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This is the story of a girl who fell from the top of the world.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

When things hit rock bottom... 

It can only get better.

I have faith. So must you.


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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Things will be fine if it's right... 

The past week had been a roller coaster ride. The high times were always followed by the very low. I think I enjoy hovering around the danger zone. I've decided to just chill and see where the ride leads to. No commitments, no obligations, no expectations. Let's just chill.

Work has been okaee. I made an overnight trip to KL for work and managed to meet up with the family. My watermelon boy is sho cuuuteeeee!!! I love my 2 cutest kids in the whole wide world. Hwee Li was supposed to drive me to Fullhouse for a nice meal but turns out I was pretty busy. Sadifying I know. We'll go there next time cousin! We can get Chung too! (I doubt he wants to come)


In other news, my China parents are back in Singapore to help my China sister settle down in their new flat. They bought me my favourite snacks too! Shiokalicious! Everybody loves me!~
My vainpot and my watermelon boy

Vainpot, Princess Jeanie (aka Midge as her mean sister fondly calls her) and Watermelon Boy

My manicured nails! (Went for a manicure while waiting for my dinner appointment to happen. Cool eh?)


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Friday, May 22, 2009

Fall to pieces 

我发现最大的失败,不是比不上对手,而是输给了自己。
I'm sorry if I am behaving like a spoilt brat who can't get her toy. I just thought somethings are worth fighting for.

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Opportunity cost 

Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
ask me if i wan to buy coach
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
arggggh!!!
lz says:
wah
lz says:
erm
lz says:
no need so many bags
lz says:
u buy the eye cream more worth
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
lz says:
u can buy like 20 eye cream
lz says:
10 yr supply (if u 6 mth use finish 1)
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
hahahahahahahahahahaha
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
different la fren
lz says:
wad wad
lz says:
face nice use wad bag oso nice
lz says:
er u got more orders juz tell me b4 i go out in evening ok
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
kk
lz says:
^^
Patrick Star turns into a stone! says:
dun have got more orders le


I dragged my self to Lot 1 hoping to catch a movie and it turned out the only 4 available are:
  • Angels & Demons(I declined it's gala invitation, so no way am I going to pay to watch it)
  • Ramen Girl (Nope, like LZ mentioned, it's the Angmoh's silly idea of them being superior)
  • Star Trek (need I explain further?)

And finally the one movie I don't mind/ want to watch Wolverine starts at 3.20pm and I was at the cinema slightly before nooon. MEH.

I bought another cardigan from Cotton On and a tub of ice cream. Such a complete waste of my youth.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

Rewind & Erase 

The pair of Angels on my back failed to remind me how scary things can be if I ever get myself into another complicating situation like this again. There isn't enough RAM on my brain to process all the things happening to the heart recently. I think the brain got fried and I have once again managed to mess things up at 5.30am on a supposedly beautiful Saturday morning.

Bumming around in bed the whole day, drifting in and out of sleep is not the best cure for a fried brain. Thou shalt not remain stoned for whatever's left of the precious weekend. If I've added to your already heavy burden in anyway, I am really sorry for my lack of self-discipline. I should have held my tongue. It was very selfish of me.



In other news,my Neverfull Damier the brother and wifey are coming back from their Europe trip and I can't wait to see the bag them!

It's been a long day.
I will be ok, so will you. Everyone OK! Singapore OK!

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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Mindfuck 

I have a bad habit of allowing people to screw my mind upside-down and to make things worse, I actually indulge in it. Simply, I have the worsest habit of mindfucking myself. Which is what happened today, and probably tomorrow, and probably the next few weeks to come, depending how merciful the 'people' is to me and how merciful I am to myself.

Some people just never learn. CMI!

I cab't believe I am saying this but the song is actually pretty nice!


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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Happy Birthday! 

It's someone's birthday but I just cannot remember who. So whoever you are, Happy Birthday yeah! (and you can drop me a note to say is you). HUR HUR.




In other news, I keep sending messages to wrong people. Horrigible!!!!

I must be getting stale. MEH.
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Monday, May 11, 2009

Eventful weekend 

My Donut!!
It was Donut's last day as a temp at the office and we decided to have a nice farewell for her at Sunset way. We went for steamboat and for the 2nd time in a row, I lausai-ed! I never want to eat there EVER again! NABEH.

Vain Ah Boy

干妈 and her real son, Vain Ah Boy.

我爱的人 and LZ
Afterwhich we headed for:

ICE CREAM!!! Thanks to 干妈 for her treat! Yummilicious~

Then on Saturday, Donut and Alv suggested cycling and I dragged myself across the island only to find myself stranded at a deserted bus stop on a burning Sunday afternoon. MEH.-.-

Anyway I managed to find them and baked myself pretty well. HUR HUR

The party Donut n LZ

Me and 爱我的人


我爱的人(who is too tall) and I.

We had ice cream again!! Donut is such a bad influence. She had ice cream 4 times a week! As a result, I had with her 2 times in 3 days!

Oh well, so much for the weekend!

Endnote: Someone got me pretty pissed over some trivia stuffs. Guy friends can be so insensitive. -.-

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Saturday, May 09, 2009

Just my luck? 

Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
ah boy!
terence. says:
hey hey!
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
did u lausai last night?
terence. says:
nope
terence. says:
but dis morning i had just a business
terence. says:
hahaha
terence. says:
heard from ERin u and chris had lausai
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
me n my boyfren both had diarrhea
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
ya ya
terence. says:
lols
terence. says:
so random la u qns
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
huh? very random meh?
terence. says:
ya
terence. says:
hey u got lausai
terence. says:
haha
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
yah lo
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
hahahaha
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
to the point mah
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
that's the 1 thing i wan to ask u
Patrick Starr. Shlomo aykano itayk? says:
hahhahaha
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Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Hot like oven! 

Today I made the greatest dicovery! I found my 爱我的人 and 我爱的人 in the office!! Donut thinks we are all very childish, just like in school. And I am super distracted with the nonsense and end up not processing as many forms as I should. Mehhhhhh.

We had early lunch today cos the 2 important people in my life aka my 爱我的人 and 我爱的人 's lunch breaks are at 12. And I managed to con them n the rest to PGP. They decided to switch off the aircon and open the windows. WTF?!


I was pretty pissed today. Mehhhh. But I think I gotten over it. Yayee!

5KSCT1S says:
u wanline lz can play pool
then me xiaobai chris can play billiards
i very pro 1 person can versus 2 lol
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
er billiard can 3 person play one meh?
5KSCT1S says:
10 person play also can
but pple will laugh


Chris says:
. ture hahahaha
true*
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
i think the compassiionate one is to make u feel better
Chris says:
pisces r gd ppl hor.
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
er..
Chris says:
ok. nvm..
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
Chris says:
wa kaoz. me sia
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
Chris says:
kaoz. u make me turn and see if u gt walk over.
paranoid sia
Patrick Starr. Bless me Father for I have sinned. says:
wahahahahhahha
maybe one day when you tun around u see a flying shoe
Chris says:
shoe better than u
MUAHAHAHAHAHA

lz says:
ur personality is quite drama de (incase u haven realise)
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
really ah
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
hahahhahhahahahahahah
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
i tot i m oni loud
lz says:
err u can oso ask ur buddy see wad she say
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
hur hruh ur hur
lz says:
i agree the ****** part
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
lz says:
err frens r mirror mah
lz says:
dun sad la


Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
haiyerr.. I tot i vey cool one. in the end is the opposite
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
sad
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
dun be sad
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
i will work on being cool
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
you wil see a brand new me when you return
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
then its t the real you
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
no it's still me, the cool me~
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
the old u is still cool
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
no I m drama n ****
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
i wan to b coooool~
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
orh
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
dun worry no matter how cool i m, you will always be my bestestestestest fwen
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
ooo
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
thanks!
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
but i will still continue to be drama and ****
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
it's ok.
Patrick Starr. Durian is gooot! says:
u will still b the best
Darkness -http://www.brandy-link.blogspot.com/ says:
thanks

So much for today~






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My declaration of Love
I need to know how to feel without you.. I need to find myself, to give you the space you need, to move in a different direction from yours.. I want to know how life can go on without you.. I want to embrace joy, indulge in love, to enjoy every drop of sunshine that falls on me.. I will conquer my fear of living in a world without you.. I will live my life as though I had never met you...
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