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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Pardon Me.. 

I am happy. I truly am.

But I can't help asking where I stand.

I can't help worrying when this ride will end.

I'm afraid things will simply slip away like sand.

I am happy. I truly am.

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Friday, June 26, 2009

A world away.. 

It's just 4 hours drive and I seem a world apart from you...

I can't wait to be home again.. after a durian chendol.
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Friday, June 19, 2009

I miss Bangkok... 

I want to go Bangkok!!!!
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Sunday, June 14, 2009

You could but you wouldn't... 

Things are always ok until the red button is pushed and the recurring topic surfaces. I should be getting used to your constant reminders of how I will always be on your outside pretty soon.

I'm not supposed to feel the hurt, it's afterall, my choice when the cards were laid right in front of me.

There are some things that I should never ask when I don't know if I am ready for the answers. Some people never learn.

I guess I will be ok after 2 pills and a day of endless sleep.

It's nothing much, really.

Have you wondered how it felt to be sitting amongst a group of friends that you love, but yet all you want is to breakdown without a care in the world?

I guess it means nothing much either.

I should but I wouldn't.

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009

For Donut 

I paktor-ed with Donut yesterday at JP and told her a hilarious story of how someone had to trudge across the track barefoot. And she requested for the picture. So here it is my dear Donut. I hope it makes you day.
I colored my hair over the weekend and I think I should be more clear about what I want the next time I do it again. While it is not exactly disastrous, the Muse was nice enough to say it's not too bad, albeit a LITTLE ah lian. I prolly have to live with looking like an ah lian for the next month or so before un-ah-lian-ing myself. Sad.
The weekend's been goot, I had a mini concert at the KTV with 2 bored audiences. hur hur.


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Saturday, June 06, 2009

生日快乐! 



KL-Aug 2002


Happy Birthday to one of my dearest friends who turns 2@ today!

Though we have entered a different stage in life and we might not be catching up as often as we wish to, I know we will always be there for each other.

Thank you for being a great friend, thank you for all the times you stood by me, whether I was right or wrong. (This is getting mushy and not quite our style. hurhur)

Anyway, have a great birthday and a great life ahead!



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Thursday, June 04, 2009

I love you, man 

My Chinese sister 赵笨(well actually that's not her real name) brought me to the movies last night to watch I love you Man. There was a write-up on this movie in TIME magazine a few months back but I didn't think much of it; since there was no big cast or cute lead. Anyhoos, since it's a free movie and I don't mind watching it, I tagged along.

It is freaking hilarious. Go catch it if you can!



In other news, 郭靜 has a new album! And I like her new song!

Just what I needed.


Just for you.
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Tuesday, June 02, 2009

To a dear friend.. 

If I've unknowingly become your source of unhappiness, I would really like to know how to make things the way they were again.

You are not good at acting and your displeasure is weaved all over your actions and words. If it's me, I am really sorry ok..

In case I am over-sensitive and it's not me, please share your unhappiness with me. I am just a phonecall away.
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Monday, June 01, 2009

Happy Birthday! 

To the only man in the world who will love me unconditionally (and I don't mean Wenwei, who happens to have the same birthday). Happy birthday to the man who gave up smoking cos' I was asthmatic, bought me the life-sized doll despite his wife's extreme displeasure(and fear), gave me freedom and support even when he has doubts.

Happy birthday Daddy!

Oh and by the way, Happy birthday Wenwei aka THE Star Trek fan.
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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