依赖
让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害
我剪不碎旧日的动人情怀
你看不出来我的无奈

==Ah Mei, 剪爱==

Was 'radiating' myself at the photocopying room in central library pirating 3 books.. hur hur hurrrr.. I can see stars~~~
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

ZzZzZz 

I was truly tired.. so after presentation and meeting Yen yesterday, I concussed. From 6 in the evening to 8 this morning.. hur hur hurrrr.... and it's either the lack or too much of sleep, I've been suffering from a headache..

Met Bestbest aka GX for lunch today at FongSeng. Bumped into Michael there. Is prata that good that made him go there after lecture and eat prata alone? hur hur hurrr...

Anyway I was truly hungry since I only had one meal yesterdayand I had loads of food for lunch which included a chicken wing, egg, string beans and some potatoes.. YUM.. I feel so bloated now and I only want to ZzzZzZzZz...

Back to work on my proposal..hur hur hurrrr

Forgot to mention,I found $5 in the laundry dryer.. hur hur hurrrr
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Monday, November 01, 2004

Lucky...or not. 

Think my luck should be turning better... My VPN connection is finally back.. yayeee...so I can do my presentation is peace. Presentation due tomorrow, and I have my outline sketched.. hur hurrrr..

Got my ipod mini, it's still in KL though.. hur hur hurrrr... Hope it's greeeeen.. 15gb? how many songs is that?

my newscast is not lagging.. So I can watch my Channel 8 drama in peace. yayeee...

Hungry and sleepy.. bleurgh.

OH oh, Happy Belated bestbest. I forgot to blog it yesterday. hur hur hurrrr...
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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