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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Sunday, August 31, 2003

My new crush is 23 from Shatec... hahahah~Something I found out on Saturday...Pretty charming Bartender...heheh..I must be MAD...anyway I am not taking the tuition assignment anymore..which is good in a way... I can continue to work at MW2 or rather SOS now and oggle at my new crush more..hahhaa
The management is getting suspicious bout the tips thing...hahah, they took a little too long, don't they...Everything's not as good as before, are they blind or what...
Well, anyway I guess this week had been a roller coaster ride..Just failed my driving again..oh well...
On Friday I had a pleasant day at work... Saturday too.. but today is not exactly good since I went to hurt myself again..Sometimes we just like to do things that we know will hurt ourselves because we are dumb, ain't we? hahaha...
tutorials are piling up and I am not going to give up... Trust me to plan all my tutorials on the same day.. hahaha...
That's about it for now.. going to do my economics and sleep... maybe just sleep.. hahaa...
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So what if I really love you?
Does it matter to anyone else,
this is not about me, me and me..
It involves you and you don't love me..
That is all that matters...
But yes, I do love you still...
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Sunday, August 24, 2003

Told KC that I will be working lesser already... he is pretty understanding..might take on my 4th and 5th tuition assignment...I must be MAD..
Bought myself the Annie Lennox's CD.. hahha!
Things are starting to work out..I hope..
Found myself a new crush at work... It's so nice to have a new crush!I must be bored..
All I wanted for you is to be happy
To lead the life you want..
And even if I am not in that picture,
I will try my best to provide you with the materials
So that you can paint the most beauiful picture in your mind..
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Tuesday, August 05, 2003

back...been bad at work cos I made alot of mistakes..pretty FATAL ones..Urgggh.. think I got Desmond into some kind of shit...URGHH..
Things ain't going so well lately...YUCK... think I am going to get my Annie Lennox CD tomorrow... finally.. I need to reward myself.. ahaha
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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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