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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Friday, October 28, 2005

These days.. 

have been so busy that I didn't even have time to do the utmost important thing in my life. SLEEP.

And as a result, I've developed Technophobia. I can't stand the sight of my laptop, computer monitor or anything remotely related to computers.

There was another presentation on Thursday and I spent the whole night up doing it. I could've gotten some sleep if not for the ppt.file's 'infection', the whole blardeee file was corrupted and just wouldn't open. I spent the 2nd half of the night REdoing the presentation AGAIN.

I collapse when I don't get enough sleep. Unlike most of my classmates and many of my friends, my whole body shuts down if I don't get to sleep. It was prolly due to the prolong sleep-depriviation I suffered when I worked. And despite sleeping at 7.30pm last night and waking up at 9 am today, I still end up sick. So in the end I could not go back to school for project discussion, nor did I go back to JI, And hopefully I will be well enough to study tomorrow. SLeep, is THAT important. At least for me.

I am not going to HongKong in December anymore because my uncle stingy uncle is sore about the bill we couldn't get any air tickets. So no Christmas with Mickey for me. *bleh* And I amnot sure if I actually should travel considering how short the next next break is and how sickly I am this semester and how broke I am now and how many things I need to do over the pathetic 6weeks *ie. wisdom teeth extraction*
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

technophobic 

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Happy Town Day 

Today is a good day. Not because I picked up a penny or won lottery or the lecturers announced that I don't have to hand in any assignments or projects for this semester. Nothing of this sort. Work still needs to be done, I am still as poor as ever.

BUT today is a good day simply because I met nice, friendly people. I had an enjoyable time in class, my classmates and I had lunch. The people at the supermarket was nice and smiley and courteous and most important of all... Someone from my VERY distant past actually recognised me. I mean, she actually came up to me to talk. I was at the bus stop at Sunset Way when this girl came and sit beside me and started talking. She was telling me she found me very familiar and asked if I went to Keming. And then I realised that she's my classmate from Primary 1 to 3. And GOSH! she can still remember me!! *ok, is this good, or not?* Anyway we chatted a very short while before my bus came. I did not get her contact though cos I thought it's weird and I'm not sure what's the point of keeping in touch? oh well.

She was telling me that we used to be very good friends and how we used to hang out with 2 other girls. Not offence but I can clearly remember that my Primary school 'bestfriend's' name is Yiwen and I can still remember her face VERY clearly. As for that girl at the bus stop, I do know her and we are on talking terms and stuffs but not the 'bestfriend' type she described lah.. And I remember once I accidentally took her liquid paper, thinking is mine *since there's PLENTY at home and I always have one with me and at that time all liquid paper look the same*, and so my point is she accused me of stealing it and telling everyone. And I was like "huh? this kind of thing need to steal one meh? my house every corner oso can find leh" So because of her, people think I steal liquid paper *nabeh* But at that time she was convinced I deliberately stole her liquid paper lah. Think she must have forgotten about this incident or else she would've regarded me as tyhe liquid paper thief and not approached me right? Anyway I am quite grateful she talked to me lah cos it really made my day and I was brought back to the happy times in Keming. hur hur...

oh well.very tired. back to preparing presentation
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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