A life TOO ordinary..

Summer's just around the corner. And that means the time is right for a summer romance. Are you ready for some summer lovin' or are you still hibernating? Our fun quiz will help you find out.

1. What are you looking forward to this summer?
• A break from my seasonal affective disorder. (Score = 1)
• Skipping all the weddings. (Score = 2)
• Meeting someone who'll help me forget. (Score = 3)
• The promise of a romance that lasts beyond the season. (Score = 4)
• Air conditioning. (Score = -1)

2. Which summer hue best embodies your attitude?
• Blue. I'm sure I'll be alone again this summer. (Score = 1)
• Green. I'm jealous of people in relationships. (Score = 2)
• Red. I'm ripe and ready to go. (Score = 3)
• White. I'm cool as a cucumber. (Score = 4)
• Does black count? (Score = -1)

3. You're invited to a beach party singles mixer. You:
• Test the waters. Resolve to deal with your lifelong fear of bonfires. (Score = 1)
• Dangle your toe in the water. "I'll go, but I probably won't meet anybody." (Score = 2)
• Surf the crowd for Annette Funicello. (Score = 3)
• Dive right in. "My dream date could be there!" (Score = 4)
• Rent "Beach Blanket Bingo" and stay home (Score = -1)

4. This adult beverage most describes your summer attitude:
• Blue Curacao. It matches my mood.
• Whisky sour. (Score = 2)
• Sex on the Beach. Need I say more? (Score = 3)
• Tequila Sunrise. I know every day will start out beautifully. (Score = 4)
• Bitters. (Score = -1)

5. How would you rate your prospects for a summer romance?
• Cool. It seems unlikely. (Score = 1)
• Tepid. There are no good people left to date. (Score = 2)
• Luke warm. Stranger things have happened. (Score = 3)
• Hot. I'm ready for a relationship, so this could be the season for romance. (Score = 4)
• Stone cold. I won't be leaving the house, anyway. (Score = -1)

Less than 0: The season's changing, why not use that as an excuse to change your bad attitude? Otherwise, stay in your cave so you don't spoil our fun.

0-5: You're shy and insecure — and that will make it hard to find a mate. Look for tools to help you cope with your issues. As your self-esteem improves, so will your prospects for love.

6-10: Your romantic past might not have been a blockbuster hit, but that doesn't mean you can't break that bad luck streak. Start by identifying your best qualities and post a profile now.

11-15: The forecast for summer lovin' is good. The only question is whether you're looking for a summer romance or something that will last into colder weather.

16-20: It's nothing but clear sailing for you this summer. When love comes to town, you'll be ready!


I scored a 10!~~

My table~~ 

知难而进

什么电话都不接,
我自己一个人喝latte
那个杯里的黑白相间
是最美的是是非非
你爱谁我已无所谓
你的去向我不想了解
不必迅找我, 不必留言
我已不需要你赞美

周旋在你我和她之间
难到你不觉得累
倒不如我给你方便
省得你解释这是误会
窗外车水马龙还不睡
没有你的夜色反而更美
我可以尝试给别人机会
胜过成为你的累赘

Chorus:(oh this is my favourite)
我
情愿自己知难而退
不需要你判决
我
可以听我爱听的音乐
不需要和你妥协

不必听你不笑的辩解
我没兴趣知道她是谁
我的爱只剩一些些
别再挑战你我之间

你还真的以为

A nice song that I used to play ALOT.. playing now, nice angry tune.. I LIKE~~~

I got ready to go for my evening 'stroll' I realised I didn't have any shoes.. Wearing sneakers is not good for my feet.. So I spent the time looking for glue and sticking back teh sole to my favourite pair of shoes.. hahaha..

My dad's childhood friend just passed away, like slightly more than a week after my friend's dad passed away.. and I am getting worried.. I do not fear death, I mean my own death.. but I am not sure how am I going to deal with death of others, people I love.. SO I pray that they will live to 23974, happily ever after.. OK, I am just selfish bitch who doesn't want to deal with losing someone I love.. I rather they lose me.. Bleurgh...

Went to church this morning... initially I got up just to pee, but my dad asked if I want to go to church.. oh well.. Since I am up already.. Went to the church at woodlands.. my 'favourite' priest is not there.. instead it's this rather young priest who speaks mandarin like.. uh... Shaun? *Shaun is a blardeee banana* So anyway it was kind of funni.. hahaha

Had breakfast with my parents at woodlands market and went shopping at Sheng Shiong again.. yayeeeee.. got pads(wat's new) and junk food (loads).. got the new 'Shrek' oreos.. ahahah!

Watch my Astro boy before falling asleep again.. teeheee.. the rest of the day was spent trying VERY hard to sit still and practise piano, eating mangosteen, junk food, my mum's cooking, rotting in bed, doing cross-stitch *more feminine huh, bestbest?*, reading newspaper, reading clockwork orange,reading IF2101 notes, watching TV.. That's quite alot huh.. so it's pretty obvious, nothing much is done.. besides eating..

I am becoming mroe and more paranoid..DAMNIT... I think I am going to sink into depression soon if this doesn't stop.. oh well, I think I am just frightening myself.. hahahaa

Going to poke needles into my arms on Tuesday, I am preparing a list of questions to ask Doc when I see him on Thursday and so far I've got 3 questions:
1. Can I get a tattoo cos' I remember the last doc saying it's not good for me.. Is it true or is it a comspiracy between her and my mum??
2.Why are my gums still bleeding? Am I going to die?
3.Can I reduce my dosage for Hydrochloroquine? Those blardeee pills are damn expensive and I have already reduced that anyway.. *yes, you can shoot me now*

oh well, that's the only 3 questions I can think of now.. not like I can remember them when I see doc, oh well, I better write them down on my palm or something.. teeheeee...

Working only on Friday next week as I have to 'meet up' with doc and the nurses at TTSH.. luckily Feng is able to work...

Think I am going to get my concession pass one of these days... maybe after I get my pay from SOS...

Applied for UOB mini the other day.. hope I don't lose it.. hahaha!

Was 'dreaming' about my tattoo in church this morning.. wondering if it shouod b something fun like me or something gothic or something abstract or some tribal stuffs.. hahhhaa.. all I have to do it dream... uh... Ellie's Tattoo Funds, ANYONE??

I wana be Patrick!!!

Full name: Patrick Star
Occupation: Doing nothing
About: Patrick enjoys doing everything that Spongebob does. He is the dumbest creature under the sea, and thats why he's the best.. He actually got a trophy for doing nothing the longest.

New Religion

Reverse chivalry: 7 ways to lay on the charm
Hear ye, hear ye: Chivalry is far from dead. In fact, it's alive and kicking and branching out into brand new territories. Sure, a gentleman may flatter a lady by holding the door or pulling out her chair, but chivalrous gestures are no longer reserved just for the gents. Radical as the Knights of the Round Table might deem it to be, the proverbial round table has turned full circle. Nowadays, modern ladies are pulling classic acts of chivalry out of their hats, and flattering men left and right.

So how does this so-called Reverse Chivalry work?

Girlfriends, this formula's a no-brainer. Simply combine a touch of thoughtfulness, a pinch of pomp and a fair shake of flirtatiousness to render an irresistible act of etiquette sure to charm the pants off any man.
To make a positive impression he won't soon forget, ramp up your manners and try out these seven enchanting moves:

1. Open the door
If you two are going someplace together in your car, unlock and open the passenger side door for him before you get into the driver's seat. If you're headed to a restaurant or museum, surprise him by holding the door — and don't forget to flirt just a little as he passes in front of you.

2. Give a compliment
Keep it short and sweet, but genuine. "Nice pants" is always a good bet, and guaranteed to put a little lift in his step the rest of the day — along with a lingering thought of you.

3. Serve guests first
If you have him over for a glass of wine, fill his glass first and pass it to him slowly, all the while looking him warmly in the eye. He'll feel like royalty when you treat him with that extra splash of class.

4. Make introductions
If you are with him in mixed company, be sure he has been cordially introduced to everyone else in the circle. Make him feel included and welcome in your world, and he'll know your world is where he wants to be.

5. Be chivalrous in his presence
Offer up your seat on the bus to a senior citizen, or an expectant mother. Let someone get in front of you in the grocery line if they've only got one or two items to ring up. Let him see you being gracious, kind and a good citizen, and he'll know you're a real class act.

6. Pick up the tab
No, not necessarily that pricey dinner tab, because that's something you two should probably negotiate one way or another. But if it's just coffee or drinks for two, be smooth, foot the bill and leave a nice tip to boot.

7. Bring a gift
When you visit his place, take along a small housegift. Nothing over-the-top and showy — just something simple and thoughtful. Pick up that new jazz CD he mentioned, a bottle of wine or a lovely candle. Really want to see him light up with surprise and delight? Be bold and bring him flowers.

Found this article on MSN.. definitely absolutely relevant.. hahah

should be very... cold? The same goes for winter everywhere I suppose..

Tonight, for the 1st time in 21 years, I actually, seriously detest being a member of the female species.. DETEST, ABHOR, HATE.
I don't want to be a woman. I don't want my womb (yes, I know I say that every month). I just want to live like a man.. BE a man.. (ok, sounds like I am going for a sex change or something..)

Anyway, I want to be able to travel freely like a man.. to be less emotional, less sensitive (even if it means insensitive). I hate the fact that women can bitch about anything and everything and anyone, I hate them being such hypocrites(ok, myself included). OH, I just got very bad experiences with women.. URGH.. (speaking as if I'm not one)

Just very low morale now.. will elaborate more on why I don't want to be a woman... next time.. bleurgh....


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I am totally obssessed with how people view me.. DAMNIT...

So anyway according to bestbest, I am assertive and short-tempered and should be *whisper* feminine... uh... the first 2, I think I can work on them... regarding the last one.. uh.. In my HUMBLE opinion, he's kind of right.. oh well.. Noted.

Anyway, what do you guys think? tag me~ I will accept every opinion wholesale, REALLY!!!!

Today was a rather 'woozy' day... can't find any werd to descibe.. So I baked a cake, which is kind of too heavy and dry, roasted a chicken which I thought was pretty good, steamed a fish.. and yes, I practised on my piano for about 1 hour.. 1/2 short from my target but oh well...I cleared some little corner of my room... BUT I did not get to watch my movie... DAMNIT...

Must apologise to Eve.. I really wanted to work but I forgot about the course I signed up for.. sorry sorry!!!VERY sorry!!!!!

Will tomorrow be better.. I truly hope so.. I am missing school days already!!!


Final note: I am not sure what I am feeling actually, in my HUMBLE opinion, it's more hurt than anything else..
I have to apologise to a friend whom I've done something similar to.. but in some sense, she never gotten to know about the whole episode, which might be a blessing in disguise..
Anyway, I am just making a mountain out of a mole hill, I think it's no longer that episode that is causing all this shiet.. oh well.. maybe I was just looking for a chance to break down and not be myself..

Played Wo Ming Bai Ta by Karen Mok 2323476 times today.. don't really know what she's singing, but it's got a nice tune...
uh... yayeee?

Monday 7.30 Channel i. Must keep this to remind myself..

3 things that got me laughing heartily for the past 24 hours:
1. Eve, you know what you did.. I shall not elaborate.. but that's
DAMN funni...
2.Comments 'bout Fantasia's armpits..MUAhahahahhaa
3.Reuben walking down the platform.. The only thing I could
think of is, don't trip and ruin the stage..

I already know who won.. DAMN MSN...

New Cds to buy:
Avril Lavigne
Wilson Philips
F.I.R.

Did not watch my movie.. woke up later than I planned.. considering I only managed to sleep at 5, oh well, it's no suprise I cun drag myself out of bed..

Going to either: buy a jigsaw puzzle, a model mini cooper, or cross stitch.. maybe the 3rd option since it's th cheapest and less 'space' consuming..

Need to: practise piano, clean up my room, clean up my thoughts.

I've allowed this thing to affect me by wayeeee to much... tomrrow I shall wake up early to catch a movie at Lot 1.. preferably something funni.. if not, it better has some hunks for me to oggle at..
Haven't done this shiet for a long time.. hope this therapy will help.. if not, I shall shoot myself aFTer that..
*can I stop being so self centred and chiidish????*

Name?
Ellie
School?
NUS
Location?
Home, in front of my PC
Working?
Free lance waitress

have you ever...
wished you were dead?
Almost always now
broken somebody's heart? '
Hope not.. Usually I get my own broken
had your heart broken?
ibid
lied to get what you want?
that's part of growing up right?
loved somebody so much you'd do anything for
him/her?

seen a movie star?
naah.. Mickey Mouse and gang considered?
felt like killing someone?
more than one
lost someone you truly love?


do you
watch romantic shows?
Lurveeee
cry a lot?
mostly when I am angry
smoke?

drink?
Nah
drive?
VERY seldom
do you drink and drive?
Nah. I don't drink and seldom drive
like anyone right now?
Crush? it's like breathing to me...
love anyone right now? (and we don't mean your
family members or relatives)
don't think so
sleep early at night?
early as in morning type of early?
what do you feel like doing right now?
rip my heart out and throw it away
wish for every time you see a shooting star?
missed a chance to wish..
think of during a kissing scene at the movies?
nah, I don't watch movies alot
think of what you want in life?
what do I want in life?
hate most about yourself?

like most about yourself?

who would you...
like to kiss?
kiss where?
marry if you had to marry someone right this
moment?
I don't mind if his rich and smart and nice..
want your ex to end up with?
not with my friends
favourite colour?
GREEN
favourite cocktail?
Shirley Temple. My first cocktail
favourite number?

favourite place to chill out?
home
ideal date like?
dates are never ideal, live with it man..
motto?
Carpe Diem
favour?


FIRSTS
first best friend: Yiwen whom I've lost contact with
first real memory of something: my haircut
first car: I hope it's a austin mini cooper
first date: silly
first job: shampoo gurl at godma's salon
first screen name: Lestat. (screen as is computer screen?)
first self purchased album: Oasis or was it Take That
first pet: Pet Parrrot
first piercing/tattoo: ear piercing when I was 2.
first true love: hah hahaha hahhahaha
first enemy: I don't know
first trip: camping trip?fishing trip?museum trip? field trip?
first play/musical/performance: Golden child I think
first musician you remember hearing in your
house: *shrugs*

LASTS
last cigarette:
last person met: Coins and Biling
last big car ride:
last good cry:
last library book checked out: some text book for CS2250
last movie seen: Love Actually
last beverage drank: Glucose water
last food consumed: Prawn
last crush: Ang Zhun Yang
last phone call: coins I think
last tv show watched: American idol
last time showered: not long ago
last shoes worn: Teva sandals
last cd played: Shino
last item bought: chilli powder and chicken breast
last annoyance:
last disappointment:
last ice cream eaten: Rum and Raisin
last time wanting to die: 2 minutes ago? 3 seconds later
last time scolded: not too long ago I think
last website visited: blogs

Spent a whole entire day stoning and s****** and just feeling bad..sorted out some thoughts though, sorted out my feelings rather..

To Biling: regarding the person we talked about last night, I was just confused, now I am pretty clear.. it's negative..


I think I know what I should do and what I should not... I know I am just over reacting, over sensitive, overly paranoid about things.. but still I can't stop this depression from creeping in...

In shitty situations like this, I realise I am not as confrontational as I thought I would be.. I prefer to run and hide somewhere Maybe I would love to confront it, but there's too much at stake.. or maybe this stuff is just to trivial to pursue.. the conclusion, if there is one, would be rather silly anyway..

I am pretty much the same as what I was yesterday.. maybe more bruised as I let my thoughts rum wild.. nothing can be more heart wrenching than the conclusion I came out with.. and of course, I really hope it's just part of my ever-creative imagination...

I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide I need to hide

The mindless typing did not help.. Can you please remove my brain for me? anyone?

Think...
I need a break from it all...

I can see myself hibernating in KL in the near future with baby...

Run,
away from you..
That's all I want...

Heard some stuffs about myself that I never thought would come out of someone I thought knows me well enough.. and the thing is, it was relayed by a third party.. and the thing is, it was accidental.. and the thing is, I don't think someone had the intention to tell me, and the thing is I felt so totally misunderstood, and the thing is I am feeling crushed right now.. and the thing is, I don't know how to resume as per normal.. and the thing is, I thought backstabbing no longer exist in my world.. and the thing is, someone proved me wrong.. and the thing is, the feeling is worse than losing a very important 1/2 of my life.. and the thing is.. the thing is..

I realise that it doesn't pay to be a good, considerate person... it doesn't pay to try to make the world a better place to live in... it doesn't pay to try to make your friends' life brighter.. it doesn't pay to care too much for someone else.. it doesn't pay to offer whatever you have to people.. it doesn't pay to try to share your happiness.. things that I thought I've done right, I am so GODAMN wrong..

Pride
Avarice
Envy
Wrath
Lust
Gluttony
Sloth
I am only human.. ..

end note: this blog is targeted at no one.. I am more angry with myself than anyone or anything else.. Just in case you are thinking... NO, it's not you.. it's me really.. it's always me..
Eve, I guess it takes some time and experience to understand what you tell me.. Lesson learnt.

Back to Yang-Nai-Wen mode
Adopting Coin's current attitude, if you think it is, it is..
I am still as happy as I was.. therefore I am...
My room is not messy, therefore it is not..
I think nothing happened.. therefore nothing happened.

* If you have an opinion about me, NEXT TIME, I would appreciate that I know it straight from you rather than discussing it with 1001343286 people and then let me find out from someone else.. it is, in my humble opinion, less painful..*

Well.. to quote myself "I've seen worse"

just came back from jogging.. Simon Lim is still as yucky as usual... Hbut I must admit he plays nice songs... 2 songs I heard that I felt worth mentioning...

Everytime
Notice me
take my hand
why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby
==Shitney Speares== Hate to admit she sings nice songs...

I can't play the songs
Looking at your picture laying on my bed
Wishing I was pulling close the real you instead
I don’t know what I said or did
But girl I’m missing you
And I like to hear my music
But there’s nothing I can listen to

Cos I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
Everyone reminds me of the things we used to do together
And I can’t go to places that I used to take you to
Cos everywhere the faces there they all look just like you
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

Everywhere I’m drivin’ I go a different way
I can’t turn on my radio, afraid what they might play
My friends all drive me crazy cause you’re all they ask about
And why I live in silence but they just don’t understand

Without you, I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
No one can replace you cause once I tried
And even when I try to go with someone new
You are so deep in my head
I looked into her eyes but then I said your name instead
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

There’s nothing left that I can do cause I so lost in love with you
No where to turn, no place to run
You know you are my only one

I can’t play the song you used to sing along with me
Cause’ everyone is always bringin’ back the memory
Until your heart is back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs (won’t you please come back to me)
===David Gates===Always loved it when they play it on radio on my way to school.. RooOoomantic

Think these days had been too free and stuffs... Been thinking too much, getting paranoid.. does he hate me? does she? Are we drifting away? Have I changed? Did anyone change? Too many questions, no answers.. URGH... just want to be myself.I just want to run.

OH well, I am just being paranoid again...Silly cow..

CD I want to by, new taiwanese band..FIR...Fairylanf In Reality.. Yayeeeeee

Tomorrow I am going to work.. the only day I have to work this week, followed by a dip in the pool... yayeeeyayeee?? hahaa

Wednesday will be KTV day I think.. and I hope to catch a movie on Thursday.. if nothing goes wrong.. preferably.. I don't know.. hahah... just any movie.. and Friday will be badminton day.. uh.. yayeeee?

I was going through the FASS site and I am wondering again if I should just single major or return to the arms of Theatre Studies and do a double.. if I decide to do a double, then I would've to do all Theatre Studies modules for the next 2 semesters since I've fulfilled the double-major requirement for IF.. but chances are if I choose to return to TS, my CAP score will prolly hit rock bottom... so sometimes, interest is not that enough...
OH well, I still have sometime to think about it...

Dilemma that is... with a tinge of heartache or depression or something along those lines.. and only I know why.. hahaha..

Oh, oh.. before I forget, congrats to Eve... Hope the next one will come soon~~

Brief account of the trip can actually be found on Mo's blog, so I don't think there's a need to repeat similar things..

Seawater no doubt should be salty, but to the extent that it burns your throat, that's kind of scareee.. hahah.. anyway, the trip was pretty ok.. didn't really bother to take pictures.. allowed my mind to wander a little, enjoying some quite moments by myself thinking of stuffs that I thouught I've forgotten.. oh well...

Anyway, I must thank BESTEST FONDEST Mo for driving around even when he was ultra tired..*I did offer to drive though..* well, I must say, 辛苦你了! next time I'll try to be a better driver so that we can share the burden ok? or at least, be a better navigator so that you don't have to steer so hard trying to U-turn...

Food on Langkawi was not bad.. not ultra cheap but not very expensive either.. I can say, reasonable? cheaper than Singapore I suppose...yeah, Liquer and Cigarettes are DAMN cheap though...

No major screw ups on the logistics part, everything went smoother than Besar.. Though I am the one organising the trip, I am equally clueless on what is on the island too... nothing very interesting or particularly memorable like Besar.. hahaha
There were funny times, frustrating times, sleepy times, shagged times, Hongen times, Guoxian times, MOMO times, coffee/tea/beef/chicken/red/blue times, 'shit'-ty times,
sillycow times, hungry times, wet times, sunburnt times, sandy times, climbing times, itchy times.. hahaha... generally sums up, pretty fun times.. well, next year hope we can go somewhere more beautiful...

Didn't get to see any crystals that I can help Biling buy... oh well...oh oh... Mo didn't mention one thing, the food on the island is Halal... or at least what we ate there... so when we returned to Singapore, everyone had pork... whahahah...

Fad messaged me in the morning..Just the usual stuffs and he mentioned about travelling together after he ORD when I told him I just arrived from Langkawi..that will depends if others are free to go too... oh well...

Might be planning another trip to KL, maybe Genting... That would cost a little more.. oh well... we shall see...

Still itchy all over.. URGH......

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


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Your Heart is Grey


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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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You should be dating a Gemini
21 May - 20 June
This mate is inquisitive, entertaining and
charming, liberal, broad-minded and youthful.
Though Gemini has a tendency to be impatient,
gossipy and sometimes irritable, this twin has
the ability to expresses his or her pent up
emotions during sex!


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Anyway congrats to cyclist.. haaha
That means I dun have to see him anymore.. Yayeeee

Back from Langkawi...That's fast...

Thoughts on Langkawi will come later.. There's something else more important to be addressed.. RESULTS...

Bascially I feel ok about the whole thing.. 2B's and 3B-'s causing my CAP score to slide a little... could be mroe desirable if there's more B's instead of B-'s... OH WELL, like i always said, I shall work harder next semester.. *REALLY*

I guess there's nothing much we can do about the CAP score now but to work harder next semester... Oh, and maybe mope a little but still, there's next semester to bring it up... so everyone 加油~!!
*oh well, got to go ICM homepage to decide what to take next semester*

Feng broke up with Gary.. I am not sure if I totally agree with her move.. but it's her in a relationship so I think I am in no position to agree or disagree... But this got me thinking if it is really that important to share common interest with your partner.. or should we compromise on our differences and make the best out of it? I always thought opposite attracts, but it seems that in many cases, the difference will ultimately wear out the relationship.. I don't know that in future if I have that much love to keep me going on... SCAREEEEE

Some of my closests friends are going through a rough patch now.. I am so sorry that the comfort I can offer is probably the number of chinese songs I know and can sing..but I will give you my listening ear and shut up if you want me to..

Please take care.. Life goes on, but it's made bearable with friends.. So indulge in the beauty of friendship, ok?

Had a pretty busy day at work.. so sleepy.. Just as I was heading to my bed.. I realised.. that I have yet to pack.. oh well....

Anyway, I just mentioned that Sunny has the built of Jason, Eve, don't get me into trouble~~ later people think I got a thing for him or what ah.. hahahahhaha

Meeting the gang at 5.35am CCK... Hope we'll have a nice trip....

I am FINALLY bleeding but it's too late... DAMNIT... there could never be a more wrong timing.. SHIET... but still I will bring my swim wear just in case it ends fast enough to let me have a dip in the pool..or something...
anyway not very heng.. got cramp.. and I missed my piano lesson to go home to sleep.... bleeding people needs loads of rest.. hhahaha.. anyway I made a couple of mistakes today resulting in some extra food.. so paiseh...

Barcardi competition is here again... but I'll be in Langkawi already when it's Justin's turn... seems like I never have the chance to watch or h\give him support.. haha... Last year I was off to Japan...

Very warm these days.. I was perspiring the whole day.. damnit...
my phone is on the verge liao..today it went soundless even when it's on general mode.. Ellie's Phone fund, anyonee??
My favourite watch died on me as well... no batteries liao.. SIAN..

On UGLY Singaporeans
OK.. maybe not ugly but ULTRA boliao... This was what happened. There's this funeral at my void deck this afternoon.. so we happen to be waiting to 'unload' some stuffs from the van and then the funeral was going on.. and so my brother and I took shelter at the void deck to wait till the traffic clears.. and then there were this 3 people.. 2 aunties and 1 uncle.. apparently doesn't know the deceased.. and they were like discussing about the deceased family and children and stuffs.. and it seems that they came down 'just' to watch the 'thing'..WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE???? I am totally disgusted by these KAYPOS... which reminds me of my neighbour downstairs...oh well....

On 'office','work' politics
I hate to get involved.. and I get totally demoralised when I find politics or competition in my working environment...yes, this spells LAZY.. anyway not to mention any names, I shall refer to the person as 'Woozy'. So yesterday I went back to work and was talking to Woozy.. I think Woozy thinks I am coming back for good or something... or Woozy just wants to brag or something.. or maybe I am childish or something... Well... Woozy was going on and on and on about Woozy's responsibilities and relationship with the people...throughout the whole conversation...seriously.. things that Woozy told me, I've been through.. I had wonderful relationship with my ex colleagues and I had TONNES of stuffs to take care of.. and the latter is something I seriously dread.. cos' like I always said.. it's like getting paid $6/hr for a $15/hr task.. and to repeat that again... I DUN LIKE... and I don't have the intention.. so whoever is trying to tell me that is no longer my territory anymore seriously don't have to worry too much.. I really don't care.. hahaha... it's not about the money.. you just don't get job satisfaction... or maybe I have high expectations...

On friends who are your customers
Throughout the 'years', I've met a couple of friends who happen to drop by the bar... like yesterday I met Jeryl.. I would generalise them into 3 categories... Those who pays $10 and expects $30 cos' they are your friend... Those who pays $10 and expects only $10.. and those who pays $10 and don't mind getting $8...I mean most of my friends fall in the 2nd and 3rd category.. but unfortunately I do know of people who falls in the 1st one..(no, I am not hinting it's Jeryl ) I mean some friends understand how busy you are and they don't mind the wait.. some would come to you and ask for more liquor and stuffs.. then some would continuously come for ice water... some would feel so grateful for a glass of ice water... some would order fried kway tiao without bean sprouts,vegetables and more chilli, more kway tiao, more meat with extra egg.. or chinese fried rice with not mix vegetables, more char siew and fishcake, add ommelette.. blah blah blah... so Eve and I don't really like some friends-customers who drop by too often...cos' they tend to take things for granted already.. I think I am like that too.. I hope I did not do that too often...

On dating
A part of a conversation with a friend...
**(11:35 PM) :
No la.. I keep tripping... a lot of bruises.. no la.. no specific target yet.. just casting net wide for a population of samples to choose from..
Yeah I totally agree with him...


Well, so yesterday I worked at Shanghai Sally.. They had a bash there.. very crowded... sales was so-so... I could hit higher last time.. but, it's none of my business now anyway...
There's a new full time bartender, Sunny... got the 'Jason' built.. Last night was quite fun cos' everyone I knew came to say hi.. and we chatted quite a bit.. making the work more bearable... tho' it was damn boring from 7-10... Had supper with uncle and Candy who is also my shifu when I first started out...very nice and she was like telling me things are very different now.. and we both agreed that we like the past people better.. oh well...

Went to shift house today, to clear my nonsense.. took back the 2 tennis racquets.. think need to restring snd stuffs... oh well, doen't matter I don't play tennis anyway.. hahaha... will leave them lying around then...

My hands are aching.. I wonder if it's the shifting or cos' I skipped a dose of medicine and tire myself yesterday... my joints ache a little.. think it's the shifting cos' my knees and ankles are not aching.. hahahaa...*I'm just paranoid*

Bought my sunblock... forgot to bring my HP home after tuition.. so I walked for Plaza to Jelapang again to get my HP..I wanted to walk home.. but I needed to pee.. so I took a train instead..

Need to take my medicine later..
Going to bleed soon... either tomorrow or Tuesday.. so by Wednesday I should be almost done.. I hope... SIANS

MISS PANG aka PIBBSSRCPCMO

I'm a super-taster

Going back to work tomorrow... yayeeeee...
the un-yayeee part, i'll be working with Aaron... I DUN LIKE!

Pretty excited about it... for now.. hahha
Maybe not so tomorrow at this time..

[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:02 AM) :
mr ong? hahah.... maybe i should add him
Grouch (2:02 AM) :
DUN BE SILLY LO
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:02 AM) :
kidding lah..
Grouch (2:03 AM) :
I oso noe.... I noe U WUNT be so boliao one... hahahah

[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:07 AM) :
wah kao..
nerd, geek, loner, loser, no friends
wants to meet "Physically attractive ladies of easy virtues"?
with his total lack of social skills i'll say "dream on" man..
Grouch (2:07 AM) :
wahahahhahahhahahahahhaahhahaa
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:07 AM) :
instead of his favourite dilbert comics, i suggest he read "the born loser"
Grouch (2:07 AM) :
dun be so mean can or not...

[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:08 AM) :
hahah.... i dun know him so i can be mean.. entertainment lah
Grouch (2:08 AM) :
terrible.... later u got retribution ah... wahhaaha
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:08 AM) :
wahahahhah..
"I like to play with physics equations. Like some secret forbidden pleasure, I indulge in them from time to time, seeking the subtle physical beauty within the pregnant formalisms, even as the social animal in me wastes away. "
i think he's err... kinda deprived in some ways
Grouch (2:09 AM) :
he's just intelligent lo... u r jealous that u dun share the same level right?
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:09 AM) :
oh man.... reading that above paragraph again, i'm very sure he is twisted...
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:10 AM) :
secret forbidden pleasure? what the hell happened to his childhood/manhood?
Grouch (2:10 AM) :
he's just trying to act cheem lah
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:10 AM) :
yep... therefore we can see that he's a loser
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:10 AM) :
hahah
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:10 AM) :
i'm very mean
Grouch (2:11 AM) :
u deserve it..MEANIE
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:12 AM) :
eh.... dun bring in this mah.... totally different things...
Grouch (2:12 AM) :
heheheh
ok lah.. sorry... teeheeee
Grouch (2:12 AM) :
anyway I think he is just too smart lo
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:13 AM) :
hahah.... dun need apologise lah....
hhmm..... you mean to say "nerd" right
Grouch (2:13 AM) :
NO LOR
Grouch (2:13 AM) :
he is intelligent... man with depth
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:14 AM) :
wahahha..... check out his photo man.... is that the best he has?
yeah..... and all that depth is filled to the brim with crap...
Grouch (2:15 AM) :
:-Grouch (2:15 AM) :
actually I oso think his pic look DAMN perverted lo
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:16 AM) :
u THINK?
i quote him again: "I like to PLAY with physics equations. Like some secret forbidden PLEASURE, I INDULGE in them from time to time"
Grouch (2:17 AM) :
*STOP*
stop it
I think I'm getting abit turn off by him liao...
STOP IT!~
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:19 AM) :
oh yeah.... come on lah.... just read his own description again.... u can infer from there what kind of person he is.... very zun one.... reading one's writing..
and if thats not enough.... just look at his 3 photos... a weird cat, a leery face, and a dunno see what cock photo...
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:20 AM) :
ok i think i'll stop... too much meaniness very tiring
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:20 AM) :
and i thought u were going to bed?
Grouch (2:20 AM) :
eh....
Grouch (2:22 AM) :
seriously... I think u succeeded... I really think he is a big turn off man... hahhaha
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:23 AM) :
hahah.... one day u will thank me...
Grouch (2:23 AM) :
uh... but.. he is so kewt.. got thermal flask...
[lêávè_mè_älòñë] (2:24 AM) :
................. he has probably been using that thing since primary school....


10 years down the road, I might really end up thanking you GX..
hahahahha...Cannot understand how he manages to rainWash people.. That woozy..

Very sleepy.. Did not get my 8 hours sleep for a few days oredy... ZzZzZzZzz....

So after assuming his name, this is what I found:

cASE nUMBER 3050

Damn accomplished... OEY BUANGSTERS, he is NOT as nerd as he seems ok.. just someone with depth.. I LIKE~ hahahhaa... anyway I am not going to disturb him lah... now that I know his name and stuff.. case closed? heheh...

Anyway from his profile, I think he is one of those over-achiever, smarty pants type.. WAH.. but one super, I mean ULTRA turn off.. He like cats.. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM? oh well.. what a woozy.. but still this is a kewt guy that provided me with some.. uh.. entertainment over the past semester.. UH.. thanks? ahahahhahaa

that's it for now.. I am still not very conscious... Going to werk soon... just wana share my 'discovery'... YES, I AM SUCH A STALKER..I KNOW, AND I LIKE~~~

Anyway a close friend of mine just shared some sad experience.. and I got to apologise for being insensitive and kept rubbing it in..
but still, I must repeat (and one day these words will make sense to you)Life is unfair and it goes on.. and on.. and on... and on... and on... You get what you get.. Hardly what you want..
so sorry I can't comfort ... the best I can do is.. uh... to stop talking?

Like the last phrase in Sun Yanzi's Kai1 Shi3 Dong3 le, Kuai4 le4 shi4 xuan3 ze2... Happiness is a choice.. not an easy one.. but it is a choice...so my dear friend, I really hope that you will be out of it soon...Well, I am definitely not the best candidate to seek comfort, but the best I can do is to give you my ears lo.. I promise not to speak ok?*plays Zhu4 fu3 by Jacky cheung in the background*

Just wana 'redeem' myself from falling into the included list.. even the survey I did says I am 'not very feeling'.. Lemme paste for you.. though it's yesterday's blog:
Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck.


And yes, you have every right to indulge in self-pity now.. But not too long or I will slap you with a large trout. like 5 years down the road, if you still *hais* over this, you will be top on MY included list lo...ok.. think 5 years is kind of too long...

Since we are at it, here's my list of ultimate heartbreak songs.. I mean songs that can immediately switch me into depressed mode.
Just in case you become morbid like me one day, let me share the list:

I think God can explain -- Splender
Out of reach -- Get Up Kids
Let Me In -- Save Ferris
Love Ain't Here Anymore -- Take That
Without You -- Mariah *booby* Carey
Not Pretty Enough -- Kasey Chambers
You Don't See Me -- Josie and the Pussycats
Dance With My Father -- Luther Vandross (sure cry one)
You're In Love -- Wilson Philips
Frankie -- Sister Sledge
How Could An Angel Break My Heart -- Toni Braxton
Too much to ask -- Avril Lavigne
Have you ever -- Brandy
One Last Cry -- eh.. can't remember
From the bottom of my broken heart -- Shitney Speares
Where are you now -- Shitney speares *s'prise, s'prise*
Knife -- um...
November Rain -- Guns and Roses
Wonderful -- Everclear

Qiu1 tian1 bie2 lai3 -- GX's niece
Bu4 Lian2 Luo4 -- Shino
Zhi1 Nan2 Er2 Tui4 -- Shino
Dao4 Bu4 Liao3 -- Fan Weiqi
Cai3 Hong2 -- Fish
Kai1 Shi2 Dong3 Le4 -- Sun Yan Zi
Na4 Jiu4 Zhe4 Yang4 ba -- Power station
Bu4 Zhi2 De -- Dream FM
Zen3 Yang4 -- Dai Peini
Ai4 -- Karen Mok
Ji1 Shi4 Ben3 -- Kelly Chen
Ta1 bu4 Ai4 Wo3 -- Karen Mok
Bai2 Se4 Hun1 Li2 -- Peggy Hsu
Ni2 Bi3 Cong2 Qian2 Kuai4 Le4 -- Jacky Wolf
Hen3 Ai4 Hen3 Ai4 Ni3 -- Liu Ruo Ying

Think this are a few that I can recall off hand lo..

Now I am dedicating the song I Know You Are Very Sad, by Jolin goldfish Tsai... If I happen to sing at KTV, I don't mean to remind you anything lo.. I really truly wana sing that song cos last time KTV I n'er get to sing...

Ok, uh.. just in case you don't like, I think you don't need sappy sad songs right now.. so I shall dedicate my 'happy' songs to you, like uh...
Dancing in the moonlight -- Toploader
I don't give damn -- Avril Lavigne
Sugar Rush -- A teens
If I were -- Toady?

If I were a uh... uh... doctor, I would heal your heart.. it would be as good as new... And you would be happy(again)
If I were an eraser, I would erase your memories
If I were a tennis ball, I would let you vent your anger (or whatever you're feeling)
Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
laaaaaa

If I were a aeroplane, I would take you away
To somewhere you can forget her, and you don't have to thank me (cash or cyclist will do)
If I were a bandit, I would kidnap her to give you
Anything to show you...
How much I care for you....
Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
laaaaaa

Did you guess my secret, I am not a doctor, couldn't perform first aid, and I think you know it..
I'm not an eraser, cannot erase memories, I am not a tennis ball, I am just not to tiny..
Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
laaaaaa

I am not an aeroplane, can't even drive a car properly
And I'm not a bandit (really!).. and it doesn't matter
I don't need a present...
All I have to do..
Is to write a woozy song
To show you how much I care for youuuuuuu~~
Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala Falalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
laaaaaa

If I were === PIBBSSRCPCMO 2004 edition

PI is added by JL for Pte Investigator.. (cyclist incident)
Speaking of which I think Cyclist's name is Ong Zhun Yong, 70% accurate la... Email is sci01XXX@nus.edu.sg..
anyone knows anyone by this name... and what do you think it sounds like in Hua2 Yu3??


This is such a damn long blog... and I am damn hungry now.. killed so much brain cells trying to come up with the lyrics.. hahahha... for once after my exams I am actually using my brain.. hahaha...

GOing to Koon liao.. selling nasi lemak tomorrow.. haahha... wan3 an1 lah....

Yours SINCERELY
PIBBSSRCPCMO

today business was NOT BAD... Not that good but better than the others times I werked.. so it's not me.. hahahaha
Anyway, there's this 2 tables of BITCHES.. damn fussy and retarded lo.. expected to be treated like queens..FUCK OFF man.. So at first there are 4 bitches who came in and requested for the 6-seater so I told them the table is actually reserved for bigger groups and one shot back they might have one more coming.. oh well.. and that one more didn't appear.. or maybe she's invisible or she meant the 'ghost' of reading room..*yes, reading room is really haunted..* so anyway they asked for this and that and this and that.. and sat there for damn long.. I understand that they have big asses and need bigger space and need to sit longer but I didn't know people with big asses needs so much attention.. at least I don't... and anyway this is not that bad.. the ultimatum is when they wanted their bill.. you have actually 2 options, one is to ask for the bill or walk over to the bar counter to pay... most people prefer the first one.. which I am really OK.. but do u know what the 'woooze' they did? they banged the table to call me... hellooooo? U mean big asses can't speak or say excuse me as well?? DAMN PISSED.. so I gave them a damn woozed up look and went to do my things... ignoring them... anyway I got Andy to give them the bills after that.. and I purposely said very loudly, for them to hear, "you mean some people cannot speak and must bang the table" Hope they heard it... DAMN BITCH.. hope I donj't grow up to be like them...

And then the other table is not that bad.. just keep asking when their food will be ready.. guess they must be starved for a long time or what... anyway it's 1 pm, the place is basically what they call 'all seats taken with no extras', even the bar top seats are filled.. so unless you order set lunch, you got to wait.. maybe they are blind or from their angle, they can't see the crowd..Andy was like mumbling..U so clever, go to the kitchen and cook yourself lah.. Yeah lo.. I totally agree.. oh.. those bitches...

anyway, I werked till 6 instead of 5.. and might as well wait till 7 for Eve to knock off.. got to know Eileen better, the ger from ChinaBar.. Quite nice.. yayeeeee

Went Chinatown to walk around with Eve... then told her about him.. and cyclist.. she was like laughing none stop about cyclist.. told her Yuans and gang's remarks...which was pretty funni.. anyway from the way I described, she feels that cyclist might think we might be mocking him and playing a prank on him.. and he might be pretty irritated by us... so it's not suprising that he did not email me.. and we are somehow quite different.. so it's virtually impossible for us to have the same circle of frens given a normal situation.. I mean even the modules we take will be like... like... um....Pasir Ris and.. uh... Boon Lay? anyway, she says that a person like him might feel intimidated lo.. uh... ok lo.... Hais... So this is another person's point of view on why he did not email me.. hahahaha..

yep, that's all for now lah... going to show Eve Cyclist photo.. think she can have a good laugh again...*sigh*

Morpheus


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Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
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hahaha.. think I am addicted to this shiet... haahhahah

Fly Away


"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child she was my world
And now to let me go, i know she bleeds
and yet she says to me


You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying everystep along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away


Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When i saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as i cried


You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make stay
Baby fly away.

===Fly Away, Corrine May===

Oh well, a song we both happen to like quite a bit...So this is just for you, pal!

NOT MINE... my brother got my mum a new phone yesterday...*I'm broken, so don't expect anything more than a chicken drumstick* anyway it's Biling's phone... damnit... and I am holding 6510 which is going to be 2 in 2 months time... DAMNIT... haahhaha

ANyway there's my favourite game, * no, not gunbound*, but bowling.. yayeeeee... but it's not as nice as Junling's... prolly cos' I can't seem to strike.. oh well...

My piano teacher commented that I should join the choir cos' I've got good voice.. I always get compliments like that *from her oni* whenever I have my aural practice... Prolly she haven't heard others sing or something... or myabe she meant good for those choir sense.. anyway, it's a nice compliment... yayeeeeee

My mood is better... I found space for my precious piano, the couple has shifted out of the Gombak house.. yayeeeeee... so I shall drop by some day and decided where to place precious.. hahha...yayeeeeee...

Rot at home today after tuition then went for piano lesson.. got phonecall from Ting asking me to help out on Saturday... hope it's just this Saturday.. think I don't really 'dig' working at night anymore... I rather be a broken full-time student than a well-off part time one... I am coming to my senses... yayeee? hahah

Things to buy for Langkawi trip:
1)SUN BLOCK
2)Bag?
3)
can't think of any at the mo..will at on as I remember...

Will be busy working this week... whole entire week.. meaning more $$ in June... yayeeeeE? hahah....
Hope my cough gets better soon... I don't want to cough!!!!!!
And.. I haven't bleed yet.... SIANS...

Blogger just changed their layout... no time to explore.. will explore it tonight...

Anyway just want to jot down something before I forget....
Anyway, there was once I was doing something and I was like muttering something like, this is so tiring... and this FUCKING auntie came and like, u tired, my daughter could do double of what you're doing.. yada yada.. by the way, it's your daughter, not you... at that point, you can't even do 10% of what I was doing.. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP... I hate people comparing me to someone else when they themselves have ZERO knowledge of what I was doing... this is not just one incident... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS? If you can't do it, don't compare me with you daughter/sister/friend/grandmother/dog/cat/fish/whatever.. I don't give a FUCK ok...STUPID AUNTIE.... So anyway, if you want to criticise me, show me you can do a better job.. Yes, I am a sore person, I don't welcome criticism..AT ALL...

Yepyep, that's about it... going for my piano lesson... I am not bleeding yet... how????

not a very good day, but got some consolation tho... My uncle planted my 2 pots of orchids.. my favourite, the one with the white large petals.. yayeeeee? no flower at the moment.. haahhaa

Still worrying bout the fate of my piano... damn....

10 days from now, I'll be in Langkawi celebrating BUang Festival... yayeeeeee

anyway I am not against ALL M****, just this couple... some money grubbing BITCH and her husband...

Today they came to shift house, the guy shifting the house turns out to be quite an OK guy who is not involved in the scam..(I found out later) So anyway when I got to Gombak house, it was already occupied..*huh?*

Turns out the guy who is renting the place was already there... so anyway he told me to put the things in the other 2 rooms... hmm... so I messaged my auntie to call me cos' I did not know what the arrangement is like...

Then she called and she insisted that she's keep the master bedroom... she is only renting out ONE room... I pathetic little room which is less that 3/4 of my current room... KAOS... so the guys fumes, his wife exploded and stuffs... so the guy called the middle-man... apparently is that FUCKING RETARDED couple who did not settle things properly... The house is still in a ULTRA messy state.. I mean there's still cement on the wall and stuffs and that FUCKING IDIOT HUSBAND AHMAD think's it's ok to ask the couple to move in...I mean please, if you are a contractor, go and blardy hell do a good job... and your FUCKING wife MAZNAH*peeps if you haVE a NTUC insurance agent by this name, GO FIND ANOTHER ONE*.. OH anyway, that stupid bitch did not explain the terms to my auntie or both parties properly... so that poor guy thinking he is getting the master bedroom got everything inside that room..and I am sure his stuffs can't fit in that tiny room...

So anyway my auntie,over the phone, told him that she want to cancel the contract and wants that guy out of the house.. oh gosh, never offend a woman.. anyway there's many phonecalls and stuffs then that FUCKING BASTARD showed up... and he asked me to take of the slippers cos he just cleaned the place.>*yeah right, my Hillview house looks cleaner than tha even when it's not been cleaned for a year opr so*.. FUCKING BASTARD.... anyway the stuffs from HillView house piled up in the 2 tiny rooms*one s'pose to be mine and for my precious piano, another sad case* and loads of stuffs in the tiny kitchen...

oh well, the poor man is shifting and I apologised cos' if I were in his shoes, I might have *like my dad said* burnt the house down..

And goes back to my sad story, if this saga doesn't end, my piano will be homeless.. it is lying cold and lonely in my Hillview house at the moment and my dad is threatening to give it away..*SUPER stressed* Anyone with a 6ft X 2ft space to rent?? *I M SERIOUS* seriously need a small teenie weenie space to put up my precious piano for a month or 2... willing to pay.. alittle... that is depending how much I have...SOME ONE????

OH well... that's it for now...hopw this thing ends soon... I need to call up the washing machine guy as well....URGH... all that FUCKING COUPLE'S fault.. DAMNIT

Anyway that idiot told me he's going to shift today and tomorrow and he would call me in the afternoon to confirm again... I only received his bardy phone call at 5, when I was taking a nap, telling me he will shift tomorrow.. FUCKING ARSE.. wasted my whole day waiting for his BLArDy Fucking phonecall.. anyway, I did not meet Biling for dinner cos' I could not confirm anything nor did I go to Queensway to get a new bag... FUCKING ARSES...

Damn frustrated today... Still pissed with my dad.. SUPER... anyway I am going to sleep soon... ANGRY person is a lazy one...

I am not bleeding yet... DAMNIT... Yuans is bleeding already and JL has bleeded.. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT...ARGHGGHGHGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

And corrections regarding Bestest Fondest Sweetest Wonderfulest's blog yesterday, I did not request for it, checking out your blog is just an excuse why I haven't bathe after a long day... hahahahhaa

*no yayeees lately... SUPER pissed*

Anwyay today is not the best day.... I had to start werk early becos' the other gerl reported sick.. damnit... which is not so bad.. but only me and Even werking... The crowd was ok... but I fell.. on one knee while running to the kitchen to get something done... my knee hurts.. hope I don't crack anything in there..

So anyway, my auntie asked me to go to Hillview at 8 to wait for the mover to quote a price... then Ting asked me to werk till 7 cos she soen't have enough staff.. fair enought, I extended my stay.. and then realising it's too late to go home and get Hillview keys then go Hillview, I called my mum and ask her to go.. BIG MISTAKE...

Anyway that mover came at 10.. yes 10... cos' that STEWPERD insurance agent's husband forgot to call that mover.. FU*KER... then my dad got grumpy den he nagged and nagged and nagged...BLARDY HELL, IT'S NOT MY FAULT OK.. AND I DID ASK YOU TO GO HOME, YOU INSISTED ON WAITING.. DAMNIT... anyway, he kept nagging and hey, no point nagging at me ok.. FUCK...and if I had a choice, I wouldn't have asked you...

SO anyway I am still super pissed... and today, I decided to condemn mAL*ys... damnit....

Yes today I werked in the kitchen cos' they do not have enough staff... Initialyl I hated the idea cos' it's hot and stuffy and I didn't want to fry myself.. but well, I think I had a rather enjoyable time in there.. Uncle Junior and Uncle Lim were like constantly feeding me with food..*As if I need to put on more weight*

Well, today I learnt to fry Fish and Chips, prepare Chicken Chop and Hainanese Pork Chop Rice and Kaya Toast, use the dish washer, scoop rice from a LARGE pot,fry finger food..quite alot eh?
I almost fried my finger but was quick enough to save it...uh..revision on how to make 1/2boiled eggs as well..

Anyway my kitchen stint ends here cos' they found another helper already... Next week I will be working on Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday.. then maybe another Tuesday, then we will celebrate the Buang Festival at Langkawi whereby we shall use our lecture notes, fold aeroplanes or boats and throw it down the river.. or sea.. whichever is more convenient.. hahaha

I agreed to help Ting at SOS after I return.. and maybe when term starts...oh well...think I should be able to cope... I HOPE...anyway Ting is just so hard to refuse... Met a couple of old colleagues.. so nice....Went to Bugis with Eve afterwork.. bought earrings.. hahaha...

Got my tuition pay today.... YAYEEEEEeeEEEEeeEeeeeeEee

You are Bugs Bunny.

You are fun, friendly, and popular. You are a real crowd pleaser.
You have probably been out on the town your share of times, yet you
come home with the values that your mother taught you. Marriage and
children are important to you, but only after you have fun. Don't
let the people you please influence you to stray.


You have selected hair.

You are an artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve what most other people cannot. You are lacking in dedication, but you will work tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic types. You make the best sex partner as you are most willing to explore and please the other partner. Talent is your main strength. Your best partner in life will be those who chose Chest and Privates.



Oh well... that's is for now... tired...

1. You are attracted to those who are warm and obedience.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.

4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you don't want to be tied down by a steady
relationship, you just want to flirt around.

HMmm.... Not sure how much of it is true... but since I'm bored... will do anything test that does not require me to think..hahahha

Still tired... went for tuition then went JB to get train tickets changed... Some shiet happened... not exactly... Took the wrong bus so I ended up at Larkin interchange.. might as well... So I checked the bus schedule to Senai.. which is like 0710 from LArkin... um... means we have to meet pretty early... anyway, the interchange has escalators~~ and a new MacDonald's soon... oh well.. I went for my lunch there.. my favourite, Malaysia's Wontan mee... nice...

At the train station
Finally I was at the train station getting my tickets changed to a later date.. So I told the guy at the counter I want to postpone the trip back, so I assume anyone would understand it's later... He asked if it's 20th, I said no, it's 22nd, a Saturday.. so he was like OK.. and he did his stuff... and then asked for my credit card.. and gave me the tix.. and luckily I checked... he changed the date to 20th instead.. *and just in case you are wondering why I have not start cursing* The guy at the counter is KEWT So I went back to join the queue to tell him about it.. then his colleague opened another counter and it was my turn.. so I had to explain to him, I mean that arrogant colleague and he was telling me I can't make any changes as I already made.. so just then, cute guy finished his stuff with another customer and got backt o me.. and he was a little upset... I could see that... the way he spoke was different.. If I was nto so broke, I would've offered to cancal the tix and pay 25% more for the next set, but well, a broken student is a desperate one too.... anyway, he changed the dates for me again.. but think he printed the wrong date for me or something cos' just before I left he asked me back to change some stuffs again... but at least he smiled when I was leaving... *0oh so kewt* anyway, I'm not complaining... hahah... given the fact that I could stand right in front of him and oggle for like 10 minutes... hahaha.. but seriously...KTM should expect better command of English from their staffs man.... There was this AngMoh ah pek at the next counter trying to check the availability of tickets but was not able to communicate properly.. oh well...

Home
I got home and concussed... by 6, I realise my parents are coming home late, which means I have to gao2 dim3 my own dinner...so I went downstairs to tabao chee cheong fun..not enough.. so I cooked my own dinner.. as well as theirs... think I am going to bleed soon.. since I am always hungry these days...hope I bleed before Langkawi... *eat more watermelon*I got a new name, Xi1 Gua1 tai4 niang2, according to yuans... cos' we were imagining what would happen to me if I ate watermelon for every meal.. red eyes and fingernails, green skin with stripes, black moles on my face... whahahaha...

Got alll the stuffs done.. I mean, booked all the plane tickets and hotel... YAYEEEEEEE...
My main concern is what time to meet that day... it's going to be another 'Amazing Race' I think...URGH... hate that thought...well.. nothing on tomorrow... good time to ZzzZZzZzZzZZzzZZzzZzzz all day... hahahhaah~

Just my BOliAo observation... After 3 weeks of hibernating in the science cave, I realised that there's no more, ok, I mean less irritating 'heelie's-or-watever' kids zooming around...Yayeeeee.... so Anand and Prof Richard Png will have less stuffs to talk about during tutorials next sem? Yeah... it's just a fad... they can't expand the market into the 'young adults segment'... *heng ah...NO WAY I am going to zoom around in those things*

And anyway, those short cute lil' skirts are somewhat-almost-over type of thing... it must have happened when I was hibernating... I didn't know they existed until I saw Huanlin wearing and shopped with Junling..yeah... anyway it's doesn't make much difference to me lah... just my boliao observation...

boliao observation number 3.. same-sex couples are EVERYWHERE.. it's like quote my friends" anyhow take a stone and throw oso can hit one" type... and today I say 2 at my werk place.. Hope this is not a sign or something... SHIET...NO I only wana dat CYCLIST-TYPE GUY...MALE..MAN...

and yeah, I openly declare that I DISLIKE airasia for it's DAMN F**ked-up pricing system... DAMNIThope everything goes well tomorrow...

Went to werk ar Reading Room today.... business was VERY bad.. hope it's not me... wahahhaha... anyway I kind of like what I am doing now.. werk like one or two days aweek... earn peanuts, buy peanuts.. hahahahha..

Feng told me some stuffs the other day.. and I was talking to Eve today and she was like telling me that guys can never be faithful... and I remember telling Feng, if she sees my guy out there with another gurl, just let me know...I mean not know as in slap-in-your-face type but those hint hint subtle types.. hahaha... and we came out with a perfect solution.. if one day she sees that, she will hammer him and when I meet him, I will know... and I will continue to hammer.. wahahhahaa...much as we feel this solution is good, almost perfect... I hope it won't happen at all lah... oh well...

Hey bed,aircon, computer, room... I am HOME~~~ yes you precious things...
I was staying at old house last night, helping my auntie to pack her things and of cos' be entertained my my precious cousin.. hahaa... Anyway there was no aircon last night, no computer and I slept in the living room cos' the room was kind of eeir and stuffy..(so weird, I spent 16 years of my life there and I find it eerie) Yeah... so packing was URGH... for someone who did not have to lift a finger the last time she shifted, today was 'absolutely horrendous..' anyway I'm sure I've wrapped at least 100 plates/cups/saucers/jugs-watever... oh my....

Anyway tomorrow I am going to werk..(sell chicken rice..haha) just helping eve out at reading room.. hope I still remember.. Going to bathe soon.. watching the Beckhams' crap and then must remember to take medicine.. hahah

Adieus~