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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

bad..baaaad day 

The worst way to start my day is to wake up deciding to clean up the mess in my room. I knew that eons ago, but I thought it's one logical thing that needs to be attended to before my 3 month holis drift away without advance notice.. So I woke up, emptied my drawers of clothes, rearranged them and started a day of bad sneezing.. till now.

VERY bad day.

Consolation, I got my air tickets to Bangkok.. I'll be leaving on 15th and back on 20th July. YAYeeee.

I finally understand why I am not in Biz Fac.. I can't remember a single thing from the Accounts I took for like.. 5 years? hurhur.. what a waste of money huh...
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Cashier the day~ 

So... lost. hur hur... so different from Hero system, but well, it's fun to learn new things..

Packing up a 'magic goodies' box for a friend overseas... I was lugging a bag of groceries from Chinatown *I went to shop after work* till home okaaaeeeee.. I felt so... auntie.*TCS, stop adding unnecessary comments if you are reading this*

just uploaded my pics so that I can show off to coins.. hur hur.. so I shall carry on showing off my new toy cousin.. hur hur...



HUR HUR.. so cute right...



Chubbycheeks and pappa



"huh? you toking to me?"


"ME! MEE!! Meeeeee!!!!!!"


"what you want? what you want????"


"Stop it leiiiii"


"urrrgh"


"maaaaaaa!! look at them!!"



HUR HUR, my darling vainpot.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

Ode to Chung 

Sometimes I am glad momma comes from Malaysia cos' I will always have somewhere to escape, as and when I want to, with free accomodation, entertainment, blah blah blah..

Every trip back to KL is like an escape from reality and every trip back is like a journey back to hell.. *ok, my life is not that bad..YET* I love going back to KL, I love meeting up with my cousins, talking to my aunties, picking up my vainpot from school. It's almost weird that we have grown up so much..

I remember when I used to go to Sueli's home, Chung would pester me to play with him. ANY game he would say.. Guess Who?, Monopoly, Changkat(issit the name?), badminton.. anything. And I would entertain him.. dragging Sueli along.. Sometimes he would get me to play his SIM games, and then in the middle of it, demand to have the PC back and continue himself.. We would fight over the remote control for MTV and Nickolodeon.. We would both wake up early to go to the market with his mom to get our desired breakfasts.. He would pester me to buy him Pokemon cards.. He would sing silly commercial jingles with silly actions to irritate the hell out of me.. and his sister.. and his mom.. He would pester me to buy him Lego, blah blah blah.. And over the years, silently.. things changed.

Not that I can never see Chung again, but I would never see THAT side of Chung anymore. And I missed it.. And I was trying so hard to recall when was the last time I said no to him.. OH well...



So luckily, there is a Chung-substiute, Hung aka Daniel. hur hur.. and he looks so much like Chung when he was younger.. Chubbycheeks I call.. Ain't he adorable? hur hur.. I will upload his picture from my digicam later..

So cute right.. Just like Chung 'cept that Chung's got bigger eyes.. So anyway, before u brush off your younger cousins, perhaps you should try pampering them more before the grow up too fast and stop needing you..

Anyway, this trip back, I got some clothes, which I really should not have.. But the only regret is not getting the shoes that I so liked but convinced myself to go without it... and here's how it looks like..


Ain't they preeetty? and the leather's soft and the soles are comfy and the front is round and shiny.. exactly the one I like.. DAMNIT... Why did I allow this to happen?? URGH.. And the chain selling the shoes is not available in JB.. *arrrghhh!!!*

Oh well, maybe I will meet better shoes. HAIS...


P/S: Blogger had added a new function for us to post fotos.. ainnit nice that we don't have to use Hello! anymore? Yayeeee..

P/P/S: I am constipating again... ARGGGGHHH!!!!!!!


And oh.. for the benefit of those who like to sing along to Cadbury jingles..

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
Chocolate roads and trees 'n' birds 'n' bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily
Every kind of purple parcel too
And if the dog did try and grab a mouth full
You can bite him back, he'll taste delightful
Wouldn't it be nice!

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Monday, June 20, 2005

One of those days.. 

The last time I was so BUSY was prolly.. ancient history. hur hur.

It's one of those days you wake up and you realise the nightmare is not over.. One of those days every little thing reminded you of your nightmare.. It's one of those days you are glad that you are busy cos' you can say 'Heck!' and occupy your mind with the stuffs you need to do.

It's really scary.. You just wake up and get reminded of all the awful things you shoved to the back of your mind. And you realised, you did not do a good job in disposing those unwanted stuffs at all, not even close. Scary ain't it? You wake up finding heaps ans heaps of junk that you thought you dumped waiting for you by your bed, sneering at your incompetence.. It's one of those days..

And Thank God, it was a busy day.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

places we can go.. 

Lately, my friends enjoy going to the Zoo.. And Weiquan even saw dogs and lions humping there.. hur hur hurrr..maybe that's what makes the trip SoOo interesting..

Lately, I've confined myself at home, switch on the aircon, let my fingers fly all over the piano keyboard AND the TV remote control.. and ocassionally, I would go 'super-marketing', teach and swim with my pals.. Ain't that MUCH more interesting than going to the Zoo? hur hur..
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

The one about braggarts. 

Seriously, I think I really hate braggarts.. totally despise them. Especially those who engage in empty boasting.. utterly baseless crap that even my 5 year-old Sarah would not hesitate to discredit. *speaking of which, I am really missing my vainpot*

So anyway, one of the reasons why I don't really like going to gatherings is because of the existence of such people.. And unfortunately,there are a few in one of the classes I was in..

So there was this SUPER talented guy who claimed that is is national-everything.. National hockey player, National bowler, National badminton player blah blah blah.. and after so many fucking years, things don't seem to change...and other nice people would tell me "he's harmless lah..nevermind" I think harmless or not is really not the issue here.. HELLO?? And you know what, it's not like the braggart's haven't been exposed before.. An example of another damn fucking mindless bragging..

*we were having ice-cream and then we talked about Pasta mania*
A: hey you know, my friend is the chef there.. maybeif we go can get discount or something..
Braggart *not to be outdone*: I know the boss.. he in army mah...
A: huh? the boss?you mean just this outlet or the whole chain *actually I thought 1 guy or 1 group of guys own the whole chain?, oh well, ANYWAY*
Braggart: The whole chain boss.. I met him in army.. actually he started this in Malaysia first.

'skewwws me if I'm wrong.. Maybe I really didn't open my eyes whenever I go back to KL, or maybe Pasta Mania did not have any branches in KL but all other parts of Malaysia *but I thought I've combed most of that place, ok maybe he meant East Malaysia* but, I reeally reeeally never see Pasta Mania there.. Ok, there is this stall in KLCC foodcourt that sells cheap pasta like Pasta Mania but no, not Pasta Mania.. and huh? he's in the army? You mean as a regular? huh? huh??? huh???? wtf is this braggart talking about?? WTF?? WTF??? so anyway, compared with all the other stuffs he bragged about, I think this example is really just the tip of the iceberg, the ant in the universe *ok, my turn to exaggerate* But hey, we are already in our twenties, isn't it time to grow up and move on?? ok.. maybe some people do live in Neverland..

so anyway I was considerably traumatised by the conversation cos'I realised that somethings do NEVER change.. and for the rest of my life, I've got to put up with his crap whenever there's a gathering.. the thought sicketh me.. *pui*

So instead of going drinking with them, I decided to call it a day and head home before he brags about his alcohol knowledge and I will have to find a place where I can snigger discreetly..

Perhaps he is telling his victims now about how he picked up Fiona Xie, or even how Fiona Xie tried to pick him up at Zouk last week. Reeeeally, I don't give 2 hoots about your scandalous life.. to quote Shania Twain's song "that don't impress much" and to quote one of buangsters' phrase.. "go awaeee leiiiiii"



And I miss her so...
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

Before I end the day.. 

Just watched a pretty entertaining movie Mr and Mrs Smith.. and I keep thinking is Jones cos of that song.. DAMNIT.. hur hur

anyway.. like I said, pretty entertaining.. but being the level-headed me, I never fail to think "gah! that's impossible cos blah blah blah" . Of cos I kept all those comments to myself and spared my friends the trouble of kicking me out of the theatre. So ANYWay, Braddy Pitteee and Angey Joliee is worth the $9.50 already.. so you've got nothing to lose, yeah?

One of my favourite activities lately is to watch SpongeBob and Patrick on Kids Central every evening at 5.30 and have a hearty laugh.. hur hur.. reminds me that ignorance can really be a bliss.. and it's good to indulge in mindless, slapstick humour once in a while

Lately I thought quite a bit.. not so much about the future and all those serious stuffs but some crappy stuffs like how I end up where I am.. with who I am( rather, am NOT) with.. and I think, I really brought this upon myself.. hur hurrrr. So anyway, to those I pushed away, avoided, stayed away.. I do miss you. And all those who stood by me, thanks loads. And all those who left, thanks too, for the smiles you put on my face whenever I reminisce the good ol' times.

So to make up for not being the nice friend/person my friends so well-deserved, I shall try to turn up for all gatherings/outings. One more tomorrow.. Hope I don't get too lazy... *yawns*


--A broken person hates to be in Orchard, especially during GSS. DAMNIT.
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Thursday, June 09, 2005

Bad Karma 

I truly believe in bad karma... after constipating for weeks, I resolve NEVER to curse people to have constipation..

So anyway, due to constipation, I was so badly affected that I didn't want to blog.. And today, finally, it got slightly better.. THANK GOD...

So please everyone, drink more water, eat more fruits and vegetables and DON'T go around cursing people, yeah?
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Friday, June 03, 2005

WARM WARM day... 

Today's Forecast
The inclination to blow off friends or plans is strong indeed, but now's not the time to indulge your flakey side. Do your best to do what you said you would; you can always leave..
Got this off the friendster page.. hur hur.. errm...

ANYWAY, Ben and Jerry's Ice cream having sale in NTUCs.. 2 pints for 18.95!!! Go grab them before they're gone! *I just stacked to pints in the freezer*

It's so warm lately, the last thing I want to do is to leave my room.

For the 2 pints of ice-cream, I strive to run 200 rounds around the longkang behind my home.. IN MY DREAMS. hur hur hurrr...
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Thursday, June 02, 2005

siti says: gonna sleep now....have a good 4th year! 

YEp, thanks Babe..

The deed's been done and there's no return.. I withdrew my file for graduation. And I hope I don't die in the process.

oh yah, I SAW CYCLIST TODAY!!!
He ran awayleft the canteen when I ran back to my seat to get my specs to get a better look at him.. DAMN. That's prolly the last time I get to see cyclist... *brawls*

*perspiring like mad* I am going back to my air con...
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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