A life TOO ordinary..

So anyway my cousin got a tattoo on his back and his arm, I mean the whole entire arm, yes, all the way to the wrist... I have yet to shock myself, just heard it from my auntie... So anyway he is back at Shanghai in stead of Beijing...

think my mum was pretty sad when she heard the news, I can't imagine how my grandma took it.. afterall boy is her favourite grandson... oh well, I must say at that age, you just couldn't care less... I mean tattoo is a life time thing... I am not totally against tattoo.. I do want to get one myself, when I save enough as my mum made it clear that she is not going to have anything to do with it, and I've decided that it's going to be a tiny spider or scorpion on my hip, somewhere not visible and can be hidden... I wanted want on the back of my hand, somewhere near my thumb but I think that's not going to werk out cos' I still need to go for interviews in future and even if I don't I need to meet my future husband..ie, another cyclist-type of guy.. hahahah

So well, I still can't imagine.. anyway it's a cheap job, it cost like RMB1700, so around SGD300? for something on your back and arm, it's quite cheap... maybe I shud get one when I am in Shanghai... if I ever go there.... yayeeeeee

OK, today's blog is not about MY tattoo but boy's... SCARY... anyway, I think it's peer pressure that he did it but oh man... it's really wasted... I am not saying that people with tattoos will not have any future but look, how will people see him with all those things on his arm? we are afterall an asian society.. I feel pretty bad for him... I think my uncle must have hit the roof when he learnt about it.. if that was my dad, I think boy must be 6 feet under already... I mean it... anyway the family is a little chaotic, somehow everyone's pointing fingers.. and of cos' my aunt got the most arrows... Well, I guess she pampered him a little too much... well, I think there's no one in particular to blame, maybe they should have left him in KL under my eldest uncle's care, with his wife around, I'm sure boy won't even THINK of doing anything but studying and getting good grades.. yes, she is THAT scary...

Anyway, I think my uncle and aunty doesn't know what to do at the moment.. I don't think sending him here is a good option since no one will take care of him.. no one CAN take care of him too... and I think it's better to send him back to KL, to my eldest uncle.. that's the 'BINGO' option.. hahaha... but easier said than done.. I know.. As for Huili, I hope she can come over to study and then I can bring her out... yayeeeee.... and I'm sure she won't want to get a tattoo....maybe a small lil' one like me.. hahaha

Anyway, nothing much lately, my room is still in a terrible state.... my clothes' been folded but left on the floor... oh well...

The Langkawi trip is more or less confirmed... I booked the train tix BACK via internet so the people BETTER don't change their minds... I've paid for the tix liao... so next will be the plane tix there and the hotel and the plane tix to KL... almost almost... YAYEeEEEEEEEEeeee

Today started at 9, giving tuition... just ended with a KTV session with Feng and boyfren and Gwyn..anyway, I learnt my lesson from skipping 2 days of medicine and walking in the sun.. My face was damn red when I got home and I felt really weak.. weak as in like you are walking in a daze and you can't concentrate in playing ur piano pieces and you keep repeating the same mistake...
Anyway today I met XueLi, Kaili's sister.. kind of weird.. we became so polite to each other.. hmmm....
There'S a tie between the 2 places we intend to go, so THE couple please choose one cos' ur votes are pretty important.. Lemme give you a rough guide, Langkawi is more commercialised and prolly more things to do but might be more expensive... Perhentian ala Besar is more secluded but is better than Besar I assume and should be cheaper than Perhentian... SO do make up ur minds darlinks...

Wondering if I should go down MW on saturday, actually what I am more keen is to have supper/breakfast with Uncle and the rest... Oh cos' I am wondering if I should return to work at SOS... and I am wondering if I can make enough money to go to Shanghai in June... URGH.... I WANT MONEY~~~~~ Why is my mum so mean?? Why must she insist that I earn my own travel allowance.. DAMN....

ANyway, todaY I went for an interview, or rather just an application for factory operator...and Zariney's mother did not allow her to go cos' she thinks that the job is too lowly for undergraduates? But then, what job is good enough? Use her PEA brain, who would want to hire a clerk for three months and then have to find another one? anyway, so people just have DAMN unrealistic expectations.. DUMB ASS.... ANYWAY, I just want to find a job that can pay me daily, ie, I werk I get paid, if I don't, too bad... I NEED MONEY... Anyway wants to hire dishwashers, sweeepers, uh.. uh... anything... do let me know, I charge $6/hr...that is, aftr discount... hahahaa

REALLY broke liao... my POSB has dropped below $500... DAMN.. they are going to start charging fees..SHIET....ARRGgHhhhgHGHGHHhHHhhh~~~

For those who are wondering how cyclist looks like, he'e the one with 1/2 face on the right... teehee... hope this is not considered copyright infringement.. wahahahha

Cyclist

SO lost.... so much time and so much to do actually... I need to prepare for my piano exams, I need to organise the trip (and yes guys please help by replying my emails), I need to clean up my room, I need to hunt for schools for JH and HL, I need to call the piano tuner, I need to zap stuffs for my student to do, I need to find money.. hahaha

So anyway I shall start with preparing for my exams and cleaning my room.. since these are the few things I can do at home by myself... and for a start, I started to un-hang my clothes and fold them.. and that's something I have not done for the past three weeks and now, I have a huge pile of T shirts and shorts on the waiting for me to be folded.. ScarY~~

Slept till 3 PM today... minus the fact that I woke up at 1030 to watch AstroBoy and went back to sleep... Yes, I know I am a pig... but SO WHAT? I like~~Watched Liang2 Zhu4 on TV, Charlie Yeung is really pretty... oh man... and the show is really sad.. I mean more sad than Romeo and Juliet... anyway I was pretty touched by the ending.. but still, I never fail to wonder what it is like to be buried alive.. SCARY~~

Back to folding clothes.. nothing much to do now I think... Scary~~~

"What I'm saying — and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form — is that men and women can't be friends. The sex part always gets in the way."
— Harry, from "When Harry Met Sally"

Yeah, the "sex thing" can get in the way, but that shouldn't keep you from having guy pals. The good far outweighs the bad, and in some cases even the ugly.

The Good:

Low-Maintenance Man: Men are easy friends. There's no competition about who looks better when you're going out, or even if you're just hanging out in the living room. And most guy pals don't want or need up-to-the-minute reports on the minutiae of your life or marathon phone calls that some of your gal pals require. Their just-the-facts-ma'am mentality is refreshing.


Utility Man: You can dress up a man and take him almost anywhere — giving you an instant escort. Whether it's a fancy cocktail party, a cookout or just a random bar crawl, if you've got a guy pal, you've got a no-strings attached escort.
Bonus item: He'll do all that dad stuff like changing light bulbs and fixing your leaking toilet.


Human Resources: Men tend to run with a group. Get in good with his guys and you've got a wider array of potential boyfriends.
Caution: Your fella's fraternal instincts may kick in, causing him to declare your intended an ineligible man downfield. (See defending your honor, above).


True Friend: Gents are loyal and dependable. Most likely he'll be there when he says he will. He'll defend your honor to the death. And there's nothing like a big hug from a big lug when you're feeling like crap. He'll also tell you the truth if you ask him his opinion — and he'll be darned cute about trying not to hurt your feelings.


Learning Lab: Male friends can provide you with special insight to the male ego, helping you steer clear of universal gaffes and giving you a better understanding of what makes the other gender tick.


The Bad:

I Don't Wanna Hear It: Your boy may regale you with tales of his dating and mating activities, or a detailed discussion of the attributes of this month's bunny or cover girl. Grin and bear it — he's a guy after all.


The Wrong Impression: You might be viewed as "just one of the guys" and thus taken out of the dating game. Or, perhaps worse, fellas outside your crowd might assume you're a big-time party girl who craves attention from the opposite sex.


The Ditch: Much as we love 'em, guys are guys. If he sees a woman he wants, he may go after her and leave you sitting at the bar.
Tip: Establish ground rules prior to any outing to avoid sticky situations.

The Ugly:

Dangerous Liaisons: After a night on the town, a particularly emotional situation or a long dry spell, you might find yourselves venturing into more physical territory (remember "When Harry Met Sally"). Something good could come from it, sure, but it's more likely to cause a lot of uneasiness and confusion between you. So try to avoid it.


Prince Charming: Perhaps the worse-case scenario is when one of you is attracted to the other. Do you suffer in silence or let the truth come out? Unless you're pretty sure you both feel the same way, best to adopt a don't-ask-don't-tell attitude.

Just chanced upon this article on the MSN Dating... seems like I am reading alot of stuffs like that lately... Hope it's not an omen or what...

Yuans told me I shouldgive up cyclist (I GOT to, since.. oh well..) and go afetr MOMO... yes, MOMO, will you marry me??? PURLEEEEESeee~~~ wahahaha... anyway, we had a good laugh at that thought.. not them part I propose to him, but the part he cringe.. and prolly run and hide in the toilet and shiver in cold sweat.. whahahhaa... anyway it's a funni idea we came up with when we were bored walking around Bugis yesterday... And oh, anyway, bestest, if you are reading this, I must say we both agree that u are one eligible boy... but don't worry... U don't look an inch like cyclist, so you are safe...=P.. *phew* yeah?

Anyway, regarding the article... I must admit some of the points are very valid...except for maybe the Humna resource part..No, I don't meet any nice guys through my guy friends.. They prolly bring me back to those I already knew.. such a complete waste of my precious youth... but yeah, I think I have a pretty good relationship with both sexes.. though I don't think I have that many friends, but the few I know I treasure... Male or female..

Ok, I am blabbering... need to ZzZzZzZZZzzzz

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.


Yeah.. There's things that I can't change.. so I have to live with it...
Been tired lately.. and going out quite a little... spend quite a lot.. hahaha..
There's a burning question.. but oh well...

Topic for the day:-Loving A Friend: Avoid Heartbreak
Is it safe to reveal your true feelings?

Developing an attraction for a friend can sometimes be a tricky situation.
Letting your interest be known can either break or make the relationship.
The last thing you want is to reveal your feelings and lose a good friend.
Learn to avoid potential heartbreak with this list of situations to avoid
when you feel you may want to become more than friends.

1)The other person is already involved with someone:
You should never try and break up a relationship regardless of
what your friend says about it. If they are unhappy it is up to
them to handle the situation. Don't let yourself be the fallback
love just because you may be interested in them. If they
become available again, and the timing is right for you, pursue
your interest then

2)You are already involved with someone:
End any relationships before pursuing another. Once you've
done that you can enter into a new relationship without the
emotional baggage of a tangled romance.

3)They've already said they do not want to be more than friends:
As hard as it may feel, if your interest has an aversion to
becoming romantic with a friend you'll need to accept that.
Try surrounding yourself with new people for a while to help
diminish your attraction.

4)You're interested in them because you feel secure with them:
Of course being comfortable with a potential partner is an
important factor, but it can't be the only one. So many times
people fall into relationships because they are comfortable
with each other. Doing so can be at the risk of finding that
one true passionate love affair. If you find yourself interested
because it's easy to be...don't

5)You don't want to see them with someone else:
Jealous feelings alone are not enough of a romantic indicator
to pursue a relationship. Giving into the jealousy can cause
more of a separation than the closeness you may actually
desire. Allow yourself some space from your friend to
reevaluate what your feeling.

6)You know that revealing your feelings will end the relationship:
A true friend is more valuable than anything you can find. Why
ruin the chance of a lifetime relationship with this person for
the possibility of what could be a short romance? Sustaining
love can only exist when both people have love for each
other. You can't make a relationship happen, or work, with
one-sided affection.

====Blatantly plagiarised from YuHan's blog====

Um.. how many of this situations have you been into? 1,3,5,7? 1,2,3? None? All of the above? hahahhaha.. oh well, I'm sure everyone goes through some kind of shit like that... LEARN from the lessons and not let anyone prick ur heart again yeah?


Saw him at the bus stop this morning before the papers... Uh.... I felt totally retarded so I took the next bus and avoided looking at him.. hahhaha...

Anyway no good news for all my Buangster Club members.. oh well, my assumption is right.. he finds me a prick.... HAIS....

Nth + 2 days: she's there again... and this time she've gone overboard... if only I was fast enough to slam her face with her thermal flash... dun let me see her again...

Yes.. I've done something utterly beyond me... and what got into me? it must be stresss. haven't study a wee bit yet for my papers tomorrow... SHIET...
received bad news from my bank.. damn angry but it's my own fault. so... too bad then.... URGH.....

Not going back to science ever.. hahahaha

Nth + 1 day: today I've managed to hide from her... YES!! but I had to go back to the library in the evening to get some books.. DAMN.. and she's still there with two of her friends who seem to be laughing at me.. AGAIN...
I took another route home.. Yes, thanks to her, I found a longer route to go home.. I walked all the way out.. Hmmm the ITE Dover looks nice at night.. I should consider teaching there after this semester.. maybe not.. I might bump into that retarded stalker.. AGAIN...

yep.. so he took another way home... *ULTRA SAD*
I should stop letting him affect me.. oh man.. he is afterall just another crush...
Just hope that I won't regret not going up to him 2 weeks from now... URGH..

Anyway I am ULTRA stressed up.. so many things, so small brain!!!~~~~

Nth day: She's here again today!!!when is this ordeal going to end? And she's with this big bunch of friends mocking me and laughing at me each time I walk pass.. When can she leave me alone??
FOr a start, I've managed to shake her off on my way home today... YES! And hope she should get the idea thatno, I don't enjoy the attention, so please leave me alone..
TOmorrow I shall come out with a new strategy to counter her attacks, God bless me..

OK.. that's just something I came up with... maybe this did exist somewhere in cyclist's blog or judging from the way he looks, physical diary... oh well.. ahhaha.. at least I made an impression...

Today he's not in school.. he's never in school on Sundays... mayb he needs to go to church or what.. it better be what cos' I guy who spends the whole day in church is... uh.... incredible... so anyway, he's not here today and I asked JL and GX for 2078 times why he's not in school...

tODAY, gx's hanster ex-gf joined us at the library... can't believe she's our age... oh well, hope I didn't seem or act too anti-social... but I'm shy too you know...

I remembered Yuans asking me about when was the last time I had a serious relationship.. and I told her in JI year 1 or 2... then I remembered today that there's one in yr 1 NUS... hahaha... but that was too unserious to even be considered a relationship... prolly a fling or what... hahhaa... so anyway it's insignificant, and I thought I better blog it down before I even forget his existence...

I guess some people might be wondering who these unfortunate people are.. and I shall not mention names as there's some privacy issues involved and to protect their identities as well.. hahaha... I'm sure they do't want the whole world to be gloating over their misortunes 10 years down the road.. wahhhahaha

Tomorrow if cyclist is in school, I resolve to invite him for dinner... of cos' my resolution seldom work... like the previous one... hahahhhaa... ok ok... I'll try to smile at him to look less fierce.. I hope I can mamipulate those muscles into a smile instead of a mere twitch on my face that might look uh... perverse? whahahahhaa...

Study HARD tomorrow and stop all the nonsense.. oh well.. I really need to sleep...
after I bathe....

heard this song on class 95 in the MORNING on my way to school.. so it's about this gurl discovering the boyfriend having an affair and the guy is explaining... and I thought:
Would you confront your partner if that should happen
If you are the one having an affair and is discovered, would you explain or break up with your partner?
Why would you have an affair when you do not want a breakup? You know, why can't you love one at a time?
So anyway, I thought about it.. and I think I would breakup with my boyfriend if I find out that he's having an affair... Nothing about pride or anger but I don't think I cant accept someone who can't love me with all his heart.. It's ok to have crush on others but no, to two-time, that's ridiculous... So the next two question is not applicable to me.. anyway, love is selfish.. or rather, I am selfish... but then again, who doesn't want to be the one and only right?
And crush, I mean just by looking and grinning idiotically whenever you meet him... nothing else... heheheh....ok.. maybe I haven't been in this kind of situation before so it's easy to say..
So anyway, if one day my boyfriend should have an affair or doesn't love me anymore, I'd rather he be honest than to waste my precious youth.. I don't like to beat about the bush... and waste everyone's precious use..
And maybe I have a part to play in that as well... I'm sure he loved me right from the start, just that it faded along the way or that he loved someone else instead.. so I think in love, it's not easy to determine who's fault it is... oh well... I am sounding like Simon Lim... wahahahhahaa..* sounds of waves in the background*
I am in the library now... attending a super boring webcast... hahaha....with GX who is playing his dumb game, incidentally, BOunce.. hahaha
Oh.. there's a new addition to my name: TBSSPCPCMO
hahhahaa.. I think the only time this will stop is when exams are over and the Buangstersfind better things to do than giving me names... hahahaha
All the best all Buangsters... I enjoyed the mugging-nonsensical days.. hahhahaa

I've just joined the buangsters' club today.. the club consists of an Arts student, a Biz, a SOC, an Engine and a Sci... Oh well... I hope our lucks will become better.. I should start donating all my money and stop asking people to 'chi shi'... URGH...
Today, I resolve to 'bio' cyclist lesser, no, NOT to bio him anymore..so from tomorrow onwards, I shall FULLY concentrate on my studies.. and if I should fail to do so, members to the buangsters club will have the right to slap my upside down... yes.. I've said it.. and I shall do it..
Should I post and publish this...*ponders hard*

Hahaha... did my first double kill... shiok.. hahaha... but it was pure luck.. hahaha
anyway the team lost but I've got 1o GP.. so who cares.. hehehehe

Yes... there's is a new addition to my name.. courtesy of JL
Today I did something ultra stewperd.. well, at least it's something I haven't done for a long time.. to stalk.. waahahhahaa...
anyway I was took 151, knowing he would take that and forsaked JL.. SOWWIE...
nothing much.. just stalked him and MOST probably scared the shit out of his pants.. wahhahaahhaha...
Yes I am a timid stalker, so wat?

I was so tired that I blabbered that.. and it's not the first time... There was once I said prosecuters will be trespassers.. ok... somethign is very wrong with my english.. better go read more archie comics..

Lately I've got a new SUPER long name SSRCPCMO.. can't remember the fulll thing.. too tired to type if out even if I know.. hahaha.... thanks to JL, MO, TCS, GX... it gets longer every other day...-_-

been out since 7 am this morning... very tired.. I just want to concus....

Things that goes through my head when I jog:
First 1 to 3 minutes:
Yes, I am going to be a healthier person and be less sick
4th to 10min:
Oh man, my butt/calf/thigh/arms/neck/ear/nose muscles are aching, I should stop
11th to 15th min:
The streetlights are too bright, it's making me uncomfortable, I better stop
16th to 20th min:
I am not going to die right? Ok.. I am breathing fine just that my calf muscles are aching.. should I stop to stretch? SHould have stretched before I jogged
21st to 25th min:
Oh what should I do tomorrow.. I better finish revising chapeters X to XX
26th to 30th:
Oh, those guys are still chatting at the fitness corner.. can't they chat at somewhere else.. I hate to do my stretching in front of strangers
31st minute:
Arseholes.. I'm going home to stretch instead.. stupid fishmongers.. hope they'll never strike 4D.. My doctor will tell me I can stop taking medicine when I visit him again.. yay~~

Today is slightly different from the above mentioned 'cos throughout the 30 minutes I was tugging my shorts... it's my JI PE shorts and the elastic ban has gone.. just gone. so it's very loose.. should've checked.. oh well...and I kept rewinding some stuffs.. aiyos!

Today I met CYclist at the Ngee Ann Bus stop... I still don't know his name..SIGH.... anyway he looked kind of shock to see me.. and I think he was avoiding me... better don't get too paranoid...oh well... Anyway he takes 61.. so assuming he stays at Toh Yi/Toh Tuck area... I should visit Weitian more often... who knows they are neighbours.. teeheee...

Very sticky, need to bathe liao.. ciao~

Faithful Ellie

URGH!!! I AM SUPER PISSED NOW!!!~~~~~
Someone just got me really pissed... stupid *%&*@

Apparently the stuffs between my 2, no, my fren and his gerfren are false... uh... haiya!
Today was another not so well spent day.. and 'cyclist' caught me staring at him uncountable times.. and I thought there was this twitch on his face.. I hope it's not shiver..
bu oh well.. I had Shui Jiao at business today.. NICE... heheh
Then I brought THE couple to eat Jap food at clementi..
Today at the library before i learnt about false alarm, we were discussing bout how everyone deals with break-ups.. and JL asked how would I have reacted..I couldn't answer.. so on my way home I thought about it..then I realised I've been leaving in those PBU,Post break-up mode for years... hahaha...just sometimes it hurts more, sometimes I barely notice anything, sometimes just numb, sometimes there's new crushes to make me forget, sometimes he appears and makes me believe it's not over.. sometimes I imagine it;s not over..
SO that's how I dealt with stuffs... another round? scary... but if there's another round.. I don't think I will ever let anything affect me the way he did..

Today is the only day I went to school without thinking where Librian will be sitting at... Instead, I was asking myself.. WHY DIDN't I BRING MY PHONE? And I kept asking myself.. Even when I am fully totally aware that I did nto bring my phone, I kept searching for it in the library.. oh well...
Library is VERY crowded today.. and I'm not sure if the 3 monkies were joining me and I wasfeeling pretty bad for occupying a whole entire table alone, so I did not stop the guy who came to share my table.. At about 2 plus, I ran out of water and coincidentally, those 3 goons walked out of the lift.. hahah
Anyway I survived without my phone for more than 12 hours.. hahah... and I seriously think that NUS should have some pay phones or something... Well, actually no one needs a pay phone anymore... but you can never tell when stuffs like that happen yeah?
No laptop today btu I was still very distracted the phone, or rather the lack of it, the newspaper, LIbrian, the disgusting couple in front of me, my titbits.. anything but my readings.. I read up to lecture 4 but not complete and not revised..SHIET.. 71/2 more lectures to go...
I am beginning to wonder if I am really letting go this time... This afternoon I realise I can't.. there's some stuffs that I still miss alot.. I missed being the centre of his attention, I missed.. being missed by him...
Oh well.. I am learning everyday.. whatever...
ZzzZZZZZZZzzzZZzZZZzz

Yep.. all my papers are done, sloppy job or not, they are finally OVER and I just can't be bothered anymore!!!Yep.. I can finally study...
TOmorrow I plan to finish up till lecture 4 of IF3214... I really hope so.. and it might be quite possible since I am not bringin my laptop.. I realised it's the ultimate distractor.. hahaha.. and since I don't have any reports to write anymore.. that brick is so unnecessary...
Gambatte tomorrow~~
Today is totally wasted...

Some happy moments today:
Met Librian aka 'cyclist' at the canteen... stalked him with my eyes.. and went to 'bump' into him at the drink stall, but did not have the courage to look at him... waahhahaha....
And I got my pay today
And I spent $90 using my daddy's ATM card...
That's it

Other than that.. today is an ultra not nice day.. first I had to pee on my way to school so the trip was really bad.. then I could not get a good seat in the library.. then Librian did not come to the library.. then I had a bad project discussion and I thought my groupmate was going to spoil my tablet.. she was poking the screen with the stylus as if trying to poke a hole through.. SUPER heart pain as I was watching... to a point I could nto stand watching, I stopped her.. then I was late for piano lesson.. and my student made me VERY angry today but not remembering how to do the sum that I taught her 1001 times..
I think I am super stressed up cos' I still have one report to write and have yet to revise for exams.. *starts pulling my hair*

There were about 2 freak accidents that happened to my precious hair in my growing up years.. no, 3, and now it's almost 4.. that is, if anyone comments about my hair tomorrow.. and those accidents are really *freaks*, not those ala-china doll or blondie hair styles.. I don't consider them freak accidents..
So anyway the first one was when I was prolly 3 or 4.. having spent most of my time then in my Godma's hair salon, I always thought it's easy to 'style' your own hair.. so one day while my mum was cooking lunch, I took a pair of scissors and a little stool, stood in front of my mother's dressing table.. and there I go.. I could vividly remember how I did it and how I shocked my mum.. and how she brought be down to my Godma to give me a neat haircut.. so freak accident #1

The second one was prolly ard 6? My brother and I were playing with those tiny toy cars, like 2 AA batteries combined together time.. so we rolled the cars up and down, everywhere and onto my hair. and my hair was stuck between the wheels.. so my intelligent brother and his ever innocent sister took a scissors to snip off the stuck hair, thinking that the gazillion number of other hair will cover up.. and it kind of did.. and we continued rolling everywhere, except for my hair.. and the next day, before going to school, my mum was tying my hair and hey, why is there a hole amongst the gazillion strands of hair..she thought I was losing hair at that young age.. hahah.. so I showed her where the 'hole' of hair went to, the wheels of the car. And she had to show that hole to everyone in the salon..Freak accident #2

The third time was much later.. like when I was 17/18? in my pre-U days... after the china doll-hair days.. I decided to have a much shorter fringe.. so I asked my Godma to do it for me.. and she did not dare to do so as she knows my mum would faint.. so she stopped about 1/2 inch above my eye brow..
I went home, feeling super unsatisfied, took the scissors again and snipped.. it stopped just like than 0.5sm below my hair line.. showing my entire forehead.. and the fringe was like pointing outwards and I had to apply gel to keep it down..ala armani haircut.... just the fringe.. wahahhaha..freak accident #3

Today, I asked my mum to cut the bottom part of my hair cos' it's kind of ticklish and she did. But I felt that she didn't do a good job cos' she merely cut across and I feel like a coconut husk in disguise.. SO just minutes again, I searched for the scissors and did what I always liked to do... hahah... and there's a huge pile of hair on the floor.. till now, I still have no regrets and I don't really see much difference, but I do FEEL different.. hahaha... so if no one commends negatively about my hair tomorrow, this won't be freak accident #4, just a nice experience.. Fow noe, I am pretty happy about what I did...

Going to sleep.. the air-con is still not cooled yet and the service man is only coming next saturday... URGH....
Going to sci Library tomorrow... hope I sit near cyclist... whahahahahahha

There was a 75 minute test today... can't even call it a test. it's an open book-know-where-your-stuffs-are-and-copy-as-fast-as-you-can exercise.... and as usual, being the SUPER disoaganised me, the whole place is in a mess.. hehh... Oh well, don't think I will do well, just hope I pass...
Spent the rest of the afternoon in the library and guess who's there~~ wahahaha... I was a little disappointed when I did not see him during lunch time at pink tables.. and did not see him in library until much later..teeheee.. SUPER happy.. heheheh....can't stop smiling after seeing him... saw him yesterday too~~ and I tried hard not to break into my silly grin.. Anyway was with Siqiao almost the whole entire daqy..s he is another cartoon.. I wonder why I always mix well with cartoons when I am so 'normal'.. anyway I showed her HIM as well.. and she was like.. not bad.. got all the features that humans should have...-_-"'
met Biling and WWS for dinner at Fongseng... There's somethings you wish you could do and you know it's beyond your control... I wish I could direct him somewhere...

Song of the day:
Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.


==Avril Lavigne==
Quite meaningful... Hope u readers like it~~

PAMS_3[Momo] (16:04) :
wait wait i dig wrong name
haha

-_-"""""
he got the wrong name...
URGH....
Keep you readers updated...

PAMS_3[Momo] (15:37) :
lam chun yang
er.. single and available
physics major hahahahah

PAMS_3[Momo] (15:53) :
he marked my practical reports!~
lum chune yang

That's the best thing my bestest friend can ever do for me... I mean really, THANK YOU SO MUCH..

Well, at least I get to know his name and dun have to call him 'LIBrian' anymore...
But I must admit, I am gutless to move on liao.. I don't want to know him, I think... That will lose all the enigmatic feeling I get when I see him... and.. and..he will just think that I am a siaochabor..

oh well, I am very happy today.. I shall carry on keeping my eyes OPEN to see if he comes by....

And I must thanks Fondest Bestest once again... THANK YOU SOOoOOoOOooOOOoo MUCH~~~~